happy as in tmr seems to be the 1st time of my ns life to 'start work' at 1pm!
sad part is...we finally started the h1n1 plan... i foresee 1mth of confinement ahead...sianZzz
anw. attached to sqn for ojt. abit boring cos it's 'honeymoon period' oni aft getting the choco bar then they will throw u hell of SK
(btw...i din know diesel can be BLUE! as well as staying inside the non-existence cold rm tat train me to endure chillness until i on my air-con and feel no kick!)
so wad hav i been doing? mainly tetris, chess as well as mini-gym haha, kinda addicted to tetris but i juz cant pass stage 8...damn!
been reading emotional intelligent until i notice how hard it's for me to control my anger nowaday...
on one of the days...saw my boss entertaining a vip...as in (chill crab + black pepper crab) sucking ball for (chill crab + black pepper crab + butter crab)
my fren showed me a hand sign and whisper 'por lan' yup, life is a show...anw the audience happy with those endless durian boss bought can liao. sumo gt rambutan and mangosteen
(my instructor A taught me how to open durian using screwdriver while another instructor taught me how to guess the no. fruit inside mangosteen)
P.S: tetris was created the same day i was created? omg
reflected at 10:53:00 PM
Sunday, June 07, 2009
COMPLETELY WASTED
st james johnnie walker on the rock . . . then on the table (gone liao) . . on the road outside...(stranger even took pic of me damn malu) . . . woke up to find myself slping on the hard floor in my living room
thanks ben and the kind taxi driver for sending me back hm (rejected twice for cab) ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
from now onward my time will be reserved for ppl who deserved
hence..i'm tired of calling ppl out when they dun really feel like coming
esp with those insincere msgs like 'who is going?' somemore u need to ask them wks beforehand if not they will blame u for too last min so what? they will utlimately reply u on the day itself saying they cant make it... likewise, they may come out with something like... i gt another session with my another frenz...how?
or worst..alrdy agree liao then last min back out. wtf
i missed the nite where we celebrate 2nd anniv our warrant officer will come to our table with a jar everytime then we will YAM SENG!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ended going back hm with tipsy foot
luckily since we had stayed out aft completing most of our courses, i've been jogging at jurong lake once awhile during evening (thr r hidden 'movtivation' behind it thou)
except of CU which really require a sustainable amt of time to recover back to my prev max...the rest of stns r 5
oh ya, this rainy morning on the bus the bro was suggesting opening a bottle for gold if nt 3 jars for silver
end up as i jogged 2.4, mind was full of heineken... choya... chivas... martell... johnnie walker... and 'motivation" too
P.S: the ultimatum makes audience think tat gemini r all determined.. aiya they r juz stubborn oni...
reflected at 10:46:00 PM
Monday, June 01, 2009
it's JUNe...hot summer my previous entry was...somewhr in march yeah, been MIA for quite awhile
alot of things happened in juz these few mths inevitably, the changes tat fate had brought upon me
training period tasted Bitter from simulator to actual is such a transverse there are 2 instructors in charge of training us say wo A and wo L
wo A say i'm not up to the job "dey!!! some can. some cannot." (based on his many yrs of instructing)
on the other hand, wo L say i'm ok...
this goes the same to the captains T say i very jialat...L say i'm zai
at tat point of time, i felt my mind spin much faster than the earth rotates liao... esp gt one lesson where inside the simulator wo A was on my left ask me whole hell of qns while shaking head wo L was on my right nodding to my ans and kept prompting "next" the scenario was like angel playing tug of war with devil and i'm exactly the rope
most of my sim lesson was took by wo L so when it comes to actual flying...wo A decides to "take care" of me personally...
basically i was down thr praying..."PLEASE RAIN, GOD"
so my coursemates will sometimes comfort me...after seeing being F until my soul is gone...
one point of time when i got myself very prepared...but still end up my effort left unappreciated...i broke down finally
was damn touched one day when i flew the whole day until dinner was skipped after we return to bunk...they actually ordered canadian pizza!
after we finally all passed, wo A gave us a course debrief then he told me..."dey~ u know i wanna fail u tat time. but throughout the period u shown me ur fighting spirit. u know wad is it?"
i was like, stunned. "i know, our saf core value" (the rest fall off their seat)
been in and out of hospital when my Grandpa was critically illed Doc says he was left the max, 2yrs and i started hating NS for eating up my limited time