Saturday, March 31, 2007
A green gal.
All of my today, 31/3/07.
had a crush tat is utterly crushed.
lay down my pride, pick up my courage.
alone at a silent corridor, along with 5 doors of staring eyes.
i think i too weak le, too slow too 拖泥带水 tat cause a hurt.
thk to trainer n frenz encouragement...i began to face her.
nvm abt rejection. oni mind abt able to cross d barrier.
nvm blame any1, except myself.
all seems like unavoidable, since d start of the leak...
grateful to my frenz accompany, with a drink of spooky.
我不后悔 我曾爱过
i finally can rest le. visiting my grandma tmr, long time nv went mt venon liao.
reflected at 10:17:00 PM
eatin' watermelon now.
lo0k'n at sumtin red.
think abt "courage"
green is always a color 4 peace.
always believe in d
act of protecting overcomes act of destroying.
nonetheless, i lack courage most...
tmr mayb another scary day. which they always said, "last day"
seem abit like anchem result day...
how to describe? perhaps rain's sad tango can...
reflected at 1:59:00 AM
Thursday, March 29, 2007
awake for 28hrs??? max shragged.
yest went jp ate lai lai first b4 set off to JI. then we wearing slippers + extra clothes, went 7-11 buy snack...tot we late for shuttle bus so took taxi...while travelling, i was thinking i had a feeling we going for chalet or wad...like v relax...excited those kinda mixed feeling...
in d end reached checkpt earlier. our bus departed frm chinese gdn late...seem like they waited for ppl again. most AMAZED thing is tat SP ppl actually quite friendly...cos their bus came early to checkpt...even asked whether we wanna longpang...(should hav leh... ... ...)
then was in control rm doing DCS with a SP guy who injured his leg while playing Bball...so he had to be whole day in DCS...he was with us when they started to talk abt something i dun wish to talk abt...even trainer kept smiling at me..(wanna help me...)scared of tis phase liao...even announced my name...TIOed sabotage...he later went out to let d cat out...n things spread like SARS...i almost freaked out...went back locker rm cant even open it...hand n leg jelly shaking Nua nua...
then duno how saw joyce shihui n other SP gals playing mahjong...then duno y ivan entered...then "asked" me join in...so tat's how my whole nite so energetic till cant slp...cka 0so no need slp one...juz tat one is smart one is slacker. they gave me encouragement, yet give me warning like "fierce one hor"...smile n cry 0so cannot...trainer was chatting with us how he know his wife...LOL funny...got criteria one like "muz be non-christian, muz lived in west side"...plus how he swept off love rival using mee kia...max funny...but then gave me comment like "attached 0so no problem, KA KA ask la" fainted*
watched flare firing. flame bright bright like watching firewk. shiok!
after one whole night shift, we went sentosa...super SianZzz...sun nv give face...plus rain...then lighting...most miserably is so much WIND...
one incident damn funny...some of them went change clothes...then we helped shift their bags to another area. john doe duno how drop ivan's spare short...then got one gal coming forward. i normally juz take up it. then didnt know inside GOT his undergarment...dropped out n john doe "WAD!" walau, actually should be alrite one...like tat d gal of cos glanced pass...sia suay!!!
played volleyball like noobs...us i think oni 2 can make it while me thinking of being
IRON LADIES...i juz learned n my hand now SWOLLEN...think will turn purple tmr...of cos it was raining cold...plus we go beach play whole shirt wet wet...damn freezing when
wind travelled at 60km/h...then went sakae eat 0so funny...pia shui till 27+ plates..
.then stan go itchy order one more cold noodle for ivan. ivan gave up so call bill. the waiter came n saw d "new bowl" haven touched one. so told us to finish it if not got extra charge...we after 1 rd final decision is still "aiyah. extra charge la" then he took a look around, then whispered to us
"u guys quickly turned d dish abit" LOL...
think i got CPTC after effect...after eaten v full... feel like vomitting n going for "big business"...so i use "haiz, my C100 got flooding now n weeping problem" ROFL!!!
slp thru d long bus journey...today is so unpredictable...
reflected at 6:22:00 PM
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
sry readers, wanna say b4hand tat tis entry may be boring cos being lengthy.
today woke at 4.30am. kinda shocked. but then was stoneing in bathrm with one hand holding the water sprinkle rushing water down my head. in d end still late for breakfast so two youtiao n dao huai shui curse again...cant last my stomach today, jelly legs tat didnt climb a tower...
breaktime rmb slack until playing ludo, dumb n reversi. then switch to shooting Bball.
saw a gal with greenclip. then was asking them. in d end being shot like hell...they said nerdy...then sumo said their frenz 0so same name, even more chio...even trainer know tat...yet now i still duno how to spell her christian name. LOL. think is only a few days magic effect again. mayb remove any green can already...
then released tat time got a handover procedure. kinda letting the next batch coming to take over to know the current plant situation. but we tot is sp grp do one so every1 chiong to toilet to change or bathe. i took out clothes then saw Dr Hu already changed finished...i tot i fast sia...he even said "i dun bathe er so change very quickly" in d end suddenly ppl outside shouted cannot change yet, we muz be present 0so...in d end went back control rm with our hse clothes while d rest still in ppe...so where's our sabo king, Dr Hu? he already went for d shuttle bus n was topping up water bottle...damn diao....
in d bus heard our VERY ON trainer wanna dine with us. so went jp's kfc. omg, it's being a long time ever since i ate a LOUSY kfc meal...think we were eating new "favor" crispy chicken call "BBQ crispy Chicken" cos their skin suck...like eating charcoal...cant believe my kfc n swimming pool there one is so much nicer. even got a cleaner auntie asked us "好吃吗?" i nodded...actually wanna said "sucks"...but auntie v friendly...we 13 ppl sat at one row...imagine how many tables...
after meal went play pool. kinda excited so went to d counter n said to d miss "三个桌子粘在一起"(3 tables sticked together) actually talk too fast, wanna said give me 3 tables near to each other...then d ANGRY thing is there is 2 kia, those ah beng type...yet oni shirt wear like got siay...like juz like small kids to me was down there talking loudly, directly aiming at my speech juz now. saying things like "woa, put tables together wanna eat dinner izzit" "wanna grab some chairs too" actually i kinda FUCKed off. they think they ah beng so wa? juz two kia, we duno like abt 9 ppl. actually one on one on pool table 0so can. if not for my tight saving i would definitely asked for dan tiao. gamble a $50 dollar pool game 0so no problem. now my current state they confirm not my match, i saw nowadays all those ah beng played pool like noob! oni know how to wear those show off shirts n their 马子 would juz clap there. i cant bear laughing when i saw them miss cue.
anyway. i wanna talk something abt one of d basic human rights.
Freedom.
seriously i luv my parents v much for they had given me right now all d freedom tat i wan. juz like after PSLE i can chose my sec sch myself...ended up in maris stella! then after o-lvl didnt force me into jc, can go any poly n chose any course i like. oh n 0so, some of u might had seem my "hikaru no go" hairstyle haha, i'm sure most parent dun allow their children to dye their hair like tat. anyway being a typical gemini, i always wanna try something new. a new hairstyle n image so0n, though i already told my parent which they r in dismay. another thing is abt midnite curfews which some ppl around me have. actually recent sat i usually dun return home, i go coach hse slp...haha.
So i thk God for being their child!
On d other hand...i think i nv make gd use of it...mayb i should use it to learn new things like guitar...actually last time kindergdn tat time i rmb i got art class...pri sch time got swimming, got taekwando n 0so wushu! being hyperactive, i luv wushu alot. but everything juz change after entered sec sch...i duno wad would happen if i will to ever being exposed to music such as piano...will i b more sassy? LOL. until now a lifelong interest is still chess. haha.
mayb too much freedom makes me spolit kid. but actually i nv really uses it to expose myself to my surrounding entirely. i rmb shutting myself for two yrs during first part of sec sch days. but being a lucky kid, there is always a batch of fun-luvin frenz who cares abt me!
so i think i may protect my freedom to a very great extend. think even if i enter into a r/s. i would give her own space, hoping she wun strangle me tight. wun comment abt the frenz she mix with n vice versa. would definite support her interest, talent etc. sometimes seeing frenz ard me with "insecure gf" who dun hav faith in her bf or "selfish bf" who dun allow her to go out with her frenz, surely makes me freaked out. but seeing trainer's marriage still so sweet-luving, y there's so much worries? now being single, enjoying privileges like can freely look at gals, can freely like any gals...but able to say "hello" yet is another thing.
reflected at 1:18:00 AM
Monday, March 26, 2007
recharged my batt. slp more than 12hrs.
juz done my IS enrolment.
seriously i needa to save money liao.
being single already spent so much, cant imagine when attached.
hmm...last fri n sat forgot some fun details.
during fri, b4 went in kbox the counter gal told me "ur time is now till 11pm, if still got available rm thenu can extend till 3am" walau, sian half, juz like last time at cineleisure...unlike last time can sing till no tmr...but luckily in d end still got rooms...but didnt sing till 3am..not shiok..
sat, was lingering along d street again after bought 1.20am tickets at 10++...then went into a arcade...coach saw a "Street fighter vs Capcom" got 1 credit so press start...in d end we sat down n played one round each...till d boss stage it left bit bit life nia yet i still lose...
then we went exchange coin n sat down at a "TANK" machine...it is really damn old la, rmbed i played it at my neighbour hse during pri days...got alot of stages...end up the auntie came over n said "打烊"...in d end didnt played finished d last stage again...but then sat d watch...1AM!!! times go so fast...oni two games nia...haha v fun!
God bless us nice MEMORIES!
reflected at 4:33:00 PM
Sunday, March 25, 2007
tis weekend quite enjoyable
fri went kbox with pri frenz. b4 tat was eating at Lot1. long time nv visit le. seafood craze again. left at abt 6+...cos meeting them at 8pm so decided to take bus. but found out no direct bus so take bus to bukit batok. then waited for 178 for abt almost 1hr. wanna cry n leg sour. but nv gave up...felt taking one mrt stop is enough n stupid. (always take from lakeside to chinese gdn, sian) reach there n sung till 12+. went back home by walk.
yest went for coach's treat. long time nv touch crab. he was saying how come i dun wan use hands...later not the shell break but d fork...LOL
then watched TMNT. quite not much twist. but juz like recalling my childhood. oni best laugh was at "erm, can i get rid of it too?"
P.S: i took mrt to bishan tat time, a bee landed infront of me. it was at near my foot, struggling. aft a few mins it died..n all of a sudden, i realize my vision became blur.
reflected at 9:36:00 AM
Thursday, March 22, 2007
Extra normal day. (compare to yest so exciting...)
today 22th march is stan's Bday! so happy to celebrate ppl Bday, cos makes me feel so YOUNG!
played pool with stan. long time nv play, forgot most mistakes tat i used to make...n so TATA, i became more zun liao! haha n of cos, SEAFOOD MEAL AGAIN AT LJS!
today gana DAOed by alot of ppl...(perhaps i'm wearing underwear...) ^_^"
reflected at 8:36:00 PM
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
SUAY day.
cant pull myself up..too tired. in d end almost late.
thk ben for helping me buy breakfast^^
today is fire-fighting day. rmb rolling d hose. den went for trials eg. 4ppl holding d hose infront then sprinkleman turn the mouth full open then will spray like got shield. problem is the "leader" comanding two hose team one infront one behind. so d behind team's "shield" is shooting at d team infront. in d end like wet duck...safety shoes gone case le...take out can have mouthful of water...
in midst got break. play Bball without shoe on hot floor...in d end blister...(gals play Bball is more FIERCE than boys)
after fire-fighting was raining so went bathe. cos PPE wet so i brought it with my wet clothings to d cafeteria n ask for plastic bag. there already got a grp of SP ppl eating. after uncle gave me i went out cos ivan they all were sitting outside...juz when i packed d wet shirts in d plastic bag...i realized how come dun hav my UNDERWEAR...(was thinking to myself...SHiT duno left in toilet or on journey to ask plastic bag dropped down) n so, i really wished i ain't smart enough to be correct. a SP guy came to me n said
"erm...i think ur underwear dropped infront of the cashier" haiz...actually i dun feel like "collecting" back my precious stuff...nvm...saw d grp laughing loud when i picked up...sumo got GALS...damn PAISEH....God...luckily return my sun after playing prank with me...went to swim with ben n yk!
P.S: i think i had became famous.
reflected at 9:41:00 PM
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Pool day.
went swim alone, den suddenly saw pri frenz
swim together n went dinner today.
aft dine went play pool. today is my pool day.
enjoyed really much. juz tat i long time nv play left hand cannot use le...
duno y always attracted to green. now even worst..unforgettable green bikini.
i was shocked when saw magazine shop uncle carrying his new mag cover stand.
saw maxim new lady cover. WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
开心是一个人的事.
快乐也是.
孤独呢?
关我什么事...
我的幸福...
关你什么事!!!
但是...
我的事就是要你们开心快乐不孤独
因为我就是你们的幸福!!!
reflected at 11:42:00 PM
Monday, March 19, 2007
today is 19th.
class selection at 5pm. was hav'n conference at stan's phone with ivan.
when they said "yeah! 4 of us same class liao"
i was ALMOST CRYING. cos unsuccessful when com replies "class limit reached"
in d end false alarm...muz select class n VIEW timetable b4 press SUBMIT.
went swimming, got swim laps. saw my fav color>>>felt ears warm hot. think almost
NOSEBLEED.waited for
98 like hell. i think i had listened to almost 10songs...packed n same pattern with another bus behind. went to mac n treated myself mcflurry!
Note:
At one point pink was considered more of a boy's color, (as a watered-down red, which is a fierce color) and blue was more for girls. The associate of pink with bold, dramatic red clearly affected its use for boys. An American newspaper in 1914 advised mothers, "If you like the color note on the little one's garments, use pink for the boy and blue for the girl, if you are a follower of convention." [The Sunday Sentinal, March 29, 1914.] "There has been a great diversity of opinion on the subject, but the generally accepted rule is pink for the boy and blue for the girl. The reason is that pink being a more decided and stronger color is more suitable for the boy, while blue, which is more delicate and dainty, is prettier for the girl." [Ladies Home Journal, June, 1918] Pink continued to be used for both boys' and girls' clothing through the early 1960s, though it is becoming more and more associated with femininity.In Western culture today pink is even frowned upon in males.
HAHA. be FIERCE. pink may. pink remind me of my idol.
reflected at 10:00:00 PM
Sunday, March 18, 2007
didnt really do charity yest. cos they oni have com meeting. nothing to do for me. juz tat a nurse intro to us abt the home. felt really sad abt their misfortunate. there are some who cant even communicate, some even thinner than me. i feel us being too lucky. y should we feel uncontended when we hav d ability to help other?
went to kampong glam with junior. then stay there until sometime when some1 called for help. so went down from lavender to vivo. really sick lo...d journey was full of misery!!! took more than a hr. cos we duno y alight at city when there no need to...then we were looking for escalator(oni right beside us) when we make one turn and go stairs in d end. after we took back d correct train...we MISS d stop...cos chatting to happy then 0so tot waiting to alight aft tiong bahru...
vivo eat...go back dhoby eat my $5 ljs...but the fish SHRINKed!!!
watched 300. should consider a BEST movie i ever watching since last yr. quite meaningful abt some of the human values they possess. Nv give in for peace. "Go tell the Spartans, passerby, That here, by Spartan law, we lie"
liked the performances by bryan wong n kim.
五月天 - 天使
你就是我的天使 保护著我的天使
从此我再没有忧伤 你就是我的天使
给我快乐的天使 甚至我学会了飞翔飞过人间的无常 才懂爱才是宝藏
不管世界变得怎麼样 只要有你就会是天堂
像孩子依赖著肩膀 像眼泪依赖著脸庞
你就像天使一样 给我依赖 给我力量
像诗人依赖著月亮 像海豚依赖海洋
你是天使 你是天使 你是我最初和最後的天堂
reflected at 8:28:00 PM
Friday, March 16, 2007
morning is quite pleasure to go mac. heard d miss there saying "huh, got ppl so fast come liao ar"
then they were listening to radio n singing 'tong hua' out.
spilled latte on short really gave me a coffee n milk day.
cant help dozing off when even standing...think too early wake.
after doze too high liao abit. then lunch 0so abit high when ben said wana pour water on some1.
break time ludo.
but lecture sianz die man. video i wrote journal. copy notes till die. lucky our trainer tutorial fast game.
back home shuttle bus turning tat time knock onto its door...then tilted...driver got skill repaired himself. he quite suay with us, cos previously his tyre juz pangjeik..on d way me n him chatted alot. learnt quite alot from him again.
reach chinese gdn went swim with cka n ben. thks God for fine weather. (always look on d BRIGHT side)
P.S: academy grade not impt to me personally. i juz found myself like sinking from learning passion. still EXPERIENCE is impt. juz like wad driver uncle mentioned. i got ur msg. thks God tis time, i shall do charity in repay. 有钱出钱, 有力出力.
reflected at 10:33:00 PM
Thursday, March 15, 2007
today
晴天.
my mood 0so
晴天. ^^
today played Bball during break...alot of ppl, v crowd v fun! (another reason is some irritating guy not there)
today practical first time got air-con lab. v relax!
duno y today everything 0so feel Gd!
yet after CPTC, no1 陪me go swimming.God scared i alone swim v sad, so makes it rain.
wad r frenz for?they always make ur world like bird park. juz tat there's oni 1kind of bird.pigeon.nvm, now oni hope throat better. recover so0n.
cos...LJS got v cheap seafood meal, $5 oni.
cinema got alot of show coming so0n at 20+ march.
frenz coming out from ns so can finally touch pool!
Kbox if possible. got alot of new songs wanna try singing!!!
God, send some1 to luv me pls.
reflected at 6:07:00 PM
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
today is s0 stress0ut.nv tot an envelope can be so HEAVY.peeling off it slowly.then turn gently.peek at it carefully like playing pokercard.THK GOD. LUV U SO MUCH. HUG!the sentence wrote (anchem D+) really makes me float to d sky!!!today whole morning really sadly alone.felt so alone.alone.sick still sick. alone still alone.but God still luv me! Blessed.P.S: was really happy. can last long long. can go out happily. really can enjoy now. think tmr can go Mac eat breakfast n shun bian dao po for fren.
reflected at 6:34:00 PM
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
i tot everything turns well.
yet i'm wrong. shity wrong.
sick again. worst than previous.
headache, sorethroat, fever.
then mum wan me go see doc.
i dun wana waste money.
cant take MC 0so, cos once nvr go CPTC, practical even sick 0so no mks...
then i kay kiang, ate mum's throat medicine.
slp awhile, woke up duno y blur vision.
then faced mirror...tot i saw a stranger sia.
left eye SWOLLEN big big...
die die die...think ganna
drug allergy.
later tmr ppl saw muz b saying i watch "dirty" thing...
slp thru nite, woke up still there.."NOooooooooooooo"
decided to take 3 safety precautions.
1) wear cap
2) combed my hair to left side to hide eye
3) wear sun shade
in d end got ppl cant recognised me.
sumo got 1 said i like those Stars afraid of "GoU Zai Dui"...
returned bus journey, throat damn itchy n went off coughing.
think reached 2nd stage le...
today saw my saving. worried.
tmr CPTC mid-exam. 0so worried.
TMR SCH RESULTS OUT. SUPER WORRIED.Hope God can bless me.
reflected at 6:00:00 PM
Sunday, March 11, 2007
left throat part haven fully recovered.
yest aftern0on went IT fair with parent. i bought a new mp3 to replace old one. damn lazy to go repair... green one, smaller i so LUV.
after parting with them i was so SUPER LONELY. called almost whole list of frenzalmost complete failure. wasai, luckily got coach. so in d end went bishan watched char yang cup.
was inside d mrt when suddenly noticed how come kept on got thing dropping sound. take a look by squeeze d crowd then saw an auntie in dismay look. then beside her got one SUPER SUPER FAT one. dun worry, i dun anyhow comment ppl. i know my limit. i think he is occupying 2p seats. then sumo he slp>bk drop>he picked up>faint again>N CYCLE REPEATED. kawaii sia. then he start to "collapse" to the auntie until sometime switch to another side, a beautiful lady listening to mp3, who kept on smiling at us when he was almost SLPING ON HER. diao. horrible.LOL.
in d end after competition ends, went for supper with them, alot of ah pei. then they tok v funny...so secret stuffs n political stuffs in chess like "opposing team" 反对党 and 5566... i heard first time got ppl go watch result score calculating his position in midst of competition until his clock timeout...LOL.
then cant watch movie when whole time bked out. saw like CLASSOUTING marching into cathay...tat explained all...
went for Geylang Tour. know where got durian, got smelly tofu, got beef horfun, dimsum, youtiao with dao hua shui...0so got another stuffs like "Golden fish" quite pitiful....even know their pricing. plus those "EYES" like hundreds yrs nv saw gal 的 ppl.... i think police juz swept clean when i reached. next time muz go there try tian ji porridge.
oni slp for 2hr...now dizzy...later bishan again.
P.S: luckily rite now np chess club still clean. play chess y muz got political? haiz... so tiring. peace in God.
reflected at 12:15:00 PM
Saturday, March 10, 2007
yest wake up with blocked nose.
surely no gd thing, as expected, immue sys fall'n down.
still played Bball during break. abit siao siao but v happy.
during cold lect, catalysing my fever.
btw, i think i failed my PID. but lect said i borderline case, going for another remark.
in d end, they passed me. not v happy of cos. knowing i dun deserve it. but tis will b a warning for me as next wed mid-exam. shall not disappoint their trust.
knowing vivian will come 0so scare me of anchem. in d end she didnt say anything. sigh.
went home str.
i think God luv me. for making me such blessed. when can i change my attitude? i trying hard to kick off my bad habit. will grow stronger after sick.
reflected at 12:00:00 PM
Thursday, March 08, 2007
nothing special today.
except for a trainer, april, calling her voice "sweet". omg
then another trainer, hong wee, sicked leave didnt teach. every1 cheering plus his own sp class. yeah!
went back sch for meeting then hav dine at d mkt there. Wo0...long time nv went there eat. kinda miss the food.
journey back home on bus, u guys shld be guessing me slp'n. nahnah, cos once i was at d bus doorstep, i saw "小强" omg. think is female one lor. of cos i wun dare to slp. luckily, cos after several stops of waiting, it finally sneak pass me. i quickly SIAMed to another seat. sumo got baby roaches jumping abt...reminded me of death corpses lying abt my hdb after the cleaners came spraying insecticides all over. didnt know hbd beside got ppl staying still got uninvited guests...
P.S: didnt know there is pig's liver mee sua selling at bukit timah mkt. need replenish blood n btw, ppl said i became tanned.
reflected at 11:20:00 PM
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
PID diagram test CHUIed~...
swim today. then ate KFC AGAIN.
seemed like KFC wk. so frenz...next time ask me out dun eat thr pls.
most CAKEd thing happen was 4got bring coupons...
fun-luv'n day.
REALLY SRY ABT YEST FOR BEING SURE A #$!*)^#^(.hmm. today tot of a qn.
IF i met a gal in
green, then SUPPOSEDLY develop into relationship. next day wad if she wear other color shirt??? might breakoff... hmm mayb will go shopping with her often n buy her alot of clothes. (joyce: AHhh...she suay lo, everyday muz wear green liao lor) then i tot again...hmm if gf is clever she might buy me a present. guess wad thing she can buy? (stan got it quite fast, no wonder my bro sia)
reflected at 8:04:00 PM
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
moodless.
i dun take every prank for granted.
reflected at 4:59:00 PM
Sunday, March 04, 2007
lazy to write much. quite secretive today.
Al0nE sometimes r w0nderfUl.
KFC today, quite a big clue for smart ppl to guess where i gone.
刘耕宏 - 彩虹天堂
我不知不觉 又徘徊在从前
秋风悄悄的呼唤 听来尽是孤单
落叶的期盼 片片左右为难
心走寂寞攀 跟著飘进黑暗
我不闻不问 也许好过一点
被遗憾关在房间 挣扎只是拖延
无望的空谈 一声声的轻叹
回忆扯不断 怎么摆脱纠缠
找不到方向 往彩虹天堂
有你说的爱 在用幸福触摸忧伤
两个人 相守直到白发苍苍
自由的飞翔在灿烂的星光
有你在我身旁
reflected at 6:46:00 PM
Saturday, March 03, 2007
yest oni rmb yest trainer taught us how to use toilet. LOL. (remind me of thu toilet experience...fightening!)
yest slp at 6pm+
today woke at 5am+
had Bball with frenz. went to another block Bball court play. saw sum ppl coming played. they were greeting my frenz. i didnt take a look until one person called my name...then realZ it's old pri sch frenz. such a great day of nice chatt'n! xi lin was telling me how he encountered me for d first time. reminded me of xiao yu'er n hua wu que last epi when both were drinking mentioning abt how they met. their first dialog.
(they even crapped abt my SOLID hair...mommy combed one, wind blow 0so no mess...)
thinking to myself. guilty of my memory. cant even rmb frenz names. cant rmb our first conversation. i really take things for granted.
watchin whitehair demoness now..nice show worth rewatchin
next time muz rmb first sentence if i ever encounter a gal.
reflected at 11:17:00 PM
Friday, March 02, 2007
b4 u read tis entry, pls take note tat tis will b v boring.
firstly, real bad tired till i can fell aslp while standin.
bad headache=bad mood.
so really had to say sry to ppl ard me esp ben n cka.
was throwin tantrum tis morning.
v bad temper when can do pipe tracing...
was still ponder whether me being in wrong when the gimo trainer was teaching in rush. cos after he explained then asked us if any1 in doubt. me immediately said NO. i dun think he got patience...
suicide is like bubble bursting. release from pressure.
reflected at 5:03:00 PM
Thursday, March 01, 2007
fast game fast day.
today 0so abit correct mood juz tat mentally unstable.
manage rush out took mrt n guess wad?
I FINALLY REACH EARLY.didnt buy any lunch.
oni rmb my beluved lunch is choco snacks n bar.
best delicious tasty thing i bought frm cafe is
MINERAL WATER.
today quite like our mentor. but
oni diao a trainer call April who seems to me to teach better in kindergdn. i diao her!
went ate at je long joh b4 rush'n orchard. blur blur makes mistake again cos is at city hall instead. then took toilet. sumtin siasuay happened which will be my
FOREVER SECRET.
rushed out b4 tio hack by ppl. (-_-)"
meeting juz too much joking. damn siao me disturbing ppl. realli sry.
recent days slp too little + yest swim in rain + today do line tracing under rain + didnt took jacket n whole day freez'n rain'n + shared drink with unwell fren
ARE CAUSING ME SICK.luckily yest got watermelon save me. duno today can do wad...
reflected at 11:09:00 PM