Tuesday, July 31, 2007
they extended their deadline. wad should the krn gov do then? i think tis will be a patience war.
nothing much again today. made mom angry, yet she was still v 厉害,for knowing i had forgot my key when i went out.
duno y suddenly got urge to play badminton... quite enjoy God's prank again, for the sudden big rain! quite refreshing, Bball was fun 0so.
notice i've been playing so much. perhaps i'm okay le, after 4 days long rest. 休息是为了走更长远的路~
but UOP n PCON are two timebombs i need to juggle well. last lap of run, cant afford to fall down.
soul-searching to find out the real reason i like green so much... perhaps it's the traffic light when i was on bus perhaps it's the green man when i was crossing the road perhaps it's the nature of grass n trees perhaps it's the green chess pieces i played perhaps it's the most smoothing color for a gemini who get nervous easily.
You Are Grass Green
Down to earth and a bit of a hippie, you are very into nature and the outdoors. You accept the world and people as they are. You don't try to change things. You are also very comfortable with yourself, flaws and all. Optimistic about the future, you feel like life is always getting better.
P.S: wait till i'm less buzy, then i will made a SPECIAL EDITION entry. haha~
reflected at 12:14:00 AM
Monday, July 30, 2007
Nothing to write today. God, save the hostages. pls send some heroes down. y ppl dun seem to care? do all the votings, work or projects really matters more than those innocent lives? i hate this bloody world. who can decide their fate tmr..
P.S: the full moon sensed me ur presence, 月佬。but the dream u give me wun come true. all i rmb is adam rd. i dun get it, there's only a stretch of churches. or do u wan to meet me there?
reflected at 1:00:00 AM
Sunday, July 29, 2007
thou still sicked, havda made a trip to buy impt thing ended up two guys in IKEA~ haha i know, u ppl dun anyhow think...
perhaps it's my first time entering the new building. but y izzit it's seem to be a familiar place in my dream. kinda strange, esp the escalator...beat me!
anyway, inside shopping, was thinking of starting a new family. nana, better think small first.
doing some imaginary plans for my new room after my NS (by then i will have new home, close frenz dun need miss me hor, cos it's oni 2 streets away...yaya might as well dun move, ask the BALD guy la, who is incharge of my estate...)
hmm, my room, have to cloose one with window facing the sky (definitely not the corridor) so i can watch the stars n moon at nite b4 slping, listening to the wind chime, staring at windmill~
behind the door, stick one body-size mirror (so can b4 i walk out of my room, i am 见得了人的) anyway, u ppl muz be jealous of it, cos it was the only one can see my nudity!
then beside the door, put a well-design black cupboard which is small by can put alot of clothes neatly one. mayb i can paste some posters (eg. bruce lee) or calligraphy/bamboo drawing
bed, hmm i dun wan to buy a real one. i liked kopitiam cashier auntie's idea. buy two King Koil cushions. with a green blanket. cos move hse easy, plus i can shift it away, to make the room bigger (supposedly i got guests). but i dun think i will be tat rich yet, 1 King Koil cushion is okay le la. but muz be King size one lo.
air-con? dun need, i prefer strong fan cos more ENV-FRNly. can dry my wet body quickly. hmm, muz go ask stan abt the one at his livin' rm where's his dad bought one. haha!
study table is very impt***always saw clever kids have their own study tables...sobs. i wan a glass table, with steel chair. when i was young i love wood alot, but after knowing some wood will give off poisonous smell...ya better find some unreactive materials. then again, the table muz be near to the window. for my still-growing plant (since last yr, got it from env-wk expo exhib) to get it's sunlight. laptop on table, dun wan a comp, save space n convenient.
actually, the main concept in my room is to try to insulate sound as loud as possible. maybe i will have cushion wall. (haha, no more worry if i make mistakes n BANG WALL) then i can buy a gd set of audio system!!! confirm full blast without disturbing others~yay.
another key figure which i muz buy is LAVA LAMP! of cos green one. can day-dream with it! v smoothing
then i 0so wan a water dispenser. remind me to drink water. A metal rubbish bin, for God's sake! with a MUSIC clock tat can make me wake up happily one~
if sumo rich, will further equip my room with plasma TV(still have to gauge if it is really energy-saving), dvd cum vcd cum karaoke etc...perhaps an electric guitar.
WAH!!! g0nna w0rk harder liao~ hav'n 自信 to make my 梦想 into 理想!!!
btw, once i got my attachment salary, muz buy mom a fruit juice machine! like tat i can put watermelon, abit of orange, banana, alot of honeydew, blueberry and lastly grapes inside to make my own, one n only, special drink!
shall name it: "KaiZi's Rainbow"
hmm, perhaps can mix some Vodka. put lemon slice on the glass. treat my guests with cocktail~ walau, thirsty le. haiz
P.S: God i know u wan me to be selfless. thk for ur bus-luck u given today, muack!
"try ur anything to give everything yet expect nothing tat, u're something!"
reflected at 1:13:00 AM
Saturday, July 28, 2007
useless failure
我终于病倒了
didnt go sch on fri, wun be going again on mon.
duno y am i sick. all i know is, slp was a drug.
冰雨割肉 寒风刺骨 烈酒难醉 泪雨何辨
translation:
walking in the icy rain tat cut my flesh the blowing wind is stinging my bones thou my mind is undrunk by the warm alcohol y cant i differentiate the droplets on face if they are raindrops or teardrops?
P.S: oh God, stop these endless rain. Give me some warmth instead.
reflected at 2:25:00 PM
Thursday, July 26, 2007
MAX WORN n TORN! studied till 6am, then woke again at 9.30am... last min wk was a total failure... CT 1 n 2 bothed failed then will be big head for me!!!
then vivian brief us for iap. they kept telling me to bring back some of nestle's 土产...one funny yet dirty joke they played today...cos BP company got a wk for us, which deal with lubricant, but they said only preferred gals. so the w0lves became "bustdirt" and claimed they know the reason.
day ended early, but blankly waited 3hr for c.chess meeting to sort things out.
It was a special m0rning~ (btw, found out i did put my key in my bag yesterday) was standing outside the bustop, tasting the little bits of salty raindrops then a granny (sitting in the bustop) suddenly stood up turn behind n saw me. she then handed a piece of small newspaper to me. ???????????????????????????????????? she said she duno english, will b pity if juz threw it away. even asked me wad bus i taking, wanna me to sit inside the bustop. utterly touched. even told me bus had came, then we took tgt. inside the bus, was reading attentively until so much so i lo0ked up n found out reached SIM. turn back n didnt saw the granny le. think the bus inside got many gals, yet she was the most beautiful one. perhaps it's all God's arrangement to hint me to study.
the article is mainly on health. talk abt omega3. think i quite lack of it. found out banana is gd~ (not only provide sugars, 0so can cure depression) btw, i counted the no. of bananas mom bought, 23 in total...faint* actually banana contains prebiotics.
after read finished (which ivan complaint me for kept lo0king at it), pass on to Ms Chin (hmm, should start address Mrs) she told us she juz got married 1mth ag0.
once again, it was wed. and there comes the BIG FATTY LECTURER. thou it's harry fault to teach us OT, 12.10pm, but IF U WANNA COME IN, PLS AT LEAST KNOCK THE DOOR. ur students 0so didnt have well manners, kept laughing loudly outside, or kept opening our door (same as ur way) U DUN EVEN HAVE THE RIGHTS TO TELL US TO LEAVE THE ROOM IMMEDIATELY! u even scold our lecturer "i hate to do this, pls have time management", wtf, u think our lecturer young n new for u to bully izzit...du lan
saw vivian, asked her when my attachment starts. she even told me she was shocked when nestle called her n said my name. "i cant believe it's u but there's only 1 kairong in the whole lecture..." woah...i'm sure the lecturers will be lo0king forward for my post attachment presentation..anyway, i will be start working at 3rd Sep.
was so sry to ben n cka...cos i nv take note...made u guys to wait for me..but once again, it was UOP class test2 tmr...haven even start study...dun even know a single thing. but haiz, used to it le.
P.S: love piano version song recently. esp numb n lydia. any1 know of any song to recommend me?
reflected at 8:51:00 PM
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
Before u continue reading, juz a piece of warning. this will be quite a long n naggy post. do have some patience.
talk abt yesterday first. actually yest wanna pon sch. but saw mdm's low attendance warning email. really very angry..gd boy hard to be. every lesson present, still end up receive this!!! like previous post, i took the pic with my practical mdm. she 0so didnt mark my attendance one..NO JUSTICE ON EARTH. there goes my long wkends...
while lesson, kept on shooting between me n mdm. muz have being too silent all these while, tongue is abit blunt le. end up me being the 伤痕累累... one topic she asked us wad is home to u? every1 all gave standard ans..."home is a place i feel safe/where i belong" etc...so i was the last one, since all ideas had been said, i replied "home is where i will go after 12pm(lesson ends)" lol.
mdm think highly of me, "so kairong, u gonna be a millionaire next time rite?" how do i know, i cant even picture my future. drew a pic of the future once, yet all torn up. so have to redraw.
anyway, tat's will be the last time i see mdm, since next wk i gonna claim my leave!!!
went to meet stan. testrun 2.4km. managed to ran w/o stopping. but est. time taken is 15min, failed. 0so tried out the stations. thks stan for giving me tips esp standing board jump n sit-n-reach. but every1 said i so stupid. actual day b4 still run...
back to lib to finished our fyp, ped. haha, me doing nothing. cos the day b4 rushed finished my part on HAZOP till 4am+. manage to write creatively till 10pages! end up i fell aslp then woke up n took perry handbk to read. they said it was the bible of chem eng...esp if wanna go U, sure muz buy. but it costs $90+!!! was flipping thru like magazine, all the values and diagram are stranger to me. realize wad we learnt are juz so LITTLE...
today. went sch late again, by half an hr. guess wad stoll being so excited to tell me... "hey, u know u're in for Nestle?" cos i think among the 3, he was the most surprised at me being selected. he kept asking "wad did u tell them actually?"...even warn me to be punctual. makes him almost fainted by asking him "sir, tis fri test covers wad chpts ar?"
then lecture time, he SUANed me infront of whole lect lor..."some1 managed to bluff his way thru the interview. see! tat's y i tell u guys, nestle dun look at ur acad result, they only want to know whether u know how to talk.."
nah, not really angry..esp since today he's so emo to tell us tat today is the day he first met his first love. how sad when he told us ppl is now the mother of two kids. undeniable, first love as he mentioned, is hard to forget.
lunch at galileo again. crispy chick is one of my fav. then ivan n me go pass up our FYP!!! we finally FINISHED it le! got 100 over pages~ thou i did the least i supposed...dots
finally unwind abit when ivan die die wan to go to the board games section in lib. enjoyed our time there, thou first time playing Risk, which i lose the most. but ivan and yk put so many soldiers to attack me, end up ivan's soldiers died, yk had to use his secret weapon. see, i am the throw dice's BEST DEFENDER~ lalala
time for napfa test.
sit-up: every1 in my grp all cheated. all get A by saying 43 n above. me honest abit, only wan 40.
shuttle run: fail initially, but later ran 10.3s. (haiz, A is 10.2s)
pull-up: Proud of myself, manage to do 1 within a mth of training from zero (sumo, i use the proper hand-grip, no kicking or swimming) think i will be able to do 5 given somemore mths, esp next yr, will take retest again!
sit-n-reach: they all know the "cheating method", same as wad stan said. i got 55. then the in-charge tell me to do 2nd trial. later my fingers not together, she made me do again n again. later i check the requirement...i already got A...torture my legs.
after 5 stations completed. i was quite disappointed with God...cos the sky was way too grey. the in-charge say if rain, no choice we will stop, hence they will only give us a "participation" cert, meaning we gotta retake the whole napfa again to obtain silver/gold...
but didnt know God actually wanna let me have a cool run by putting the grey clouds up to shield us from blazing sun...
the 2.4 run was awesome. cos kneecap's injury didnt react up. ran without stopping, once again proud of my legs which nv disappoint me. thks God for the speed u gave. timing was 10.52min, B category's GOLD!!!
body is so numb now. esp after u ran 2.4 for 2 consecutive days...
nonetheless, althou overall fail becos of pullup, i'm s0o satisfied with my performance!
reached home n realized forgot key...in the end, mom was cute when she said "i buy u banana again" b4 she went slp again. faint...cos yesterday wilfully demanded dad to last min buy me a bunch of banana, for sugar reserves b4 napfa~
during bus journey back home, tot of a 3D model to be successful. Discipline Diligence Determination
P.S: Winner never quits. Quitter never wins. -Mrs Wee
reflected at 10:55:00 PM
Monday, July 23, 2007
think of it back, realize it's been several wks ever since i got a 10hrs+ slp~ plus rainmaker's effort, the slp was wad 1 can ask for more~
it's was 0so ages i ever stay in home for the whole day. HOME SWEET HOME.
it's was still...the l0ngest time i lie my butt on the sofy sofa to watch TV~ a robber.a killer.a police. who will u be? dun wan to be robber. cos there's endless of money to rob. dun wan to be police. cos there's endless of robbers to catch. killer? can quit by killing urself.
love mom for buying me dragon's beard candy. rmb when young, a shifu taught me a way b4 eatin it. dun tell u~
actually can have l0ng wkend. but duno y receive wisp warning letter...shit...wana save another free day for sx's departure.
cka juz remind me. 3wks left n we will bid gdbye with poly life, which mean we may nt be seeing each other long long le.
rmb sec1 chinese teacher taught de 天下无不散之宴席. she mayb in china now...
in midst of buzy moment, relax awhile.
stephen chow one of my growth idol. yet there's can be times hard to smile.
P.S: pls dun think i'm angry if i dun smile. it's juz this short while.
reflected at 12:20:00 AM
Sunday, July 22, 2007
pullup failed again. jogged till 5th lap knee asked for break again. but still dashed finish the 6th lap. 2.4 seem to be 8 laps. which mean knee will die out only after 5laps of running time. muz be really very fast.
ever since CPTC, long time nv Bball le. was a nice sweat home.
but tat's not d end. went jp for a once-awhile pool. feeling is lost. like Kpool. have nice song to listen. daydreaming...suddenly tot of how come the balls have no. since they already have diff color? mayb it's for color-blind...
on 246, they saw a seat with "God Bless U" and said was reserved for me...diao
P.S: 沉默也是一种幽默
reflected at 1:09:00 AM
Saturday, July 21, 2007
mom woke me late yesterday. but surprising thing was i came out of bathrm after 10min. 178 was gd to me, fetch me a bustop dist to 154 without waiting. shockingly, 154 was juz behind. end up 7.59am at lect...21min earlier.
galileo is closing down i heard, juz like cant5... anyway, we 0so oni have 1mth or so to eat le...
at clubhse saw mervyn playing weiqi alone. he's kinda stunned when i approached him for a game. since i was like mth i ever touch the black n white seeds.
played seriously, so much tat a junior commented, "wah, 难得凯嵘下的这么认真" mervyn didnt like to play with me, saying my fighting style like kaiwen, always made him stress. but i dun wan to secure territories like him, make me havin to count the area...wiping out opponent pieces is easier to see. last time rmb eric taught me "只要你不死, 他一定就快死".
after tat, played c.chess back with jingsheng. lose utterly. not in a gd shape. esp when a defender lost his cool. i think senior will agree with me tat i lost my stickness. time can really change some1. kinda irritated by jingsheng when playing, kept on singing infront of me, sumo told me there's cute gals behind me...totally moodless. now is juz not the month for chess. i will regain my memory asap, probably with the help of blueberry.
euguene asked me with joel today to jog at 1pm. too bad, weather is so gd to slp.
God, i know u wanna help me. but pls dun rain on tue. or i will hate u. there r something we cant avoid. i oso know u cant give me extra time since u have to be fair to every1 for 24hr a day. so i hope u do bless me with speed.
reflected at 12:32:00 PM
Friday, July 20, 2007
wahahaha, i'm back to bl0g again~ juz returned home frm stan's hse. all of us camped there juz to rush finish PED by this wk. i'm still got sumo left on HAZOP to clear! then went mac to quiet down our growling stomach, gRrr mcflurry is always my best self-reward. then we cab home.
today put too much pics, words r juz so not enough... morning as i said, late. but was late happily n willingly. cos was digging my dusty box for those cert n award(actually dun need, cos they didnt even bother seeing)
then saw my sec1 n 4 innocent face!!how i wish to pinch every1 of us...miss Miss aida so much~ realize my testimonial she put "he is very EXPRESSIVE" haha. miss our shooting days
then saw sec1 form teacher gave de encourgement card. "Master ur habit or ur habit master u" woah...last time v chim, dun understand much. now know the importance of puntuality...talking abt tat, tmr lecturer is at 8.20am. then stan was scolding me..."u better still come at 8am lor, if not u come 8.20am u definitely reach late at 8.40am..." lol. most of the reason i'm late is due to bathing...i can enter for 15min yet hair is still dry. soaking myself in steam for another dream.
after packing up, went took lift. saw neighour auntie. then standard conversation started.
realistic is always opposite of dream. 梦想不可能就是理想。。。
自信,宁可自卑也不要骄傲. 只因看过太多人吃了这上瘾的毒药。
after lo0king back at sec sch n poly life, i summarize 做人, 要快乐 有良心 和潇洒
reflected at 1:41:00 AM
Thursday, July 19, 2007
LATE for lab. God is so UPSET today. stan took mrt, i took bus. yet i reached earlier than him!
last lab, thou pract test is 2more wks. perhaps last time wear labcoat. last experient. hope it can control my pressure too... kyle teaching first lecturer to give me warning letter becos she forgot to mk my attendenace, haha wad can make the guys (bunch of w0lves) together? oPps
wonderful frenz!!! stewpit yk n stan...dun wan to take grp photo...
return home, then relax at home till LATE FOR NESTLE!!! siasuay...nearest 1 always latest...actually i was on time, took off bandage n run to there from hse. luckily kneecap didnt hurt. saw a big MILO pic with the word NESTLE. so happy to reach at 2.58pm. then guard asked me alot of stewpit thing, called ivan then he said didnt saw me at guard hse...guess wad? i went to the manufacturing site instead of R&D.
SWEAT N LATE. should have reach real early so can have 3 interviews from diff dept. in d end oni a supervisor interviewed me. first qn already didnt ans...then kept asking abt stewpid IPC...already forgotten it clean for a yr...then he said, "seem like u didnt know much abt wad we are doing. let me brief u, we r doing abt routine lab work. DO U LIKE ROUTINE WORK?"
Yes...it was an expensive lie. really sianz half, other supervisors seem to be more interesting...but didnt get to see them.
really a failure. going to do PED again
reflected at 5:28:00 PM
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
cooling day! blur again, should have eat something then do workout... instead of rushing to sch...saw cka on bus. he was furious with his taxi driver who made him late for 1hr...
was earlier by 45mins, silly b0y g0t silly luck...cos reach sch n God cry again.
after sch was in our recent hideout, lib again. ms chin always nv fail to interest me to touch those lib bks for research but to no avail once again! tuna smell in lib, yet the old swimming pool guard who became old librarian didnt even notice...
every1 told me not to run. ivan even said blood clot can travel to heart then GG... but yes yes, i'm stubborn. 就算不能跑,也要爬到终点!!!
stay at lib till 7+, return home at 8+. ivan told us abt our grp name. KISY (kairong, ivan, stanley n yee kwong)LOL, s0o sweet! go back park do workout. slight improvement. the GRIP IS STILL THE PAIN HARDEST TO ENDURE...my poor delicate palm.
No matter wad, i muz get into Nestle! to repay back the 3K of 吃喝玩乐 in my bank. God, pls lend me a glib tongue for 1 day.
P.S: so lo0king forward; like a bird gettin' outta it's study cage, able to roam the dangerous sky outside, only wish to be able to feed itself.
reflected at 8:55:00 PM
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
peacefully went to sch. ran to bustop b4 154 came. then God give me a rain to enjoy in the bus, it stopped b4 i alight.
mr stoll is quite serious today, kinda strange when he didnt even crap during lect.
often heard ppl say, "kr, can u be more serious?" it will 0so be rare to see me serious, think d oni time heard ppl say i serious was when a old senior talked abt me. "last time kr 1st yr, always played chess seriously while listening to his mp3. very 可爱的. but he will bite his finger when he's nervous"
anyway, was happy to see both of them sitting tgt chatting during lect.
lunch time, went out to bukit timah eat the muslim food. we are so lazy to bring our laptop tat we put in locker!
talking abt food, today all of my meals are SPICY. ordered duno wad tgt with ivan, didnt know they will put chilli sauce on the egg...
returned back to np lib do project till 5+pm. was so shocked to see 6 ppl frm chess club at diff point of time. pissed off when Words hang b4 i can save my work...auto-recovery oni save a portion of me. I AM SO LUCKY RECENTLY! haiz..
best part came at nite. reach home, ate abit of my baby gal's birthday cake tat mom bought for her. yesterday was so funny, cos mom got a Bengawan Solo's pamphlet, then i asked her wad cake u like, she can point to me a winnie pooh cake. her wishing action 0so very lol, muz clap one, as if praying...then shy shy after showing to me..
rite after eaten, mom brought me to JW see 铁打. cant find the shop, almost went into a foot reflexology...the old man was quite handsome, his job 0so v slacking one, watching TV with us and laughing while massaging my knee cap. quite high tech, got plastic vaccum cup, to detect which part to massage if skin turn red. then got infra-red light to warm my muscle...WORST PART IS HE GOT MEDICINE FOR ME...as if i entered into clinic...
but now my leg covered with herb, which means NO BATHING FOR TWO DAYS...yuck, weather is freaking strange, can be sweating/raining. how to dun touch water..plus sumo cant have cold drink...which means no milk/honey for me..
think in my mom's eyes, i'm still her mischief boy who often get injured outside.
luckily it was a blood clot since few mths ago the injury i got in genting. if it was ligament tear, then i will b GG for napfa. speaking of the word "tear", stewpit jingsheng still say i used wrong word on my msn nick. wth, a word can have 2 pronunciations, juz tat i have no time for another one currently.
N ot willing to give up easily A lthough left leg is injured P ls God, lend me a pair of wings F ly as high as i could A nywhere i wish to go
if one day i can no longer run, i will learn how to fly. the pair of legs i once proud of, pls help me again. finally i got DRIVE, thou bones r like rusty nail.
reflected at 10:52:00 PM
Monday, July 16, 2007
start of day is gd. met ppl on bus, able to chat. then wisp, as usual, shot back to mdm. cant she understand the pkg gahmen gave for the GST is juz to make us "happy" abit...
got pissed off again, then alone in lib. at least i got ready the dates of stuffs coming up.
19 july: Nestle interview 20 july: HAZOP, wisp self-reflection, Ptech. 24 july: Napfa 1st Aug: Save some money. 12 Aug: Airport, should be free, if not pon class. 17 Aug: Ptech 20 Aug: ICP 23 Aug: Pcon 24 Aug: UOP
hope to save another sum of money to go genting/KL again! juz b4 attachment start at sep.
today is very sunny. yet heart is rainy.
reflected at 10:45:00 PM
Sunday, July 15, 2007
tried my best to slp yest. anyway, woke up early to go clementi eat minced meat noodle. then walk to sp since i was so early. poor kah hin was sick, luckily jason pulled shengda back from his project meeting.
first match, opening made a grave mistake. rmb wrongly. 3 of us all fell down. 2nd match, moved to an environment without cars, smooth play for me. last match, vs cat high boy boy. really v cute one, short short one with specs. he used the same opening as first match. this time, no more mistake. but was close fight. both of us time is running out. jason won, dada losing. now mine is crucial. of cos this situation no draw...but his time running out faster. end up he wanna call arbitor to FORCE DRAW. he actually smashed the clock like nobody business...sumo, the board n pieces are shaking like earthquake...then checkmate him messy. then he started CRYING... ya, i know i'm bad, bad mood, bad person.
anyway, he ended up arguing to the sp judges with his frenz, saying not fair...but haiz, well nothing else to say.
grp score: 5W 1L 1D my score : 4W 2L 1D
yesterday the call is a simple and clear. wasn't shocked, cos it was not unexpected. i'm happy-go-lucky, a fact tat cannot be changed. unable to give her the sense of security. breakup is inevitable.
thk for giving me the sweetest moment.
reflected at 9:52:00 PM
Saturday, July 14, 2007
CHESS DAY. woke up early, suddenly have craving to go mkt eat char kway tiao for breakfast... but found out haven open...so ended up in SP's kfc. 2pcs meal is cheaper there.
saw alot of chess old frenz!!! then matches start. didnt meet strong one. but 3rd match vs hwa chong int. damn sad!!! opening made a mistake, then was suffering throughout, desperately neutralising opponent attacks. yet juz didnt managed to get rid of his most threatening piece...suddenly found out he left 5min, while i still got 25min. my team, 1 win, 1 draw. if i win/draw, whole team still win afterall. at a point of time, there was a situation where i can make use of rules to draw the game. too bad, not ruthless enough...haiz, my senior's saying "对敌人仁慈, 就是对自己残忍"...
WHO WILL BELIEVE I FLAGDROP?!?! knock wall!
last match, 4th of the whole competition, i was playing with this catholic high kid. he was entirely different speed as previous. dun even think one...but my mind is still blaming my lost match...suddenly GIVE HIM A FREE HORSE...plus he smash my pitiful horse quite hard...how rude. i went crazy, nv give him chance le.
late dinner with joel, so paiseh to let him wait till so late..he told me meet at jurong spring cc. then i took 98 to a cc mac, nv saw him. called him, he said "outside got taekwando" i reply "no leh, i oni saw silat"
LOL!!! found out i was at wrong cc, jurong green cc...haha it was really the best funny part of the day...
found out mkt 的 sugarcane became $1.20 了!!! it is so troublesome next time...muz dig 20cents...i rmb bukit timah mkt still haven increase price...
tmr is the last battle le.
reflected at 11:04:00 PM
nothing much yesterday. was almost late, when i miss the bus. luckily i still can run, reach juz 3~4 min b4 i lost the punctuality mks...
vivian told us nestle interview on next thu! and i was among the seven of them. i think my acad is the worst among them, haha juz hope my mouth can open. treat this as a serious one finally. been to two interview b4, one is fake (brainwashing) another one is already gotten in (started work b4 interview) so this time will be a real one. was so happy, really hope to get in.
B n C seem to get back along. or r they doing it juz infront of me...
went to national lib. it was a fruitless trip. nonetheless, i learnt something. Ppl who study alot of bks are hardworking? to me, doesnt reflect much. saw an ang moh lady, took one big pile of bks to the table, scribble alot of notes. then when she left, she juz drop the bks to a corner for librarian to put back to the original shelves. imagine how many bks she taken...plus she left her writting pieces scattered over her table. needless to say abt pushing back her chair...
pity the librarians, anyway, i asked the counter librarian for help. he was actually very helpful tat he brought me to the exact bks location. luckily the search result oni show 2 bks...if not will be walking ard the whole places...
went back home, then end up accompany mom to play com games..those games r lame... didnt train much.
later going to SP Open le, wearing my first polo red tee tat sis juz bought. gotta do some killing!
reflected at 8:17:00 AM
Thursday, July 12, 2007
slpy day. overslp abit in bus, end up at np bustop...have to walk uphill back. f0rg0t to bring my lapcoat...luckily mdm goh lend me one! the experiment is GONE CASE one...didnt work...
l0ng time nv had lunch at bukit timah mkt...miss the veggie food.
as usual, stoll's crap. today talk abt all the stewpit new courses available in other poly. every1 of us lol like hell, esp when he play sp lecturers's speech.
then went back home nap b4 eating 妈妈的饭. this time smart le, eat early b4 chess. went back sch, always 心软...play mini grp match then end up eating again with them.
today notice an obvious awkward thing between B n C. both r my buddy, how can i dun care abt it...i do hope i can clear any misunderstanding. i believe i can heal ur damage, dun worry. frenz do have quarrals sometimes, juz like some have disputes over project, n other who PISSed me off with the $50 incident. but 朋友不应有隔夜仇... i can forget abt it after a slp...
P.S: call me if got any problem. i believe our friendship nv sink.
reflected at 11:57:00 PM
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
had a early joke... she told me slp early again. so i woke up early again. and reached class at 8.04am. LOCKED again. (if u read previous entry, u know wad happen again) juz tat is 10am this time.
guess wad, i had a morning race with a childish fatty. he was standing on escalator infront me, me was dashing up. when i cut by him, he like, dun wanna lose to me. suddenly start running behind, unwilling to let me past him. due to a big fat wall, i started to increase my walking pace. then he started to run infront of me. i gentleman, dun feel like running, so continue walking. but i walk 0so still faster than he run, hope he dun mind...
but duno y recently juz got annoying fatty around...cos harry ended his tutorial late, 12.02pm. then yong kang they all got qn to ask him. so when he ans them on the whiteboard, got this FAT lecturer with ugly smiling face, use his key to open the side door (normally for emergency uses). pattern more than badminton. he put his rubbish stuff on the desk (harry still haven pack his stuff yet) then he juz stand there! walau, he no shame sia, at least wait outside awhile la. then nvm, harry explained finish n started packing. yong kang's gang was still absorbing wad harry wrote on the whiteboard. the next moment, tat FATTY juz pressed the screen button!!! the whole whiteboard is then covered by the projector screen...he still down there faking smile with us. WTH, totally pissed off by this courteous n polite lectuerer.
during harry's lecture, didnt slp thou woke up so early. cos he had been looking at me mostly during lecturer. as if he was teaching me 1 to 1...anyway, others were like slping/talking or doing other stuffs.
went to lib find bks for hazop, ms chin's recommendation initially interests me to have the mood to start work. but full of disappointment when i saw those useless bks...
learning to be independent...since i tot i will be so alone myself in the lib...
reflected at 4:30:00 PM
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
full mo0d today!
darling told me to slp yest cos i hav early morning today. tat y today i rushed to sch...open the door at 8.10am n found is locked! called stan then found out lesson is actually at 9...
had a full breakfast of ban mian ALONE. then stoll's tutorial i was indeed EARLY. think he 0so shock, i was even shock when he actually rmb my name...
his lecture, i SLP...cos i took out pen wana to copy his slide ans for an example qn. then when i woke up 1hr later, i found stan's n ivan's tat page still empty...he really talking craps entirely when i was slping...all abt politicians
being a gd boy, i go back home to eat lunch. then went to dine with her n her frenz. the green tea sauce is nice. while my "bamboo juice" was lol then...
i owned mom alot. napfa later confirm muz get a job le.
P.S: it's quite tough to get her to blow a candle...
reflected at 11:36:00 PM
long day for me.
climbed out of bed unwillingly. arms r numb. body uneasy. was bathing (heating myself) for 1hr, trying to make myself late...juz still haven found out wad's seriously wrong with me...
then i looked at mirror, lower left eye abit swollen! plus leg injury. so much of thinking abt staying at home!!!
but today is v impt day...in d end i was the last one for the role-play. cant stand seeing his pervert face...much more of shaking hand with him. think my english not fluent, but got special idea so he gave me 8/10. but i'm sure i scored well for the complaint letter, since it was a REAL STORY.
hitler's presentation was 0so smooth. think i too naggy again (our grp used 1hr), tat mdm juz slp infront of us...sianz half. but last remark she gave was "kr is very passionate" haha, almost faint!
after sch went back home, cos forgot to bring some impt papers. then went collect pay, boss gave me a portion in cash tgt with a CHEQUE. u know, my first lifetime cheque salary! wo0t!!!
while taking the mrt, saw two cute little sisters playing games across the train. the whole laughter is filled with their laughters all the way. plus my baby gal today actually automatically high five with me when i left the hse...
a native heart is golden.
saw a senior again. he's really a great talker. chit-chat until none of us wanna go home.
miss the speeding 178 again. took the tortoise 178 instead. but one moment i realised i was the only passenger.
so restless. terrified to see the overhead bridge again.
reflected at 12:17:00 AM
Sunday, July 08, 2007
Today is really a pleasant day! tuition is quite smooth, not boring at all. then went for 7kil jog-walk with joel! sunny+windy day is SOOoo... NICE to run! too bad i think i overstretched my muscle n duno wad happen to my left kneecap.. so pain to even enjoy the scenery, how sad.
walk down stair is even worst then walk up stair.
pasta with joel at westmall. how sia suay to walk in the street.
not forgeting to mention the surprise darling gives me... plus i really dun wanna buddy 178 liao! makes me wait for ages AT IMPORTANT TIMES!!!
back to work le, GDNITE!
reflected at 9:04:00 PM
Saturday, July 07, 2007
7th July. finally get to meet. seems like Cowherd n Weaving Maid. nonetheless, we oso duno how long will it be for our next meeting.
but i believe, time cannot be a measurement for happiness. wad matters is the short precious moment we shared.
anyway, today i was LATE!!! should have laid out the proper n fast procedure to buy things. juz like the ppl at kopitiam would go order kopi first, then while auntie making it, they will order food n come back collect it...
plus today brain dead (after yest many games of chess), got 184 come i didnt take...then my buddy 178 today moody...tell it to come early, it will come late. when i dun wan it to come early, it juz appeared...
watched "my wife is a gangster 3". shu qi is cool, but i like the translator more! now i know when we shouldnt be honest...lol
the show(which makes us late again) really sent me troubles away for 2hr. laughing like no control...i think i wun regret choosing it instead transformer. thou transformer starts early.
talking abt troubles...
1 day to do HAZOP ped. 1 week for SP open. 2 days before hitler's presentation on mon. 2 months before IAP starts. 3 weeks of training left for Napfa. 3 months for IVP. (i'm going to work hard n not disappoint any1 again!) 4 days consecutive of being arbitor for Np chess showdown. 4 times seeing her
i'm going to wake up. after two yrs of slping. laying one rule for myself: slp b4 12am.
reflected at 11:07:00 PM
Thursday, July 05, 2007
yest was a so-so day. as usual, bus luck is still high. e.g, imagine u walk to the bustop, u see no1 there, of cos 154 has juz gone. yet i suddenly saw my gd pri fren then bus came juz when we started chatting.
not much thing in np, except for the photocopy shop. found myself stuck down there doing copy paper job which doesnt seem to succeed...then auntie was down there complaining abt her hard work. so on the way home, stan go there again buy drink, then i was chatting with her until stan asked "since when i become so on term with auntie" haha
way home stomachache, so bo bian had to go home first b4 going back to the fitness corner...was doing workout halfway n suddenly saw joel running past! wahaha, ends up another short jog...then he brought me to blk 154 there for arm exercise...
things juz goes smoothly n happily until received a call regardling club matters. quite sianz half, that has been the nightmare i had been thinking lately, not tat i didnt anticipate, but i was juz too optimistic. lack of manpower...u cant always have the probability of getting a head n a tail everytime u tossed two coins. plus abit of my selfish reason-tat is i dun wan to waste two mths of my life for ppl whose attitude dun worth my efforts. yet is the promise i made to a senior since 2yrs ago, this yr is the last chance le. no more n tat is. i may end up breaking my promise but i believe i wanna be like the lady named Charlotte. 4 commitments, yet i had gave up one n foolishly think i will have time for the rest three.
today, had a milk powder experiment. then i joked abt Marco Polo...quite lazy around. nothing much 0so today, going for swim soon.
life is like on a running track. One can unknownly become tired at certain pt of time n started walking. but when One suddenly has the drive again, the process of moving ur body again is tough. One will definitely find his time running out.
All i need now are Perseverance, a little more time and a little understanding.
P.S: God is giving me a test to do now, luckily he didnt forget to send an angel down to watch over me.
reflected at 2:48:00 PM
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
Morning! Early slp & Early wake
yest new hairstyle go sch. saw huiling, muz greet her then she saw me...said i become 乖 liao. saw joyce n xinying. joyce juz ignore me, muz tap her shoulder from behind...she said dun like it, like dropping hair...xinying was left in a state of shock...
ask cka abt his opinion...he juz "no comment"...thou mom like it very much.
weather so hot, like melting butter, of cos it's the right time to cut. plus yest had been writing resume, hope can go for interview, hair shouldnt be too long 0so rite?
talking abt resume, all of them has alot for their sec days...i was like nothing to write. i cant write abt the happiest days i had with my frenz...how abt writing down "professional nerd"? lol (i got 8 credits for o-lvl theoretically, since 2 r combined, actually is 10 subjects. So where got time for other stuffs)
had something to write during np. but mainly chess club. yet i am confident nestle will call me down for interview since i wrote quite imaginary~but quite a doubt if i can make it during interview.
way back home, do workout...then now walk abit like gay...butts really hurt
was quite touched when i told mom i wan condensed milk, then she really go n get 1...
have to train physically n mentally recently. cos SP Open is on 14 july while napfa is 24 july. not to forget abt the most special day in this yr, 07/07/07. rmb last yr is 06/06/06 when i had my first beer (blur for mistaken Carlsberg as Heineken)
going to np le! bb
his short hair is nice, but voice is nicer! P.S: this song does has some parts concerning my thoughts
reflected at 8:53:00 AM
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
wakaka, woke up early today! too bad yest slp early... muscles all ache up...it had been an old gd run. yest nite found rarely a song tat totally fit into my feeling and perfectly suit my mood.
P.S: Cherish every moment we share n U have been my motivation!
"Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure I don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep cos I'd miss you, baby"
reflected at 6:45:00 AM
Monday, July 02, 2007
haha, kinda strange tat i blog at this early rite?
anyway, was up till 5am, rushing project, then emoing till cant slp..., then slack ard here n there. dad saw me twice yest nite...i think i waste alot of electricity~
then mom was desperately trying to wake me up...she tot i am SKIPPING lecture...no la, today our Mr P*RN lecturer asked us to pass up assignment, no class...
then tot today will be presenting..in d end the others' grp, quite lengthy n wordy 0so...so ends up oni two grp finished...who ask us to stuck in the middle...3rd
have quite a gay lunch with ivan...oni two of us...others already disappeared.
yup, start of july, going to cut my long hair which duno had been with me for how many months le...not tat i duno wana cut away, last mth the auntie juz cant bear her fingers to cut...today muz tell her to be cruel n harden her heart!
wow, anyway, stan n ahmad going jog tonite! i 0so wan...think i not the fittest. but swallow oni know how to fly rite? 身体轻轻的~
juz left with a letter n ped drawing by today. cheer! n so i think i will b beat by tonite...so, early blog means early slp lor? lol
P.S: lib is really a lonely shelther for loner (duno how many times i had stepped in within a wk)
reflected at 1:10:00 PM
Sunday, July 01, 2007
bright moony nite. suddenly duno how to describe current feeling.
last day at kopitiam, being kopitiam boy~
haha, rmb the days aunties will "ding" for me. when they will always ask if i got lost money anot... when they will scream/shout/shoot/scold at my blacknails n eyelinear...so much so for laughing/flying all around n being the one-man-show 3X!
it had 0so being a long time i ever got so touched when the aunties offered their help. almost cried out due to the despair i was in. the gratitude can nv be forgotten.
it had 0so been an experience when i was caught in mid of trouble n saw the reality world whereby "it was ur own problem" n such.
it was 0so when i made frenz ard...ok shallnt recall further..
today was chatting with cashier auntie when she told me she went to the pub her daughter was working in, drinking with their frenz. chivas n martell etc! so hip sia
anyway, yest another auntie was telling me one regular customer, old uncle, whom they called 唐伯虎 had not been coming over the past few days. they were so worried n was thinking of calling police. then i said "perhaps he was in hospital or something?" then auntie said my mouth smelly...in d end i saw him today, he really called ambulance himself when he found himself difficulty of breathing. lol
quit the job, even thou it was one nicest working environment, cos the system changed...really miss the place n the aunties!
this is taken in the office with my fav boss, june!
reflected at 10:52:00 PM
From a Boy to Man
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