Tuesday, July 07, 2009
never have a suay day like today for a long period of time.
4am: tend to be bad mood due to lack of slp mp3: kena speaker pwr surge. cui forever rain: abrupted our wk. helmet beret had their bath in drain. attend debrief drenched. lunch: dapao liao but dun even hav time eat. mac at lot1 instead. key: left somewhr i duno in camp.
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been working in shifts since h1n1 plan commenced. this wk am. ya, 4am shouldnt be amazing. last wk left camp at 23++ to claim cab back hm. gd or bad? depends on ur luck body clock is in bad shape
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review on ns life. getting bored. sumo this yr dun seem to be gd. so many deaths. esp the young officer case. such a pity
in addition, witness how my regular frenz tioed all the axes and knives ya, lowest rank takes all blames and LLST
lesson: the more u try to defend urself, the more u bleed. accept it, tat's reality.
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too many pending stuffs to do e.g lib bk heavily overdue specs broke long ago nv go buy new one mp3 gt to get a new one too laptop oso yet to get it repaired... VEXED
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recent changes:
uniform. much cooler as well as uglier
more dishearted. my best fren juz celebrated his 21. those whom i dun regard as frenz... repeating the same old story again. put pigeons last min, or lagi best, dun come 0so nv inform. sms back 0so bo reply. if in the case, wun it be easier to juz say no when being invited?
anw, i see no sincerity in sharing gift i go spent the effort buy the present and give to bdayboi alone is part 1 oni part 2 is, i believe if they knew wad i gg to buy, they 100% gg to regret in approach the idea of sharing. (i scare they heartbroke) tat's y i say NO straight in their face.
oh ya, i cut my hair. finally saw the ladyboss ard. she's still worried abt her son...chatting with auntie customer abt tuition teacher anw, got back the same old hairstyle (say maybe 1yr?)
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reflected at 10:16:00 PM
From a Boy to Man
Once a Marist, always an Officer