Monday, September 21, 2009
it's been a fulfilling long wkends i supposed
(still been lazy to upload any pics thou)
fri: a nice chat-dine with ex-colleague then allnite-dota with coach (jumphop many lan shops juz to find e latest map)
sat: morning visit grandpa. glad to see him better as his appetite returns. even managed to meet the doc for the 2nd time, mainly abt his condition. 2yrs. evening watched thirst with ben
sun: kbox. pool. finally aft duno how many mths liao...kinda lost touch
today: fully reserved as body batt charging. since this wk should be quite demanding. on stdby for the f1...sad to hear
tue. once we return to camp, our cpt gave us 2 days course under the blazing sun. since aft comms parade we r alrdy 'medium-rare' in addition of these 2days, we ended up 'well-done' loh
anw, a team of 3 is to set up and tear down the stn. every mistake made cost us down 5. so end of the day we went back n count...seems like we did ard 80-90plus liao
fri was finally appointed as ops o. luckily no flying as it was cohesion day. so we went to south ridges ltr in the afternn kena soak in rain...(somemore it's the same spot i used to 'smell' the raindrop)
anw, fri learnt something, from a mistake i made that my peers deem me as using rank (sometimes whn u did something improperly, even ur kind intention will end up being misunderstood)
well, guess i'm too soft-hearted. should be more selfish and save my own ass in future
btw, met a nsman lta, havin to take his signature for attendance. he looked at me and asked 'did u undergo operation recently?' i shaked my head and he continued 'u may hav surgery soon, if nt then might be hacked by some1. be careful.'
i blur blur stoned thr...come to think of it, if his fortune-teller is zun, i should have asked him 'something' at least...
times flew fast some still-like-yesterday stuffs dawned onto me ok, i'm no longer that young liao e.g wind-cloud is finally back aft 10 fucking yrs!! whoo
there goes the same for some songs. changes r not unexpected too
P.S: 'we have to leave the past and strive for higher planes'
reflected at 10:01:00 PM
Sunday, September 13, 2009
12 sep 09 finally commissioned aft 9 tough mths
thanks God for giving us the fine weather everything's beautiful except tat the parade aint perfect i will miss the SSM and 'luv him deep deep' his 'bend ur knee' 'dig ur heel' 'lock ur elbow' esp 'THERE U ARE!' haha
the moment when we threw our peaked cap was really ~ORGASM~
P.S: i have done my Grandpa proud.
reflected at 9:22:00 AM
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
1mth left for the day offically 'from a boy to a Man'
reflected at 11:30:00 PM
Sunday, August 02, 2009
done alot of stuffs which i've missed for long while
gd news: end of cohorting. no more shift wk the gang is back tgt. with more quarreling
collect our parade uniform. both no.1 & 2. troublesome to wear thou. tmr uniform inspection
we left one more course to attend b4 commission 5 of us to attend e 2wks course yet 3 of them fever, 7 days mc. LLST, went for the first half day n were told of OUT OF COURSE! lolz
P.S: In prosperity our friends know us, in Adversity we know our friends - John Churton Collins
reflected at 9:04:00 PM
Tuesday, July 07, 2009
never have a suay day like today for a long period of time.
4am: tend to be bad mood due to lack of slp mp3: kena speaker pwr surge. cui forever rain: abrupted our wk. helmet beret had their bath in drain. attend debrief drenched. lunch: dapao liao but dun even hav time eat. mac at lot1 instead. key: left somewhr i duno in camp.
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been working in shifts since h1n1 plan commenced. this wk am. ya, 4am shouldnt be amazing. last wk left camp at 23++ to claim cab back hm. gd or bad? depends on ur luck body clock is in bad shape
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review on ns life. getting bored. sumo this yr dun seem to be gd. so many deaths. esp the young officer case. such a pity
in addition, witness how my regular frenz tioed all the axes and knives ya, lowest rank takes all blames and LLST
lesson: the more u try to defend urself, the more u bleed. accept it, tat's reality.
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too many pending stuffs to do e.g lib bk heavily overdue specs broke long ago nv go buy new one mp3 gt to get a new one too laptop oso yet to get it repaired... VEXED
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recent changes:
uniform. much cooler as well as uglier
more dishearted. my best fren juz celebrated his 21. those whom i dun regard as frenz... repeating the same old story again. put pigeons last min, or lagi best, dun come 0so nv inform. sms back 0so bo reply. if in the case, wun it be easier to juz say no when being invited?
anw, i see no sincerity in sharing gift i go spent the effort buy the present and give to bdayboi alone is part 1 oni part 2 is, i believe if they knew wad i gg to buy, they 100% gg to regret in approach the idea of sharing. (i scare they heartbroke) tat's y i say NO straight in their face.
oh ya, i cut my hair. finally saw the ladyboss ard. she's still worried abt her son...chatting with auntie customer abt tuition teacher anw, got back the same old hairstyle (say maybe 1yr?)
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reflected at 10:16:00 PM
Thursday, June 25, 2009
should i be happy/sad?
happy as in tmr seems to be the 1st time of my ns life to 'start work' at 1pm!
sad part is...we finally started the h1n1 plan... i foresee 1mth of confinement ahead...sianZzz
anw. attached to sqn for ojt. abit boring cos it's 'honeymoon period' oni aft getting the choco bar then they will throw u hell of SK
(btw...i din know diesel can be BLUE! as well as staying inside the non-existence cold rm tat train me to endure chillness until i on my air-con and feel no kick!)
so wad hav i been doing? mainly tetris, chess as well as mini-gym haha, kinda addicted to tetris but i juz cant pass stage 8...damn!
been reading emotional intelligent until i notice how hard it's for me to control my anger nowaday...
on one of the days...saw my boss entertaining a vip...as in (chill crab + black pepper crab) sucking ball for (chill crab + black pepper crab + butter crab)
my fren showed me a hand sign and whisper 'por lan' yup, life is a show...anw the audience happy with those endless durian boss bought can liao. sumo gt rambutan and mangosteen
(my instructor A taught me how to open durian using screwdriver while another instructor taught me how to guess the no. fruit inside mangosteen)
P.S: tetris was created the same day i was created? omg
reflected at 10:53:00 PM
Sunday, June 07, 2009
COMPLETELY WASTED
st james johnnie walker on the rock . . . then on the table (gone liao) . . on the road outside...(stranger even took pic of me damn malu) . . . woke up to find myself slping on the hard floor in my living room
thanks ben and the kind taxi driver for sending me back hm (rejected twice for cab) ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
from now onward my time will be reserved for ppl who deserved
hence..i'm tired of calling ppl out when they dun really feel like coming
esp with those insincere msgs like 'who is going?' somemore u need to ask them wks beforehand if not they will blame u for too last min so what? they will utlimately reply u on the day itself saying they cant make it... likewise, they may come out with something like... i gt another session with my another frenz...how?
or worst..alrdy agree liao then last min back out. wtf
i missed the nite where we celebrate 2nd anniv our warrant officer will come to our table with a jar everytime then we will YAM SENG!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ended going back hm with tipsy foot
luckily since we had stayed out aft completing most of our courses, i've been jogging at jurong lake once awhile during evening (thr r hidden 'movtivation' behind it thou)
except of CU which really require a sustainable amt of time to recover back to my prev max...the rest of stns r 5
oh ya, this rainy morning on the bus the bro was suggesting opening a bottle for gold if nt 3 jars for silver
end up as i jogged 2.4, mind was full of heineken... choya... chivas... martell... johnnie walker... and 'motivation" too
P.S: the ultimatum makes audience think tat gemini r all determined.. aiya they r juz stubborn oni...
reflected at 10:46:00 PM
Monday, June 01, 2009
it's JUNe...hot summer my previous entry was...somewhr in march yeah, been MIA for quite awhile
alot of things happened in juz these few mths inevitably, the changes tat fate had brought upon me
training period tasted Bitter from simulator to actual is such a transverse there are 2 instructors in charge of training us say wo A and wo L
wo A say i'm not up to the job "dey!!! some can. some cannot." (based on his many yrs of instructing)
on the other hand, wo L say i'm ok...
this goes the same to the captains T say i very jialat...L say i'm zai
at tat point of time, i felt my mind spin much faster than the earth rotates liao... esp gt one lesson where inside the simulator wo A was on my left ask me whole hell of qns while shaking head wo L was on my right nodding to my ans and kept prompting "next" the scenario was like angel playing tug of war with devil and i'm exactly the rope
most of my sim lesson was took by wo L so when it comes to actual flying...wo A decides to "take care" of me personally...
basically i was down thr praying..."PLEASE RAIN, GOD"
so my coursemates will sometimes comfort me...after seeing being F until my soul is gone...
one point of time when i got myself very prepared...but still end up my effort left unappreciated...i broke down finally
was damn touched one day when i flew the whole day until dinner was skipped after we return to bunk...they actually ordered canadian pizza!
after we finally all passed, wo A gave us a course debrief then he told me..."dey~ u know i wanna fail u tat time. but throughout the period u shown me ur fighting spirit. u know wad is it?"
i was like, stunned. "i know, our saf core value" (the rest fall off their seat)
been in and out of hospital when my Grandpa was critically illed Doc says he was left the max, 2yrs and i started hating NS for eating up my limited time
P.S: sometimes i stared at ppl i knew some time ago until they finally can recognise me. tat's how much the change in me now.
reflected at 10:44:00 PM
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Surprised? back hm shagged. juz came back frm NUH A&E.
Mon was their servicing day. so our practical is pushed to tmr.
end up i study...ya, writing notes.. my gang some doing SK...reading storybk..zz..
finish the day promptly with GYM... great workout...they diehard training core muscles. i was trying to 'recall' my leg muscles memory...
aft gym supposedly returning back to inn slp. 0so duno hw the hell we walked past a basketcourt. and hw the heaven we saw 2ppl playing dn thr thus we were gladly invited and friendly match begin.
EVERYTHING WAS SO ENJOYABLE...till my buddy suddenly stepped on another guy foot..wth SWALLOW...
panic panic...run all the way searching for medical ctr only to find ourselves lost...luckily some1 called...
OMG...mo seems relundant..anw still end up send hospital.
wad our greatest fear is..will he be ooc? i cant afford to lose this buddy. F*** shouden hav played Bball, dota is safer afterall.
P.S: dun bless me only. help my frenz too..
reflected at 1:07:00 AM
From a Boy to Man
Once a Marist, always an Officer
