Tuesday, August 03, 2010
ppl r jealous of my current life for this july..
even my spec in camp also asked my parade buddy 'sir, how come i see you more than my officer?'
went back dental. so qiao met my another spec. i came early, he went in so i sat outside chatting with my parade buddy. after 10mins or so then realised sitting on my another side was my ocs air wing fren (he alrdy knew i beside him thou)... i took another 2 mins or so to recall his name.
instead of waiting, i went medical ctr for blood test. funny incident. the medic took my master arm, tightened and give me a palm squeezer. 'oh, ur middle vein is nt visible but the side one is like v thick' so, i changed to left arm, tightened and start squeezing while he prep the syringe... perhaps i'm rushing for time that i squeezed so much that he actually exclaimed 'omg, i have nv seen such huge vein...horrible' (it sounds gay somehw)
back to dental. omg, dentist is sweet de lor. last time after the cleansing, there will always be blood as i rinsed my mouth. this time, sweet de lor. best thing is to find out my wisdom tooths are fully grown, no need extract. =)
----------------------------------------------------------------------- on the day of preview i was down with heavy flu. my parade buddy niteb4 chiong l4d till 3am... so nvm, i asked my poc buy me medicine. ate 4 panadol flumax before marching.
oh ya, i hate the security checks. imagine having to go toilet outside, i return back need to be checked by 2 diff agency thou they are juz 2m apart...
after padang we marched to ntuc income where we finally have our water before marching on to mbs.
nice place thr. reached ard 7.45, need to wait for pledge taking at 8.10. i asked y muz wait till tat timing, they told me the lame reason. 2010yr, so 2010H...
kao, so we stood thr w/o water (bottles are juz somewhr ard) until almost time when commando officer fall out... sibei siasuay lor. reserves had returned back suntec after we left padang. end up 1 lobang thr. subsequently, another officer down... by then they realise its time for us to drink water, kinda late alrdy.
when the moment came.. YES its the firework! (my regular frenz r complaining abt their tax are burning in the sky) haha, the non-stop spamming made me 'wow.. woW... wOW... WOWWWWWWWWW!!!' until ppl ard me described me as in orgasm. it's the nearest firework i have ever watched. luv the moon & stars combo. well, even if foot aches are worthwhile.
P.S: i'm reading How Starbuck Saved my Life. inspiring esp @ the part he starts to accept.
reflected at 3:01:00 AM
Tuesday, July 06, 2010
today: an off day. yet thanks to mud that i have to wear my no.4... nvm, at least had a chinese meal w/ my bro as well as a nice dessert.
yest: found out my new boss is a nice guy. heavy smoker tho. was informed this wk will be my last time of seeing him... he gg off for a relatively risky mission =( hence, i have to start clearing my leave n offs b4 i ord.
after the counting, realised my days are NUMBERED lor! wahaha~ this july i will oni nid to return camp for dental & conducting ippt!!!
aug once ndp ovr, yog is giving us headache.. but shld be my last standby anw!!!
oh ya... we finally received our wings. omg, after ard 1 yr??? whn i helped my men to pin up his wing, he was so happy, 'sir, damn shiny leh the gold...'
ltr senior specs asked me to run 2.4 with him... damn sad whn i realised my injury had yet to heal after so long. i can see the 200 is far ahead of me now!
P.S: God, can u let me run again?
reflected at 9:20:00 PM
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
'Life is not about what you've gained, but what you've done.' - Wong Ka Kui
生命不在乎得到什麼,在乎做過什麼 - 黄家驹
reflected at 12:52:00 AM
Sunday, June 20, 2010
haha! for this mth, i'm so HAPPY! pretty much wordless. completed my command COC parade. then 1st day at padang. they said i'm easily contended. pizza hut. mr bean. flashlights. rainbow. fireworks!
btw, had my 22nd bday bbq too.
P.S: months of training had really nv gone into waste. hope Grandpa think so too and be able to watch me on that day itself from somewhr i wunden see.
reflected at 9:18:00 PM
Sunday, May 16, 2010
many good things happened.
If there is only one word left to describe myself, i believe most ppl will use the word called:
LUCKY.
my enjoyment mainly comes from my company of buddies. dota. mj. ktv. shopping. movie. pool. even those attached frenz seem to envy the kind of freedom i have. although sometimes i'm jealous of the boredom that they dun possessed.
1) i sent a complaint letter wrt bad attitude experience by another junior officer. feedback was, it did create certain amt of 'damage' and well, he apologised.
2) 1st combined parade was a total screwup. during the AAR, encik was asking how did we felt. some slackers actually shouted 'outstanding!' almost wanna punch that dude.
3) i finally received my both 2nd rejection letter. time to draft out another back up plan.
Past wks, been in freq arguments.. diff ppl diff style of doing things. some said i'm a straightforward guy, too much will cause damage done. some implied my tone is not 'right' even when i use 'sry' to begin my statement. i dun really feel a need to justify myself as long as i follow my own principles, values and codes of conduct.
some pointed out that i should fight back instead at times. esp during sqn anniver dine over a issue of beergirl. apparently i was enjoying myself on the ktv and pool more than the rest whom laid their eyes on the young cute beergals. towards the end of the nite, i jioed a senior spec 'uncle' for a pool game. then this xiaomeimei came over and asked me to teach her... the pool table was right in the middle of the place, of cos every1 stared at me!
here come the twist, one half-drunk senior regular appeared and gave me a signal 'F off." so i stepped down, and my buddy complaint 'eh, y u so boji?' 'ppl more senior. ppl is programmer (i dun wan my name to be 'perm' on the manning list) ppl is regular while i'm an nsf? anw, u should know i prefer to be on low profile.'
ya, some did feel unfair for me.. but it dun really matters to me, i'll be single till i ord, i'd kept the 2yrs-promise.
guess ppl whom had not seen me for the past 1 yr most probably cant recognise me le. even whn i bumped into my bmt mate, he exclaimed 'wah now officer gt the seh liao ar, last time so gu-niang one.' and whn i bumped into my sec sch mate, he 0so cant figure out who i was last time.. 'i think last time you are the short short one izzit? now so tall liao'
one morning i took cab and the uncle jio me 'if u wanna smoke, feel free to help urself.' Seems like i gt the smoker face.
another day, i juz get to know some new ppl. they cant believe that i'm still single...saying i got a playboy face.
some other nite, ppl actually tot i'm a gd drinker...
yah, every1 do change as time goes. most prob 1sep will return back to mt vernon.
P.S: Knowing is not enough; we must apply. Willing is not enough; we must also do. - Johann Wolfgang von Goethe
reflected at 2:05:00 PM
Sunday, February 28, 2010
when i'm little, used to be addicted to wuxia (sword-fighting) novels. everytime recess, my friends normally will find me in sch lib. yes, i was once a nerd. anw, thru these novels, the so-called brotherhood is instilled in me since then.
alot of my frenz said i'm a person who is 重情重义. however, my NS life taught me what is so-called Reality. it was so much office-like, that shown me the ugly sides of human nature specifically, Backstabbing. seen enough of it.
when i'm little, used to hope i have the chance to do flag rising/lowering. thought it muz be fun. had my 1st time trying in ocs. shiok. my name was submitted for another parade. mayb more 'Colors'ful affairs to come.
quite envy of my other NS frenz cos they gt to go for many ex, local/overseas. well, i will be sweating on parade sq then till i ord!
P.S: 6yrs of male env w/ cemeteries nearby dun means that i like soccer/seen a ghost. but 1 thing i know, survival of the fittest.
reflected at 11:23:00 PM
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
many things wanna to share...
1) always thought it's much more easier to be a bad guy. my grp of specs once ranked me as the most F up offr. now apparently...2nd? haiz, guess i failed to be one. btw, my bmt commanders are my role models. i feel that a real commander do not always need to put on their rank to be respected at all times.
2) one of the SK roles i was been 'willingly arrowed' is, personally felt, easy job. until another F offr whom juz gt promoted to 2bars give me 'colors'. usually i juz have to submit my portion for his mthly report, now the mth haben end and he was like a loanshark chasing me. at first he told me yest (when i juz woke up early in my office) he want it by this wk then today (when i juz woke up again on my DO rest day) i saw his sms saying by thu 3pm. bo bian, now rank lower than him...
3) anw, last sun i was the DO. staying in camp peacefully, helping my friend prep for the airshow standby presentation. tot it will be a gd day...until those security alarms sounded off. damn suay, as i was informed the alarm had been faulty since last wk. however this wk, from mon to sat, had been a gd boy till SUN...
after settling everthing, slpt at 10pm+ suddenly 11+ received call from guardrm saying fire alarm sounded! i was like...................................let me off can? luckily i was a solid sleeper, able to Zzz off aft setting my alarm to 6am then again, at 5am, driver called me to sign authorising form... so my slp aint that smooth after all, decided to slp for another 2hr at 7am, sun shining my butt, i sat up on my slping bag when the LOANSHARK chased me for the report...what a gd morning greeting
even worst was, supposed to handover my duty to another 2bars @ 8am so as wad rest said, i kena jia(eaten) again. as he told me he's buzy. end up i stayed in camp until 11am, juz my luck...
P.S: The art of being wise is the art of knowing what to overlook. - William James
reflected at 2:51:00 PM
Saturday, December 26, 2009
coming close to a brand new yr. need to look back and do some reflections. ------------------------------------------
anw, these are wad happened lately. there was a vip visit so out of 'passion' i cancel my 2days lves help my friend
1day b4 the visit need to prep the stn, ensure cleanliness, kiwi tyres etc as much as i predicted, they planned me FLY as well. (tat's y b4hand i planned my lve so swee swee liao) damn shit, they dun wan me to bust my 'flying expiry'
luckily, God was so touched. tat'y 15th whole sg seemed to be flooded by his tears. well, give me more time to focus my job.
next day, the 3stars frm US came. woah, first time gave speech.. (my damn friend tried to siam so gave me the honor.)
"tat's is all i have. any qns, sir?" "oh..so what is ur plans after when u left the service?" "(diao...) study." "oh yes, that will always be a correct ans!" a close slave.
sigh... seems like all the foreigners would like me to further my studies.
been clearing my lves all these while managed to read finish 1st set of wind cloud series. decided not to continue on as it went endless... btw, this mth was birthday for both hide and ritsuko okazaki
P.S: my Xmas gift was a h1n1 jab plus doing DO in camp during eve..
reflected at 11:58:00 PM
Saturday, December 12, 2009
haven been feeling happy recently.
a tiring wk.
-grandpa 49th i've lost somewho in this world who always give his support to me
-big boss-changing parade 'who would have thought that the no4 man, will 1day be holding onto the color?'
-people whom we used to call 'friend' well, whn half of the manpower had been at US for exercise, higher up told us to 'suck-thumb' overwk for the country but i dun understand y whn they r back, we are still kept planned for this and that. even when i alrdy going to be on leave the next day, ppl planned me...
wad more frustrating is, the friend whom i knew came back from the 'xiong' US ex, complaint abt a substandard work i put onto the display board. yea, the idea is mine. but i instructed my man to come up with it.
if so, he say, i am an officer. hence, if i think my man din carry out the job properly, it's my responsibility to F them.
too bad, i'm quite F-up myself to bring myself to really F my man. well, seem like he enjoy irritate me, even though knowing i'm busy for the parade... or izzit he had been been...rather free?
my man came to ask me this funny qn 'sir, i thought you and KXXXXX they all together a gang one. how come this morning he came to scold u as if he's higher rank then u?'
lolz, silence is golden yeah...
then again, another of my coursemate SXXXX came back from his sweet oversea holiday the period he took, was actually the most xiong period now though he's back and we should be happy abt it.. but apparently, my buddy niam to us abt his slack work-attitude
haiz, a sense of the course bonding is going to break sooner or later.
-self-confession btw, i'm aint saint too. i dun complete my work well enough at least the standard and quality ppl wana my encik was praising to the rest while i was on the parade marching 'tat young fellow gt drive.' thou i did screw up at most of the times tat make the rest of the enciks worry... hence, kena embarrassing replacement.
change of topic and come to my leadership it's poor, i admit. my buddy told me, 'i've the heart for them but i din make an effort explain my rationale behind my instructions. thus, it didnt turn out nice for those at the end receiving the instructions. bottomline was, there is a need to change my tone.
maybe there is a desire that leads to anticipation but this may lead to disappointment during the course of participation.
the world is full of addictions and temptations. i hold on to my heart and remind myself to stay content at all times. but and however, to the worldly ppl, it seems like i have no ambition or even been accused for using it as an excuse to stay among with the so-called losers
a simple encounter with those annoying insurance agents esp as u walk by the mrt or bus interchange, they will INTERCEPT u despite ur hand signal of rejection... in addition, they will often send an opposite sex to target u hence poor thing u will have to sympathize them by helping them with their so-called survey and then proceed to their table and chairs where their PREMIUM plan will be intro to u all u need (or have) to do is to sign up for them
well, it did happened to me AGAIN. nah, i wun sign up so stupidly this MY not-so-young lady approached me. so i reply her qns in a not-so-gentlemanly manner causing her to change her mask by saying very mean stuffs like 'u wana be some uncles pushing the cart in those kopitiam?' a matter fact; i dislike those who aint tat rich yet trying to act weathly by looking down on the poor!
P.S: only wanna lay down and forget everything, yet ppl kept disturbing my short-lived dream.
reflected at 9:27:00 PM
From a Boy to Man
Once a Marist, always an Officer