Tuesday, November 28, 2006
thk's cka for this seduction!
nothing much today, pbl, I&E n osh are all i rmb.
pbl luckily swe swe nv come, if nt i not happy sure bomb her.
lunch at cant3, first time got a cheap budget meal. then do project awhile b4 went to met I&E lecturer.
osh, as usual, i will listen to mp3. cos today bloody him extended 45mins, meaning i need to endure for 165mins of boredness. no music means no life for me. i was actually looking at him, listen to his lect partially. yet he suddenly saw me n said, "can u take off ur earpieces, u dun pretend to listen to me by looking attentively at me." then i simply said, "u toking abt nicoll highway n thickness of wall rite?" then he bo wei gong, replied "fair enough" sendin every1 laughing, wtf.
after class, ate dessert n had a nice home journey. but still duno y, seem like something lacking. bad mood again. maybe cos the rain affected me. or did my emotion affects the weather? juz slpy n buzy. hope to learn a new skill tat is to be able to do things while slping. or at least let me play chess in my dream... ya, mayb i am dreaming afterall.
reflected at 9:24:00 PM
Sunday, November 26, 2006
my head is spinning.
my spider is spinning web on my tagboard.
today is totally fun for me.
a piece of gd new first! Do u believe tat a 233 mentor can be able to teach out 247 student for PSLE? TaTah! it did happened! she got all A* except English with 3 points of Higher Chinese. i oni taught her math n sci. really happy for her, hope she can enter her dream sch NYGH. 樱花虽美丽, 但没梅花耐. teaching her made me feel like not a tutor, but a lawyer. always arguing with her... i rather teach some1 who will listen, thou not very clever.
past events got 1. very hateful sia. cos thu we 3pm release. then wanna find min swe swe for asking qns. then she said she got tutorial. so waited for her till 4.30, actually she 4pm finish but we was like waiting outside her office yet half an hr she still haven come up. so we went find her instead. we enter the lab some grp of her students juz release. left one asking qn. but i was like "come on, we waited 30mins liao, cant both of u juz quickly finish QnA" then very boldly enter the tutorial rm n sat down. immediate she said "could u all leave the room, i had havin a PRIVATE CONVERSATION with my student" i know u r toking to him, but wad for use "private", like as if we go out liao cannot hear cos the door is kept open... normal teacher is like u still got qn to ask? cos got others is 0so wanna to ask. yet i was hearing the student "chatting" with her asking which yr r we. i was like "cant u see we r doing impt stuff, u no qn might as well leave, waste 3 ppl time" then we waited outside for half an hr. benjamin was like slping. n i saw a senior doing her lab assignment herself lor, i tot swe swe is suppose to guide her...very ke lian. cka got work at 5pm...so bo bian we left. really, we waited 2hr for nothing. she duno how to "做人", cos i even got walk pass her door, giving her body signal like we r impatient. so nvm, we walked out without giving her eyes contact or say anything. btw, when she explain she wun give ppl eyes contact. i like belinda more. the next day she was like asking ppl to inform us if we got anything find her again. i was like "hey thks man, let we go to bustop at the golden 5pm period." n she didnt even apologise. wad a kind lecturer. next time i not going to talk to her with eyes contact, n simply replies "sry mdm, cant u see rite now i'm havin PRIVATE conversation with my project mates"
today went to belinda excusion. went to pulau semakau, landfill. there r 3 bastards today who was damn late. the whole ferry is waiting for those assholes. the parents bringing children were complaining things like "i was rushing today to here lo, haven eat yet" the three bastards got one i know him very well. everyday he wore wad color underwear i 0so know.
the place quite nice, thou presentation very long, fall aslp halfway. then went out on bus took pics.
mangrove!
And after the trip went harbor ate pasta. went to novena to go take bus to whampoa cc to support weiqi frenz then meet up with pri frenz in expo. saw fish leong! after tat oni manage squeeze n took abit decent pic of her signing album. after tat went tampiness eat subway. so we set off back to play pool liao then home. tired + slpy.
reflected at 1:45:00 AM
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
"I believe if time passes. ..everything turns into beauty, if the rain stops, tears clean the scars of memory away ... everything starts wearing fresh colours ... every sound begins playing a heartfelt melody ..jealousy embellishes a page of epic, desire is embracing a dream, but my mind is still in chaos and..." - Say Anything
time is changing every1's life. juz like ppl taking o & a-lvl. they r undergoing one of their major landmarks in their life. but wad abt mine? had i grow up? deserved to be a senior? life seems stagnant. mayb a turning pt is round the corner.
today-did practical, went benjamin's place eat then back for boring lecture. think the lecturer dun like me. kept aiming at me. cos i was listening to earpiece. zhiyong was listening 0so, juz tat sound is coming frm near him. but lecturer shoot me...mayb cos mine using ben's ipod one, white. zhiyong's black. learned something. black n white, good n evil. of cos choose evil. bad guys live longer. next time i wanna be a bastard.
after lecture went back home. took 154 home with chun seng n jian bing. in d end went jp play pool. learned some basics. after the game then came my worst unlucky super suay thing. oni ppl who use boon lay interchange often will understand tis. i went to buy concession, while praying my bus wun come. but there was a worker down there duno applying wad...took so long...my heart pumping fast. once my turn finish, i rushed to my bus area. then faraway saw my bus shadow. think is mine, not yet confirm...so ran like hell, yet in d end REALLY MY BUS. worst is it gone liao. then i saw 30 queue, like centipede sia. dun even think later bus come i can board anot. so thinking i still hav abit of luck left, i immediately made a C route for 178. yet halfway 178 flew past me frm behind. then i saw my 4x100 run again. normal day i surely can catch up. but wrong estimation sia. didnt got the time for my lagging brain to process, forgeting abt my heavy bag n laptop plus the golden period where there is alot of human walls...in d end i suddenly 崩溃... managed to think of 79, but then this time god is better to me. he didnt even give me time to run. so in d end surrendered, decided went back to take 30. but god is smart again. so i laugh at myself. y is there a foolish guy who ran like mad for nothing. yet i am back to square, to the bus queue where i missed at first. A lesson learned again, once u hav chose it, dun change cos u will regret it. mayb tat will apply to my love life. tat is "in future" n "subjected to changes".
of cos, for any1 who shared the same experience "unfortunately", will be bad-tempered AGAIN. went back home whoever provoked me will be as if touching popcupine. my mom is the first victim. but after some cooling down from the shower, became milder liao. yet duno y got war suddenly broke out. btw i remain as swiss thruout. cos duno y ppl fightning war still got ppl extra go in n hav a bite too. in d end became another war. so after some screaming n shouting which hurt my ears n emotionally, i cant really had a peaceful meal.
i can cheer ppl up. yet i am useless in comforting myself. had a emo chat with stan.
can i write a poem? or a song?
if my love is meant to be a stranger
should my enemy be wearing familiar mask?
are we doing charity out of sympathy
or taking pity of ourselves?
will a rose still smell nice
even it's name been change to rafflesia?
does we like cheating ourselves
from the fact that blueberry iced is purple?
why are people benting on becoming heroes
when heroes are extincting?
due to his nothing-to-lose,
a beggar is refrained from gamble.
Mother, mysterious forest n thirsty desert.
when will u embrace me with ur warmth of sunshine
for me to photosynthesis
when are u hurrying me to my dream with ur hands of wind
power of green, a bag of seedlings
when will it releases itself
for the freedom i longed for
up high into the sky
to protect others with my shady arms.
reflected at 10:26:00 PM
Monday, November 06, 2006
yoYoYO, kaizi's back. juz can some1 kind enough to tag me to show tis blog still alive?
back to a recent popular qn: R u in love?
i duno how come alot of ppl asked me...then i was wondering did i changed?
even my relative joked: "i saw u recently with a girl leh"...but i confident i didnt. cos had none mah. mayb i looks happier nowadays. so ppl, dun think too much.
erm, saw a nice bk in bukit timah pop. said abt how to deal with diff ppl. in d end, saw the true meaning behind the bk. the most diff ppl is u urself. u cant change other...u can oni change ur reaction towards other. very true. i am 0so problematic.
slp in fencing clubhse. had a taste of other ppl clubhse. still think ours is nicer. haha.
went bugis look out for ideas. shopping abit...long time nv done it liao.
back home find myself doing nothing? trying to make myself happier? mayb.
reflected at 10:24:00 PM
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
today went to suntec for duno wad green eco exhibition!?!
quite enjoyable. get a chance to speak, talk n ask qns.
then got tis funny toshiba game...very childish which is very appealing to kids. of cos include me!
it is like a flash...then got a staff to narrate the storyline. Benjamin was playing it as a knight...to save the world from monsters...everytime u met a monster then u got to ans a mcq...then u correct the monster die...faint* but in d end they gave 3 pots of plants. N I RECEIVE ONE...so happy!
then went shopping with the rest abit n then eat dine. quite nice, cArL's jr.
then went slack ard abit until we go find bus. it is disaster u know... cant explain well but to say my plant need water badly...
pics of ivp: Ben, Hui Yan, Chin Kiong, Jing Sheng,
Derek, Cassidy, Jetson, ME, Josh n Mr Siow
reflected at 11:32:00 PM
U know. A clown will oni show his smiling face. A joker will oni laugh at himself.
No tears. No cry. No sorrow.
Even if he had, he will have to swallow down in his heart.
CHAMP pass by me. A promise tat can nv be fulfilled. Blame my small improvement. If not we will not get silver again...
after fri with ITE which i didnt played, sun we went bishan. Actually wanna played with my tat uncle, but he buzy...so approached a teenager. think he got rank. i play old me style...the stone. keep on defend. think he long time nv play liao dun how to attack me. in d end he ate my pao...let my car n horse with general help KO. kinda of sacrifice. very happy, think every thing i do i should be happy...cant be too serious. the uncle tok loudly tat my coach said he oni know how to use mouth to talk... in d end i find another uncle to play with...had to miss him tis time again.
mon. play with rp, my opponent said he played international chess. but i still didnt underest. him...cos i could feel me playing with ray. play wen wen with him. like cement. didnt lose any soldier even after mid game. in d end win by more bing... think kinda of bully...but at least i respect opponent. nv anyhow play.
tue, today min swe swe played me ard ard...moody. i took container wanna do titration...she told me go sink...then i go there ask her for wad... she then realised i didnt wan to pour away things... then patrick lesson i listen to music 0so damn stupid. damn sianzz.
nite went for prize presentation. took alot of pics with them! thou got some moody part...
think no spirit lately. muz slp early liao.
bb
reflected at 12:13:00 AM