Past wks, been in freq arguments.. diff ppl diff style of doing things. some said i'm a straightforward guy, too much will cause damage done. some implied my tone is not 'right' even when i use 'sry' to begin my statement. i dun really feel a need to justify myself as long as i follow my own principles, values and codes of conduct.
some pointed out that i should fight back instead at times. esp during sqn anniver dine over a issue of beergirl. apparently i was enjoying myself on the ktv and pool more than the rest whom laid their eyes on the young cute beergals. towards the end of the nite, i jioed a senior spec 'uncle' for a pool game. then this xiaomeimei came over and asked me to teach her... the pool table was right in the middle of the place, of cos every1 stared at me!
here come the twist, one half-drunk senior regular appeared and gave me a signal 'F off." so i stepped down, and my buddy complaint 'eh, y u so boji?' 'ppl more senior. ppl is programmer (i dun wan my name to be 'perm' on the manning list) ppl is regular while i'm an nsf? anw, u should know i prefer to be on low profile.'
ya, some did feel unfair for me.. but it dun really matters to me, i'll be single till i ord, i'd kept the 2yrs-promise.
guess ppl whom had not seen me for the past 1 yr most probably cant recognise me le. even whn i bumped into my bmt mate, he exclaimed 'wah now officer gt the seh liao ar, last time so gu-niang one.' and whn i bumped into my sec sch mate, he 0so cant figure out who i was last time.. 'i think last time you are the short short one izzit? now so tall liao'
one morning i took cab and the uncle jio me 'if u wanna smoke, feel free to help urself.' Seems like i gt the smoker face.
another day, i juz get to know some new ppl. they cant believe that i'm still single...saying i got a playboy face.
some other nite, ppl actually tot i'm a gd drinker...
yah, every1 do change as time goes. most prob 1sep will return back to mt vernon.