Saturday, June 30, 2007
today finally go back to kopitiam work. saw all familiar faces of aunties. v happy to be with my 3rd family. too bad tmr is my last day, cant stand the new system of being a tree. bored to death.
rushing projects.
in mean time, i still will keep a portion of time aside. for my idol, who let me love cantonese songs.
he always has his own dream. his goal. if oni i got a brother like him.
Beyond's lead singer, Wong Ka Kui. his fall had kept him in my deep memory.
reflected at 11:04:00 PM
mixed feeling day. happy2sad2happy2sad again.
was deliberately "late" today. cos i predicted mdm wun start lecture early. as expected, ppl came out to buy notes when i entered. then she started lecture. she was gd to us tat she cancel her project to lighten our burdens!
then during pcon i was doing wisp presentation, until Dr Hu suddenly entered! TODAY was his LAST day in NP. he had been helpful for our ped project... he always had a sticker on his shirt to hide the "ngee ann" logo! haha he told us "pcon mayb a difficult subject, but u know, dun give up.....in ur other aspects of life" v encouraging. LOL when ppl wanna take pic with him, he heroic commented: "No Photo." haha, luckily i took a pic of him b4!
lunch time, had crispy chicken again. thai sauce was too chilly today, but thks to extra rice from stan~ then the other break time i was replenishing my slp...
ped pract. harry juz dun wan to talk to us in chinese, even though the whole class today is chinese...he afraid got camera or something..then he was quite satisfy with our progress, thks to hard work of ivan n help from Dr Hu. obc came to our class to "montior" our progress and shun bian hao lian abt how fast was his students...
after sch took 61 to bugis. it's was a bad decision! thou i had a quick nap again, my butt HURT due to 1hr+ journey.
at national lib, went to search for anne frank's diary n was SHOCKed by the thickness...2days, i think i can finish it...since her diary is quite pleasant, felt similar to reading blog. then with a labtop n chess bk, i was hiding in a corner with power point...learn quite abit today.
rainy journey back to clementi. it was my 4TH TIME to try DESPERATELY in BUYING HONEYDEW MILKSHAKE. really got no fate!
gotta maintain a meet wkly. so was accompanying her home. already told her not to take the 184...plus tonite didnt have big traffic jam...how sad.
the most STUNNING thing happened when chess club ppl boarded the bus in np! didnt expect for the worst...
dinner with them..when they started playing pool, i was chatting with jingsheng. somehow, suddenly talk abt me no mood to train the juniors. end up he said,"so u mean last time hui yan waste his time in training u?" i got alot of stuffs in my mind, didnt quarrelled with him. so kept my mouth shut.
hui yan was the one who train me when i entered np chess club. he was the one who change my passive defending mindset. he was the one who always slash me until i know how to see the killing moves. he was the one who train me till i can replay the whole game after finished playing. he was the one whom i promised to for np to get champ, thou we had been 2nd for the past two yrs. this is the last yr for me to fulfill my promise. this oct mayb the last team match i will be playing. but somehow, i juz find us lacking the team spirit, how come i seldom see the main players during training? looking back at my 3rd yr tight schedule esp projects, i finally understood y last time hui yan left me to train myself when he was in 3rd yr. i do admit tat i got other commitments now, esp recently, academically and financially. it was not tat i had no patience in training the juniors. i only wanna train up 1 or 2 specifically into defensive players. but is it really worth when they might disappeared suddenly for working, studying or other commitment after putting so much efforts? Should i spent my limited time to improve myself or on the juniors while they r not serious enough esp they have not been studying for chess material or recording down their game in paper for replay. left oni 2wks, even if i dun get to vs the SP ah pei during SP Open, i think i will still ask him for a match to see how far is the gap between us which hui yan had been telling me. i juz wanna let him know, pls dun get cocky after winning the two top players in NP. the reason is, i haven fight with u.
working morning tmr 9.30am at kopi. while nite have to rush finish complain letter, ped and hitler. then sun will be working full day, with morning tutoring n nite kopi.
P.S: i do admit my selfishless. i'm not as selfless as Gavroche.
reflected at 4:18:00 AM
Thursday, June 28, 2007
overslp again! but thks to blessing from God n her, i managed to hop onto the "critical" bus on time. saw yk along the way b4 seeing Kyle infront of us. so we aren't late afterall~
expt was ok, juz tat the stewpit TSO is always there to nv fail to spolit my mood. luckily today he wasnt on our grp. Kyle giving stern warning to our po0r joyce...
megabite for lunch. really dun like eating there. n thks to stan's food, if not i will be still a very hungry ghost! it's seem like my turn for puberty~
stoll's interesting lecture again. as usual, fun stuffs e.g scientology..
after sch doing projects. was quite happy when ivan was on happy mood. seem like our project is on track le~ drawing on com using autocad is abit stuck until do till smoothly n happily. rmb it was once my fav module in yr1. tat time was v inquisitive until teacher cannot tahan me!
then went do wisp project. perhaps i still duno how to explain clearly bah...haha, but history is fun! may go down lib to borrow anne frank's diary~
went eat kfc with the two sis again. as usual, the other two disappear...nv once a complete grp eating...btw, bukit timah's ntuc n kfc juz renovated! I MISS THE DUCK RICE...it's gone.
quite emo again...i think abt my idol again...cos when we sat down at kfc, i heard a stranger suddenly mentioned abt X-japan... memories r flooding me back..
this was hide's funeral
reflected at 11:49:00 PM
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
haha, overslp again. saw new lecturer, harry. v young, 25, already finishing PHD... but still Dr Hu more li hai...juz tat he is more clear in explaining.
nothing much interesting today..except God gave me a non-aircon double deck bus back home!
P.S: i used to know tat distance is often the reason to separate a couple. but didnt know tat time can 0so be a factor too.
juz to tell all my frenz, to be happy~ 你们要快乐
reflected at 7:12:00 PM
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
Lady luck not with me today. haha, late for sch in 2nd day. miss mrt miss bus. esp miss some1.
stoll had been used to me, haha. he quite concern with my mks... thou i failed tis time, but i know i will pass. cos i will study.
anyway, head was v dizzy. cant break the lecture slp spell yet. manage to grab a cup of sugary tea to last awhile more. haha as usual, stoll's crap today was really funny. telling us how to differentiate singaporean by email...cos our sg lecturer will put alot of stuffs when signing off email...while his is simple. when he showed us Dr Hu's, he commented "he simply cant be bothered" and we LOL when we saw only "Hu Qiu Ping"
while eating, ivan told me i now different from past, so cannot still be so happy-go-lucky...
my appetite is gd recently. muz be fat quicky. cos naphfa is on 24th July!
go back home with unwell body. drop dead on bed within secs.
juz now had been riping music for dad...finally got 1 singer i know...蔡琴 one song she sang reminds me of anita's version. still love anita's sunset song v much.
i like anita v much. she always show us her strong side, always try to warm us up with her jokes. one sentence she left behind for us is "珍惜眼前人" (cherish the person beside u). will nv forget it.
reflected at 10:04:00 PM
Monday, June 25, 2007
first day n my mood was set correct. happy mood, juz tat weather was hot.
luckily wore a plain Green T-shirt and wad more happy was i took a non-air double deck bus! so shiok with the wind waking my slpy face~
CSC, another shit... my part had been totally edited...so paiseh to them... still got boring assignments up next..still got stewpit roleplay???
WISP was fun today... i shoot alot at mdm, laLaLA cos when discussing abt global warming, sg being island is going to be flooded. so mdm was telling us gahmen had been finding ways to solve it, learning from ppl livin'...sea....so ask us guess
didnt let her say clearer, and i shot "MERMAID!" class: lol mdm: no, is living on the sea... others: thailand? mdm: no, think think... me: pirates! mdm: hmm, ok but not the ans, think sumo... me: oil rig mdm; blah blah blah...........until "see, he got think"
of cos, i had been thinking ever since u said i stewpit for saying bush as the reason of ur "just" or wadsoever war...
so after lesson, quite pissed off abit by some1, but i think of her i become happy again!
went bpp lib. alone. read a kid bk by victor m. hugo. love this boy character "Gavroche" he was really SELFLESS and able to stay OPTIMISTIC during his hard life.
hmm, i even have train abit of chess by using the comp n lib bks. then mervyn called n kena scolded by librarian. i think she already v dun like me since she walk out of her office door cos i think i frightened her as i was sitting juz beside...then she say wan me move abit as she scared the door knocked onto my legs...after tat got a bunch of sec boys making din she didnt said anything, but she immediately come "no handphone allowed" when i talking halfway...
meeting was kinda tired tat fall aslp...178 was really SLOW today...
reflected at 11:54:00 PM
Sunday, June 24, 2007
Thu is Ubin cycling day! these taken on the boat~ reached finally!
rent bicycle, oni admad n i rent the 2p bike. cos i DUNO how to ride mah... my feet kept knocking onto admad one...dun like the bike much...
tahirah is so pro, cos she know how to fixed the chain of the bike!
learnt new stuffs like: changing of gears when going upslope, cannot change gear when not moving, muz wear slipper instead of fav. shoe, hav to wear shorts instead of jeans, muz bring wet tissues etc...
the downhill is t0tally co0l! u can hear the wind passing by u...ur heart really pump up! but bad thing is on rocky track...muz take gd care of ur butt...
took a break, when ahmad n zy went buy drinks n ask for dir. in meanwhile, they tell me to learn bicycle...i look at the slope infront n reject...v lack of confident... but it's really gd to have a bunch of HELPFUL FRENZ thks alot to my two mentors: desmond on my right n tahirah on my left!
after we continue the journey...ahmad n i met this really v steep slope! THEN WE SLIPPED~ARGHhhh
but thks God, we fall onto a patch of mud! first time i feel the embrace of Mother Nature, the soft n tender feeling of sinking into it. rarely do i get so dirty, haha! We felt so HONORED to fall tgt, cheEr for our brotherhood! this is our injury and ya, we finally reached the NICE JETTY!
every1 is beat...
b4 we went crazy!
ya, and it was 0so my first time flying kite. both ahmad n i setup once, n it went SOARING! first time i felt the pull of wind. so strong, feel like heaven is calling me~ i was running with the kite across the long jetty, the string was way too long. so where's my kite? TATA!
last but not least...the most funny pics, MONKEYS take note of the ladder, cos u wun be seeing it ard there anymore...cos some1 brought it along for "diving"~haha, our secret...
fri, rest/project day. went boonlay n knew it was oni opened for sat. so went back sch. sat, training day. was a pleasant one, cos long time nv played with hui yan le...his knife is not so sharp le, but i really miss the days he trained me...nite went boonlay finally! the ppl there some r quite strong. still abit shy to new environment. today, tot i got work...but due to some communication breakdown...i ended up in popular searching for sec textbk...oh my dear hitler~ had a nice dinner with joel at pastamania, he got voucher...pasta with pizza make my stomach happy! got history chat again^^
P.S: love is like riding 2P bicycle. both need to work hard to get uphill tgt. yet when downhill, it can sometimes be v exciting and fast tat we forget to apply brakes. learning how to slow down is impt.
reflected at 11:19:00 PM
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
spending day...
went marina. till kbox outside n realise i had been pigeoned by whole chess club...
luckily dear cassidy came...n decided to pool. i rmb the juniors should b pro...plus me rusty le... duno y i can still win cass... until weimin came, the moment he came, cass suddenly changed. then 'DONG+DONG+DONG'!!! and i was slaughtered...no chance.
luckily got stan n cka. so we went back clementi bowling! was so happy cos i finally score over 100!
then went back marina for steamboat. thks to jingsheng brilliant idea for late-comer! free drink love zhengfa due to the fresh prawns! sweet n juicy. i was cooking for me n a junior. both prawn-lovers almost finish the 2 full bowls.
rushed back for projects...
tmr got cycling outing at ubin... i will take extra caution, cos i dun even know how ride...
sometimes, it is hurtful to make others worried... and pondering hard where is the quiet place...
reflected at 11:22:00 PM
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
Msn Online and chen ann immediately told me X JAPAN REFORMING!
had been more than 10yrs since they split, quite excited to see them again! yet i know deep in my heart, X japan can never be completed without my idol...
he was the greatest Jrocker~ tat's y last may, i had my hair red(actually wanna pink), nail blacked n eyes lined. juz in memory
was doing project with ivan, halfway saw our nicest TSO, mr tang, who wanna us to help him finish buffet food...meanwhile saw our old project!!! too bad, ivan cant eat nasi lemak. in d end we went galileo eat...had a nice chat n some1 was jealous of me le...
quite annoyed with myself for not studying all these yrs...cant help ivan to do calculation. then went asked help from tahirah, xinli n dayana... they were so helpful to help us...really so grateful to have so much helpful frenz ard!
noticed dayana using wireless mouse...so i was down there think think think...finally know it's limitation! muz use batt...
and 0so have to ask dr hu for help...he was always tat cute with school bag n book!
lastly...today got disturbed by mom, cos the admin staff call my mom to ask me collect back student card...and ya, didnt managed to take Bday pics with mom, cos the babies juz wanna cut the cake quick...nv wait for me...
P.S: i will study hard now...since darling says so~
reflected at 6:18:00 PM
Monday, June 18, 2007
V HAPPY wordless to describe... actionless to express...
cherish every secs. but time juz seem fast whenever tgt.
lo0king forward, seem like there's meaning in life le.
finally ask the qn out.
been many yrs since i taken big head sticker. till now, 会言 he is not the only one who discover my habit of taking pic le. the special person has realised my V hand sign 0so. haha
reflected at 7:32:00 PM
Sunday, June 17, 2007
not a v happy day. woke up quite late. realize mom n dad quarreling... next moment went out eat le.
Daddy's day.
fetch my 爷爷 to 八宝 eat... heard mom said he loved veggie
reached too early so mom brought us to temple. sis wore short skirt so they had her a cloth ard her legs. mom said if sleeveless muz even wrap ard... haha, 爷爷 said respect for buddha
but i was wondering...nowaday so high-tech, even temple got air-con. so i look at buddha, then i look at the blasting air-con... buddha didnt has much clothing ard him...
inside got lift to the top...saw alot of donation...no wonder the place full of gold...then one of the floor inside cannot wear shoe...step on it v cold...was praying along with eyes closed when a monk use flower n SPRINKLE on me...haha
i prefer to see more flowers than gold. luckily rooftop got garden!
then while waiting for lift, i took a pic with 爷爷. he had became weak due to aging... he used to be v strong, can carry rice bags... i was sad, upon seeing stan's nice "cherish live" sometime we should take some time to spend with our love ones
then we went to eat...thou i cant finish the exhibition of buddha's life thou sis made reservation, but diff surname...anyway, sis wanna bigger table so in d end they send us to 3rd floor...which is EMPTY...as if we booked the whole resturant cos we almost finished our food when nobody came up.
then i heard the waitress giving recommendations like "shark fin", "fish" and "pig" then i looked at mom in shocked..."did i stepped into wrong resturant? not veggieran meh?"
LoL...all fake one lo...the fish's skin look so alike...made of seaweed and the pig
爷爷 was v concern abt me going into ns next yr...kept asking me to train more n eat more...he was 0so v funny, asked sis when he can drink her tea. even show me dun use the chopstick like he was...cos fortune teller said his kinda of holding style will have no housing...dun get wad he mean, but rmb pri sch time he still lived with us until he moved to bukit ho swee
dinner was much ok, service is gd. serving amt not too much. quite happy except their free dessert is mango puddling, packed in plastic cup...haha weird.
long time nv do donation...
PS: now my mood can be easily affected by others
reflected at 8:50:00 PM
Saturday, June 16, 2007
HOME SWEET finally~for being awake for 24hr+with a bus nap thu was work, so yest is FUN DAY! wet morning almost costs me a WONDERFUL DAY~ haha, reached the bustop late so muz say "HUI LING(s), i'm late"
hmm, every1 change~ change for the better! i know i am kawaii, but dun need to be so touched when see me again since every1 said abt their "innocent" childhood, needless to say i'm 0so a decent, typical, 纯真+阳光+小男孩~ 哈哈
anyway, let's each a nick~ lee hui ling aka "auntie" (from ker hui ling's blog) jacinta aka "jolin" (from both hui lings' blogs) ker hui ling aka "boss" (supported by ur own eye if u saw her blog office wear) me aka "the SWEETEST kbox boy" (supported by every1's hearts)
anyway, kbox's atmos was great in MS. but the system down so eat up our time. of cos our auntie is complaining~
then when jac starts her "warming-up" song, 倒带, i tot she nv off the 原唱...u closed ur eyes n u will tot jolin came to kbox~ think this is the best 倒带 i heard.
i was so lag down there, cos throat dun dare to open liao...so shy with auntie... until later sing 恋爱ING then high liao~even "shout" along with auntie for 死了都要爱 and one nite in beijing!!!
then boss's classic is 叶子!
so much for the throat! even sink for the choco temptation lust~ erm...teabreak? continued our nv-ending chat... while duno y auntie anyhow 0so can misinterpret my words...
but the most LOL part i love today is tat we realised we had been "addicted" the canteen 漏风的 orange biscuit!!! we r so kuku to think tat it had been soft for all these yrs...
and yaya, u mayb wondering how come no pic? all already been uploaded by them...go see urself if u wan...anyway, pls email me the pics hor...
after the gathering, went back sch...(actually should say weat back to sch toilet) played with jetson. my skill drops sia, infront kena ppl attack...luckily slowly neutralize...then hit back at his weak spot...haha
went to cathay. watched Ocean's 13. was wondering, how many close fren do i really have? frenz tat really work together to solve a problem n perhaps will meet again...
the show's nice. love the parts "he got the liking for women, OF CERTAIN AGE" and the charity donation.
to cooperate tgt. to do the impossible. to react fast to unpredicted interuptions.
after the 2hr show went to Geylang planning to eat durians. but coach's recommended place closed, so went 旺角 eat dimsim. after eating, coach brought js for "tour" then me walking along with eyes kept at the floor...even got "molested" by some1, when realized from their conversation, the gal seem like younger than us...
reality, is the world fair? do they own their living or do their living own them?
anyway, went to have beancurd and 油条...they say nice cos crispy, but ex. i find it v oily...main thing is the beancurd dun taste the same as last time my uncle bought when i young...mayb not the same...酒不醉人 人自醉~kept recalling abt today while walking
went to coach's hse. actually wanna watch Fan4 part1. butten on the TV and saw HAPPY SUNDAY!!! the fav programme i missed~
actually wanna post earlier...but when "advisor" break to me a news, i was shocked, happy and nervous...duno wad to do...duno how to say...end up awake for 30hrs, eyes red...
a special feeling: trying to draw a picture of your face on the back of my eyelids...
cant slp well thou
reflected at 10:00:00 AM
Thursday, June 14, 2007
SWEATY DAY...
when redhill AGAIN. n surprising thing is didnt know SIS building is juz opp LG ctr... might as well i dun go yesterday...save 1 trip... but problem is we miss the building n walked one big round! in d end late for work...
one pt to add...supposedly i work with joyce today...we even planned go jogging after work...last min boss said client wan male worker oni...so p0or joyce became so sad. cheEr up! so worked with yk~he lived so near there..
job is 0ok...used sweat n blood to earn 40bucks today. can be b0red sometime. can be fun sometime. juz tat something dun work out for me. and their slack time is smoking...i think out of 10 there, 10 smoke only...
my work: move thing using JET and scan the Serial no...print out report...then slack etc...cycle repeat~
laser!
warehse
colleagues eating (while smoking)
another nice colleague, the machine can move stuff to 2nd floor
ME riding Scooter (jet)
MY BIG SWEAT REMOVER~wahseh if oni i got 1 at home...
yk riding liao...
there he goes...he hate me foll0wing him...
2nd floor of warehse (can fallen down easily...n kena scolded for going up...)
my pigeon...inside got report for ppl on top
my pigeon flew up le...
if oni i had ipod naN0 (no more creative)
me "eating snake" alone
g0t a cut by the CARDboard...sobs
reflected at 7:42:00 PM
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