Tuesday, January 31, 2006
Black is an mysterious color... secretive yet formal...But y izzit
BANNED in CNY???
i actually forget tat tis is still CNY period...thk to all my
assignments...
OmG...i actually
forget to do my SET evalution...but luckily still can do 4 IS...u guys can
GUESS wat kind of comments i will give to my "
BelOvEd" IAC tutor...
Np open house...i wonder wat will happen...Blur me...
reflected at 1:20:00 PM
Sunday, January 29, 2006
im back!!!
s0o tired...
morning d CNY programs sux...like nothing...damn boring...sianZzz
one relatives didnt come...think hav sum internal problem...
the d whole morning is damn "cold"...nothing to talk abt...i was staring into the window...den to d door..enjoying d brEeZe...father's side really dun hav anytin interesting...like STRANGER...i wonder wad would it b in few years time...guess no one will meet up...
oni my father aunt is d one who try to "warm up"...but ppl is either toking themselves or reading things...
finally reached my mother's side...but not much there yet...then stan called...he kinda felt i still moody...but i muz admit it...
when most ppl r there, GAMBLE liao...
i dun hav much luck in winning however...think my angels forbid me...
in d end win oni a few bucks...got improvement sia...compared to past years which i always lose...mom loses two hundreds i think...i saw my uncle playing big BIG with my cousin who is d banker...in d end i think today my cousin unlucky tis year...lose one hundred when my uncle "wu long"...cos he put 50...i dunno english is wat...but if the player has five cards n still haven over 21...then d banker has to pay twice...tis one really i could saw the real excitement of them n they did like fight...though my cousin loses tat much..he kept on playing...his luck is really down...so i felt bad abit n put oni one dollar...dinner...i had nothing to say...cos like vegetarian...some of my relative couldnt recognise me...think i had so much pimples....turn too ugly liao...muahahahahaha
i return, going to bathe...cya
reflected at 9:59:00 PM
Saturday, January 28, 2006
Blogging quite a time...i hope through tis, i can type faster, learn more abt tis interesting
html thing, learn to treasure my every moment n improve my recalling (
bad memory) together with my vocabulary...muahahaha
yesterday too tired until slp...so forget to blog...sry to my readers...
yesterday...my mom didnt wake me up...i cant rely on my clock given my current mental state...
overslp...7+, rush to do mol...didnt revise...oni did it in d bus...
on bus...i think my bus luck is over...i sat in the front seat on the upper deck...duno y there is suddenly a
GAY who sat beside me...cant concentrate (i am not a GAY...u can say i look like a girl, cos my idols all look like girls)
sim, met ethan, chat with him abit cos i rushing...
saw mdm lye going into class...rush..the turn back saw didi n joyce...so i wasnt late...haha
then she tok alot of things tat are like bullets tat shot thru my heart...my world is upside down...0so due to the construction sound...then halfway doing revision...
FIRM ALARM went off...i dun wanna tok abt much...oni felt even
SORROW when i saw Mr Chong...i had to force myself to let out my false smile when i saw
those grp of ppl behind him...tis made my day even sad...feel like crying...
then quiz...didnt complete my revision...i 0so didnt finish reading for d test...it is easy, but i scored even worst then previous...cos abt d K thing...47...i rather she deduce one more mark...
turn very very moody...frenz were comforting me...luckily ppl were smart tis time 4 not to
IRRITATE me...
ipc...the one attending d class is not me i should say...
lunch...went for a walk to make myself better...
math...complex no..dun understand...
i hate myself now...then walk to cant2...too talkative...
i sensed my sanity...then met ivan, felt better...chess club 0so make me better...i played weiqi...learn something new...but weiqi skill still cannot make it...
meeting...i made alot of rubbish...then went clementi kfc ate...long time nv eat liao...i didnt even know there is kfc...the whole time i was so silent...cos they toking abt games...my senior 0so tired to introduce new game to me...i am grateful for his intention...but i am juz stupid...
they chat abt game until it is late...den i saw an old classmate...she still look almost d same...she was with some frenz...i didnt say hello...on the bus i think she recognise me as she purposely sat on opposite dir tat kind of seats n flirting with his bf or wat...haiz she didnt change at all, still childish...haha stinking
stingray...
on d way i cant c d moon...haiz...went home n slp soon...
i today slp too long to replenish my energy...until my mom shouting at me saying if still haven buy clothes den d shops will close...so went to hawker eat lunch...but tat stall together with other had closed...
i lazy so went jp to buy...didnt find anytin tat interest me...so walk until third storey...saw a
GREEN shirt!!! a lot of ppl inside...it sell man clothes...
OPTION...i didnt even know tis shop until today...a guy approached me...very helpful i muz say...then i everything ask him, cos i dun shopping....in d end bought two shirts n two pants, cost abt 235...my mum oni gave me 200...so i use my own money...long time nv shop, felt so nice...he got recommend me a pair of shoes abt 80...i told him i will buy next time...of cos i dun make empty promise...i will had to save money for my specs den buy d shoes...then saw a miss call from stan...chat abit den ask him abt the clothes i buy...he say they r not worth it cos the pant r X, shld hav instead spent more to buy levi tat worth...but i dun go for brand...beside i prefer the service n design... hehe...i dun think i will blog for the next few days...s0o....HAPPY NEW YEAR
reflected at 6:21:00 PM
Thursday, January 26, 2006
today...printing iac paper until halfway fell aslp...guess 10hr of slp is still not enough...
tot i still had my bus luck...in d end waited half an hr...almost late liao...
reached thermo, open d door everyone "
uh-
OH" at me...at first mr ong is angry tat i late (but i seldom late) then realised they making the last person to come to do a open hse signboard...
feel like wantin to do, but got to find sometime to rest...cos i already reached my extreme...now i can fall aslp in bus (even ppl rape me i still couldnt wake up), i 0so need to reward myself to buy new year clothes...if not my mom nag again...i even take leaves in chess club, so i didnt volunteer in d end, c how my progress go...they kept say my hair so
NICE...esp gin..waolao...like my previous hairstyle
SUX like HElL..
then thermo lecture didnt go, cos i need to hand in the stupid iac report...didnt even done d self-reflection yet...went to d IS block...found out tat there hav a yellow plastic string attach to d bell, the
auntie 0so no longer there, muahahahhahahaha, had my revenge......
eat n den went with cka like bringing us to
卖, then went to the benches with no internet...no wonder last time we saw from d top how come a lady was standing in d middle...slack while listening to music n watching video...joyce n stan were playing CS...cka read comic...i sianZzz...play d music loud LOUD...shiok...den we went in ipc lec forgoting to go toilet..haiz
then i didnt know edmund 0so got came in...they all playing CS...receive back my paper...badly done sia...all bcos of d stupid bio...waste my time...
after lec went to find TSO brandon, den discuss with him wat was going on...finally find the key character...mr stoll...den realise is beier grp never register...so finally no need to split...still remember gin saying abt
comtaminated grp...
back home...teaches extra one hr...got teaching mood...great, unlike another student...then found out i still had alot to rush...still eating dinner...cya...
reflected at 10:20:00 PM
today...printing iac paper until halfway fell aslp...guess 10hr of slp is still not enough...
tot i still had my bus luck...in d end waited half an hr...almost late liao...
reached thermo, open d door everyone "uh-OH" at me...at first mr ong is angry tat i late (but i seldom late) then realised they making the last person to come to do a open hse signboard...
feel like wantin to do, but got to find sometime to rest...cos i already reached my extreme...now i can fall aslp in bus (even ppl rape me i still couldnt wake up), i 0so need to reward myself to buy new year clothes...if not my mom nag again...i even take leaves in chess club, so i didnt agree in d end, c how my progress go...they kept say my hair so NICE...esp gin..waolao...like my previous hairstyle SUX like HElL..
then thermo lecture didnt go, cos i need to hand in the stupid iac report...didnt even done d self-reflection yet...went to d IS block...found out tat there hav a yellow plastic string attach to d bell, the auntie 0so no longer there, muahahahhahahaha, had my revenge......
eat n den went with cka like bringing us to 卖, then went to the benches with no internet...no wonder last time we saw from d top how come a lady was standing in d middle...slack while listening to music n watching video...joyce n stan were playing CS...cka read comic...i sianZzz...play d music loud LOUD...shiok...den we went in ipc lec forgoting to go toilet..haiz
then i didnt know edmund 0so got came in...they all playing CS...receive back my paper...badly done sia...all bcos of d stupid bio...waste my time...
after lec went to find TSO brandon, den discuss with him wat was going on...finally find the key character...mr stoll...den realise is beier grp never register...so finally no need to split...still remember gin's comtaminated grp...
back home...teaches extra one hr...got teaching mood...great, unlike another student...then found out i still had alot to rush...still eating dinner...cya...
reflected at 10:20:00 PM
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
today no enough slp...i gon gon go IAC...
IAC presentation, like buang liao...cos stupid ronnie koh say we out of qn...he nv giv us warning first like in Singapore or out of Singapore...purposely one...
Going to cut hair...den slp liao...cYa...crY...
reflected at 1:44:00 PM
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
i am mad...pH1
ipc...another report, wadeva...s0o many things too do liao...burst...moody...
if ppl cant c my agony, i wun say sry...cos u get it...
bio...another assignment...sumore tmr dateline...IAC crash...
i still
believe in miracle...
12 missions...one week...possible, muz hav
Faith...
juz had
HEATED argument with my FUCKING SIS, cos she duno lock d door, then d lock jamed, can oni open from inside, not outside...leaving d room never close, music inside
MADDING me, i close d door...not my fault if the door cannot open...den she
#@^%...cbi rushing, not going slp...
reflected at 8:53:00 PM
Monday, January 23, 2006
*
Gon*...juz woke up from a 45mins
FORCED slp...feel like fainting...
too tired liao...tuition ends at 8...now haven ate...
need to rushed IAC n CommT projects...still got thermo lab n project together with Chem E car...
i strongly
BELIEVED in MIRACLES...
today rushed 4 my morning bus...luckily made it...return key n book room, had to thk jie ren 4 helping me keep d paper...
math, new topic...no mood listen...
thermo...new again...watch a Flash on love story...oni like d background music n felt pitiful for the male character....release us early cos knowing we had tests later...
ate with stan, study at d same time...then go
Boulevard of Broken Dreams study abit then gone to convention ctr...meet with the girls....then cka came...
bio start lec first..then quiz...quiz is sumhow like game...class vs class...c who ans d most qn in the fstest time...he made 1st some marks...while last class had 19/30...then we got d last...lose bitterly...ends up like didnt study at all...waste my time...should had go study ipc instead...the other class cheated...though we 0so, but method abit...marie jie got one part
Scared me...boyboy felt like crying...haha.
ipc...teach again b4 quiz...td time is too short lah...but overall is easy as being open bk the ans we can search easily...
rush back home 4 tuiton taking 154 with stan n his gf...bustop met gin min...stan saw a IS classmate 0so..but i couldnt recognise her. at first..bus came, single deck air-con...
however, it is totally
PACKED...
i was squeezed near d driver tat old ticket machine...behind me is a grp of 3 tamil frenz...they r closed to tat door...dunno wad d hell wrong with tat driver...blacken face...bad mood...one of the 3 accident use his hand to hold onto the steel handle near the coin machine...cos i think he ganna pushed or lose control...the driver angrily sh0oed his hand away saying his hand blocked his left side mirror...wad d hell lor..say sumtin like "u block my mirror how i c, later accident u first one to die" then the guy 0so still very polite said never mind...later he whispered to his frenz in tamil or wat n i vividly heard "coward guy"...guess he is dulaned by d driver...later a man with two young son board d bus...sumo he is carrying one...he stand rite at d same previous spot holding the bar...the driver cant say anytin liao...muahaha, i was watching d fun....his sons speak english...very funny cos they commented abt d bus e.g. "Daddy, d bus so packed"... they r very young...not more than five i think...then d driver's face really joked me...i think the man 0so noticed the driver being moody, kept telling them to shut up...not enough? later still got a Malay woman who came up...the bus is damn packed...he stop d bus at d bustop waiting for ppl to alight...then woman knocked on d door...he open n point to his watch tellin her next bus will come in a min...the father kind of support the driver...but the woman repiled "how i know when it will come"...once again, i had to say it is a
BAD DAY for d driver...
reflected at 9:04:00 PM
Sunday, January 22, 2006
chee...got a gd rest finally...woke up watch TV...
abit
VEX...cos things around me always ganna damaged...
like all my fault like tat...am i a
DESTROYER?
my specs r broken...bag 0so...no time to fix...
now my wish is to buy a new specs...perhaps
GREEN.
saving money now...mayb next month can already...
cos now hav abit money...sumo another student teachin start liao...
then my mom nag me lor...tell me to
cut hair...buy new clothes...
i suddenly like my hair liao...dun feel like cutting...SianZzz...
tuition...
fighting with my student...
went eat again...luckily i had a
peaceful meal...
way home...
light raining...
Coolin...
back home...study liao...sianZzz....
reflected at 9:08:00 PM
Saturday, January 21, 2006
today, wake up early go bugis liao...took mrt. best part of my day...saw a woman (dun tell u pretty anot, later u all surely laugh at me again...) in a bus, den she took mrt 0so, surprisingly she climb d stair...not tat i never saw ppl climbing stair...but there is escalator and no one will use stair except when they alighting...remind me of my
past...when mrt arrive, she sat a person next to me...saw her with last time a alien figure keychain tat grow in d dark, remind me of my old alien bag again...in between us is a man with a book on
teamwork...quite nice to read cos there is chinese on d left page n english on d right page...so i can read the whole content even if the bk is not widely open...there is another girl sitting next to me with her bible, she never lifted her head most of d time...i know u sianZzz liao, main part now...got old ppl came den she offered her seat but d old man replied with a smile...so she sat again...sometime later, another old woman came, she offered again...then she kept standing until city hall...i was amazing, she is simply juz so
BEAUTIFUL... last time i had d habit of offering seat but now no longer...tis is wat i call
inner beauty...from her, i saw my past...a past tat had gone...How gd if i can chase her...but she is very old liao...i dun mind
姐弟恋 muhahaha...
reached bugis on time, went to bra brasha (not sure spelling correct), d shop not open yet...den went popular, fantasic place...then rushed back to np...
competition starts...1st round played with a beginner, i didnt cruelty win...2nd round played with my 2nd yr senior...i change my opening...turn from disadvantage to advantage situation...we r playing with limited time...last part both still had power to attack...juz tat i am d attacking side...his flag dropped in d end...3rd round played with my 3rd yr senior...i gave him a
BMW in d opening, later
Mercedes in d last part due to all my crazy carelessness...that was a damn funny game, i laugh at my faulty like siao...4th round player i played with another beginner...he kept toking...i wanna finished fast...cos all my previous games took almost half an hr...but cannot leh...i trapped his pieces until he didnt hav much freedom...then he lost his car carelessly due to impatient...last game, played with a strong opponent from outside...i rushed to attack...so sacrifice a piece to destroy his defence...in d end i took it back by winning his piece...soon i bombed his place...if i failed...i will immediately lose...cos his pieces r about to launch massive attack...gd game...considering i spent so much time...i think i am useless...
in d end i win 4 matches except 3rd round lose to my senior who became champion...i got third.
then went to hawker eat dinner alone...i took a large table...abt 6 ppl seats...didnt meant to but there is oni tat left...i order n sat...food came n i order 4 sugarcane...later a uncle oppsite me ask me when the other seats empty cos he wanna put his drinks...their family is huge so food had taken almost d whole table...i gladful said its ok no one sitting...suddenly a FUCKING bitch with her female frenz and a china guy from behind me appear n SAT their BLOODY BUTTS down...wat d fuck! they didnt even ask me...later the uncle tok they with me then turn back...when d drink lady came she 0so tok we r a family...cos i always eat alone...fuck their curry fish head...eat 4 wat...ur head will still be bloody STUPID...sumo the bitch took d chillies cos she selfishly want...keep on telling them "u wan chillies? tell them to take 4 us" her frenz didnt seem to like chillies...juz tat she felt her chillies r not enough...SianZzz...spolit my day....
later went home with d
blue sky n
grey clouds,
COOL...i walked in d rain n took a pic...now back home going bathe n slp...cya
another pH7 day...nothing much 0so...i tot i will b late 4 math tutorial...but in d end i was d first one...so strange cos even mdm lye haven come yet...
the drawings of LSCT was qutie nice...like d pics on the girl looking back...her face is damn cool...juz tat the shoulder tat part abit ??? making d girl like face to fac front view... another reason i like its becos it's
GREEN!!!
math tutorial...nothing much...ipc...nothing much except for the commotion on d
理想情人 n the planning of class outing...set as bbQ, muz thk gin 4 speaking abt d funding things...i forget to collect money again...in d toilet gin suddenly took my labtop...mistakenly blur me...
lunch at cant5, Edmund with us 0so, discuss minor things abt bbQ... i was planning to buy wat food, like marshmallow, potatoes, crab stick, chicken wings, sotong etc... i 0so has ideas 4 those not doing anytin...planned extra activites like flying kites, board games (monopoly), roller skating... juz dun wanna them to come empty-handed...radio or TV 0so can...if sumone really empty hand, i wan the person to help
clean up...i wana cook...made the charcoal
RED...
then math lec...sianZzz...then went to do project in library...then late 4 chess meeting...
chess, i sudden was reminded to get d room keys...cos they dun come on sat...but it's 6pm liao...office hr is 5.30pm...siao liao...the lady had gone back...but thks to another lady who kindly checked for us...later found out the area is not their so dun hav...i asked the closing time there, guess wat? 5.30pm...siao liao...then start my stupid run from the stadium there to cant1...y stupid? on d way saw marie, chun seng n joyce... then when reached there, the person told me the rooms dun need keys...ask the security guards open can liao...*faint*...
then play chess abit...i so stupid 0so, dunno how to kill...jing sheng was laughing 几
百年了...
went for meeting, then go to bukit timah plaza planning eat kfc...but they r closing...so went to bukit timah road (near bukit timah plaza) eat d johnson duck...Shiok!
called cka to go back home together...shouldnt had disturb...sry ya cka, didnt know u buzy...next time wanna go out tell me b4 hand, i dun wanna be
电灯泡...穆哈哈... then went home... didnt c moon...missing it...tmr have to wake up early go Bugis then back to np 4 competition...guess i need a rest soon...
my angels hinting me today:
Rushing...
reflected at 1:04:00 AM
Thursday, January 19, 2006
haven recharge my battery lately... i think still hav 2 wait till sun?
today, quite neutral...weather 0so didnt put my heart noticing...ppl walked past me didnt give me any color...well juz nothing special today...
took my bus to np, return key...went 4 thermo...got ppl who i dun know...after they went off mr ong came...he ask me 4 d time-table..but i haven done it...S0 he ask the rest...mentioning those late their fault...i rushed 4 the sat morning, cos i know myself no one will come at tat time...den ganna
sabotage by diyana...whole class laugh, even mr ong ask y...den gone through correction...find out my
stupidity...
thermo lec, whole day tok abt open hse, den release early...we go cant5 eat with edmund...cka duno sick or wat...then go to benches rot...got a phone call from senior...realise i hav to look after cca booth...so later late 4 ipc...
ipc nth much 0so, gone thru a chapter n release early 0so...cos she had to meet visitors...
went back to booth with joyce n stan...cka got project...i lend them my laptop while i rot with my friend watching Bleach...then went 4 meeting...
meeting, oni d few of us...deciding on the no. of matches etc...in d end release early 0so...
went home with one frenz, had to call stan to get back my laptop...
SoRry Sia Stan, cos i know u buzy but i kept calling u...cos my frenz rushin me lor.... saw a big eyes girl whom i always dream in convention ctr...hugging happily with her bf...felt
happy for her...but
sad for me...
gone back home in non-air double dec 154...but didnt enjoy it cos had to squeeZe with ppl...
now haven eat dinner...Siao liao.. my mind is full of
Blankness...
Guess my angels r trying to hint me 3 times today:
EARLY.
reflected at 9:22:00 PM
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
like 2 say sry 4 those reader who visited yesterday...cos boyboy here yesterday never go home...
今夜不回家..
let tok abt yesterday 17 jan. morning went np, nothing special...met gin at co-op then take lift together with chen ann...informed by gin we r doing titration 4 d ipc pract. test...didnt study...
the test...nothing to say...but marie took a long time sia (serious look) we waited outside 4 TS0, den no time to make d call to spca...
thermo. got back our paper very early (the day after test)... everyone did well. Me? 57%. no comment, i will say i had study but my own dessert, haha. den thermo project...i let u guys down...
我对不起你们...i will start soon after i like thermo...
home, on d way gone to Mac eat lunch...find out d toys cannot buy directly liao...muz buy happy meal...i buy lor auntie,
HAPPY?
tuition, i help her with social study on STB, then her com tat clock is late an hr late...so after lesson i got miss call from stan n joyce...shit late liao...but haha, joyce overslp...
meet stan at jp then mrt to je meet joyce.
Kbox...
start singing at 8.30, exit at 3am (closing time). One word:
SHIOK. except for missing 1st round of
LEMON HONEY n the
FREEZING temp...
WARNING: ckau muz come next time hor, if not i follow u like shadow...after tat went Mac cos the kopitam closed liao...i borrow stan's puzzle bk...the next moment they saw me with open bk but closed eyes...took taxi to stan hse, half-conscious in tat taxi liao...
stan's hse, first feeling is like entering into a 迷宫...haha, his sofa is damn soft...i fell into sweet dream soon...woke up half-aslp hearing stan's mummy going 4 work...then we slacking until 10+ go out take bus to bukit timah mkt
bukit timah mkt, eat chicken rice, damn hungry hehe...reach commt on time...
commt class, i do d first person to speak...cos too cold n stomach pain...nervous lor ntil mouth dry...didnt perform well...there is sumone i hated in d class...i am not interested in his love life, his long looong speech, his fake personality etc.. he is a
PASO (Proud Asshole Showing Off)nothing but an
EXTRA! he did extra things, tell ppl to do extra things n talk abt extra things... he ask table topic from his frenz, later when our lecturer didnt agree on tat (cos ivan n i told her other class got prepared but juz didnt tell her abt the classes name), he give her his frenz names lor...he ask things from frenz, but when he find it useless, he goes to their back n
STAB them...(u should know which types of ppl i hated) i feel sry for his frenz cos they knew such a "
LOYAL" frenz. Him,
ACTOR.
after lesson, went for cca booth...too tired so slp a while...later training 0so fallen aslp...*YAWN* learnt from coach tat one muz be
冷静.
back home finally, missed it...vexed abt projects stuffs n quizzes, even tuition schedule 0so...*SIAN*
词:宋健彰 曲:周杰伦
久未放晴的天空
依旧留着你的笑容
哭过却无法掩埋歉疚
风筝在阴天搁浅
想念还在等待救援
我拉着线复习你给的温柔
暴晒在一旁的寂寞
笑我给不起承诺
怎么会怎么会你竟原谅了我
我只能永远读着对白
读着我给你的伤害
我原谅不了我
就请你当作我已不在
我睁开双眼看着空白
我忘记你对我的期待
读完了依赖
我很快就离开
i like tis song cos yesterday, hmm should b today lah (2am+), sang it in Kbox...my senior had previously sang b4, the girl in d mtv very 可怜... so had deep impression...hope u all like it...
reflected at 11:23:00 PM
Monday, January 16, 2006
yo, bloggin again... recently heard of news abt registering of personal website (esp. blogs), damn worried n might stop bloggin :(
ok, as a beginner, hope to receive ur guidance in future.
请多多指教. haha, ganna scold 4 writing o-level compo format...so will try not 2b so long-winded... i not so perfect, so will make careless mistakes (eg. broken english n spelling mistakes) here n there, so thk 4 compromising me...
my 16 jan 06 started at 1+...thermo cannot finish...so wun get 75% above, hope to get 66 or 76 ^^...never had time 4 breakfast, leave home late at 7.15, so decided take mrt (in d end not much diff) hopefull to reach at 7.40 to meet my senior 4 settling club matters... then i
LATE for 20mins, 8 reached... i had a math lec at 8...but already plan to pon long ago cos i got stomachache...strange lor cos i haven eat anytin yet... after the things clear, rush 4 toilet in library...then gone to cant1 2 eat...but looked nothing 4 me thus changed to sim...long long time nv go there liao...then plan 2 study at "
Boulevard Of Broken Dreams"... den received a call frm joyce tat mdm lye release early 1hr...she is such a gd lecturer...(feel abit guilty). then due to sum communication errors, joyce went down to meet me while i went up to meet her... Happy moment when taking lift...cos there is a girl inside...i took the lift frm ground floor, so i tot she heading out, but being blurred to realised she was trying to stop sneezing... so she press 7, i was thinking what no she press earlier...so never press, once out, i headed to another lift to go 8, suddenly she came from behind, took same lift to 8...the last thing i remember is her
short n sharp ponytail...haha...den went to the classrm, mdm lye came out (she didnt scold me^^, oni say lesson over, haha) didnt c joyce so call her again...later she eat at cant5, i mentally stuck at my thermo bk...then rushed to the exam hall blurly...had 2 say sry to joyce, cos mistaken Lt38 to Lt22...everyone there liao but luckily haven start...oni problem is the temp is damn hot...
didnt do well 4 d paper, juz my dessert...cry.
break, at first at cant3, but change 2 atrium...blur at findin power points...then called SPCA..the lady officer at first heard my laughter (they made me laugh...) so maybe very angry...tat y when i couldnt hear her clearly n "huh", she want me to say "excuse me"... never mind, at least learn sumtin (she did laugh when i huh d second time b4 changing immediately to tat magic words)
i 0so learned additional functions of my phone...Darling u r so wonderful...cos there is a call recording tat is helpful 4 interviewing ppl^^
bio, i know he is angry... but he is
professional...i would b mad if in his shoes...the whole class divided into three parts. A is very active (talking), B is normal (those who r blurred or trying to listen..) n C is very quiet (
hibernating). of cos b% is damn low. Diyana told us sumtin tat made me laugh like siao. before going off, cka told diyana tat marie's bra strip came out or wat...den i commented "like tat more
sexy", making diyana laugh like hell... then we decided to pon ipc...
bukit timah mkt,. didnt plan there actually...juz mood lor... funny things happen tat made me laugh into tears...we planing to eat the beancurd with riceball...joyce go n say fishball...guess these few day our brains wun b functioning normally...then went home...almost fell aslp standing in bus...
TV, shiok, final episode of 3 stars...juz an
kaepo neighbour auntie to came n spolit my mood... she is a backstabber n stingy ppl...i dun like this kinds of ppl. i purposely vertically occupies d whole sofa, so she could sit with my mom... when my mum had 2 talk with another ppl, she stand there
peiseh den come n disturb me by asking me stupid qns like whether i had sch today...where is my pet...i ans her without eye contact cos i dun wan 2c her face. I dun c a need 2 fulfil ppl'
fake curiosity.
Look ard U. If one ppl avoid U, mayb its bcos of eight character cannot match. If two ppl dislike U, mayb its bcos they r of d same kinds. If four ppl siam U, mayb its bcos it is a misunderstanding. If eight ppl dun like U, mayb u happen to offend them. If 16 ppl HATE U, there is SUMTIN WRONG with U. If 32 ppl or MORE CONDEM U, U BETTER CHANGE!!!
reflected at 9:33:00 PM
Sunday, January 15, 2006
close my eyes and feel your mind
time has passed
I walk like a shadow
never knew
what I am going through
you touch my hand and take my breath away
whisper on the wind so softly
let the bright stars fill our dreams with love
reach for your hand (you're holding my key)
and you show me the way
tonight, I feel close to you
you open my door and light the sky above
when I need a friend, you are there right by my side
I wish we could stay as one
I wish we could stay forever as one
all the tears that haunt my past
you promised
it'll be better tomorrow
play that song
you and I listened to
and let it gently ease our pain
tender rain drops from the blue sky
flowers blooming, life is so divine
like sunlight on a stream (you're holding my key)
you show the world to me
tonight, I feel close to you
you open my door and light the sky above
when I need a friend, you are there right by my side
I wish we could stay as one
so much love in this beautiful world
search for the brightest star in the sky
you will find the meaning of love
don't be afraid (don't be afraid), just be yourself (just be yourself)
we need this love... I've never knew
tonight, I feel close to you
you open my door and light the sky above
when I need a friend, you are there right by my side
I wish we could stay as one
tonight, I feel close to you
you open my door and light the sky above
when I need a friend, you are there right by my side
I wish we could stay as one
I wish we could stay forever as one
today woke up at 3pm+..guess too tired liao..woke up ate, then slp again...guess i dying...
didnt go out or study...thinking of things...then discuss abt club issues...vexed..my dinner?.. haven ate...soon at time like a.m.? funny rite...tmr had 2 go buy chess clock..cannot meet stan..sry...hav alot of things to settle...hope things go out well..thermo? haven start yet...when can i start? I broke it again...wad a loner. My frenz is coming...the name is STRESS...
i notice sumtin...my lucky color changes...the car tat 154 past by had changed....it is now yellow...where is d previous green? Had sumone bought it? I 0so found out tat the shop closes the light after 11+pm...
stll reading, thermo? Haven start...
reflected at 12:03:00 AM
Saturday, January 14, 2006
yoYoYO...sry guys cos i didnt blog ytd...abt ytd, it is totali FUN! Let me xplain.
ytd...weather back to SUNny, abit sian...dun like abt the morning cos it is RUSHin me like HELL...i was doing my written tutorial...in d end bo bian cannot finish so set off to sch liao. 9.15 already, 迟了...thus reached np on time...when i entered d room oni got gin n jonathan, dunno where mdm lye gone...gone toilet den back, still d same so i set up my com den she appeared...started revision soon...den return back paper...lot of CARELESS...look like its a long time since i played chess...but haha, gin n i got top in class but sumone frm 01 top the whole lecture...abit disappointed not becos didnt top d lec as i know myself after d paper i will made a lot of mistakes...the paper dunno wad d hell hypo me into depression state, thus i had no appetite after d paper...next time had 2 slp early liao...the REAl REAson is becos last time i got told stan n cka i wanna get 66, 76, 86 n 96 during bio...i prefer 6 (bio i got 75.5...very close lor)
then math i got 95...i rather they get 97, 98, 99 Or 10o lor then i can get my beLOVEed 96, still i will b DAMN hAPPy...damn angry cos d top scorer got 96...snatch my no. ...
IPC, no bad cos can understand, cheng xun ganna joked by gin, made d whole class laugh, even mdm tan laughed..hehe.. everytin is S0o fine except 4 an sentence tat spolit my m0od...
Lunch, SIAn...many REAson..the veg limited...bababa. cka help me with my blog, thk alot! but d song still hav sumtin weird...u figure out urself...the problem in my blog oso still haven solved... wish to say sry to edmund abt my strange behavior...n my attitude t0o...mayb edmund u know tat reason already...
math lec, cant understand a thing, many reasons 0so, mdm lye rushin train bababa n a continuous disturbance...once it ends i rushed 4 toilet den to IMM liao... at sim bustop saw gin, as i cross d overheard bridge 0so saw mitch, den at bustop saw didi coming 0so... quite cold...
gin took 61 gone, then mitch n didi were chatting abt sumtin tat need legal age to do one, i dun hav tat habit so didnt join in their conversation...mitch was rather concerned with wat bus i can take...mayb i can guess y...
imm (giant), meet up with my cca frenz, two of them, plus me is three..havin a problem of manpower...stuck at d drinks department...then a gd new came...ppl going 4 bbq had bcome fewer...less load liao...saw 庄米雪n周初名 4 their variety show, muahahahaha, then we gone to cashier...she very pretty n young...but shouldnt had chose her...next time i will go 4 auntie liao...
i think she juz finish o-level or wat working part time...there r two lining up so we r d third...the first one had 2 paid 1o0+, then d two aunties b4 us 0so 100+...lot of things 4 her...she had sumhow an argument with one of d aunties, cos the aunt bought a veg that need to b weighed, she oni weighed one, so the gal told her oni can take d one weighed..aunties angry liao then bababa...the gal stare at us (alot of times but i can assure u it's not me) then gave in...the aunties gone then ur turn...cos we buying bbq food...alot of things r frozen...poor thing 4 her... i take myself 0so very pain...finally, after all the things r calculated...she SHOUTED $148.55!!! (if i didnt remember clearly d price) dunno y she so angry...i freaked out laughing like hell (duno y recently i siao already cant control my laugh) at her damn angry look n the surprised looks of a caucasian couple lining up behind us , pray 4 d couple cos it's their TURN...later my frenz told me she angry perhaps she met alot of customers with alot of 100+ ones, muahahaha, gd luck 2 her t0o...i 0so felt giant shld had 2 ppl at cashier...one doing d counting n one packing...they wanna save money izzit....but actually giant goods r cheaper 0so...muhahahaha
exit imm, queuing 4 taxi...i damn angry...i wanna CURSE those ppl who cut my queue (look at d section abt me on my hates) there is a FUCKing BITCH siting on a seat tat r no meant for queuing behind us, she kept saying things abt us to his bf or husband??? (i felt bad 4 him if he is married, if still dating can juz look 4 another one) she said we r not queuing actually, kept on pressing him to go infront...i didnt know abt tis kind of queuing stuffs ( i am purely an ignorant boy) that there shld b sumone lining up in the lining seat while sumone standing with their bags...cos there r ppl in front of us oso going bbq, they r like close as a grp, the girls siting toking to a boys standing, the girls r at d end of the seat...so i tot the boy standing there is normal..later when some taxi came then there r seats already, but d boy didnt sit...the man behind us was forced by his Bloody Bitch to ask us a stupid qn: r u queuing?...then i ask back the boy in front of us whether he is queuing, i stupid oso? Juz at tis instant , the FUCKing bitch goes up to sit on d seat with his man...the rest behind oso follow them...being cut liao, i was wondering "y d boy in front of us didnt get angry as he said he queuing oso" then a lady who oso cut my queue told me to come n sit down...damn blur liao..den she explained that we shld hav one person lining while d rest stand...u know i dun wanna cut d boy queue...so the couple win liao lor...fuck them...ganna cut by alot of ppl becos of them, they can actually tell us to go infront instead of cutting straight at our face...they two ppl we three ppl u know...i cursed them to met car accident provided d taxi driver dun get injured. there is a man sitting infront of tat helpful lady..so i tot they couple...den when they took separate taxi with oni a few light plastic bags, i was fainting...
reached np again...i wanna lend the water container (dunno d name) the swimming pool guard dun allow oso, wadeva...think he dun like me cos they whole day kept on staring at those muscular guys...gays..dun like my type...rejected...saw ethan going into pool...
kismis field, the bbq things work work work....bababa, sp ppl not coming...nyp oni a few...i bqqing, didnt played chess at all, surprised izzit? learned alot of things...next time class outing i MUZ organise liao...i will plan out everything 好好. Then fire-starter n butter ran out, rushed to cold storage...took d overhead bridge..GUESS wat i saw...A FULL MOON, so nice...a long never see liao...
at KAP, told cka i might b late...in d end really late, had 2 said sry to cka...tired until 11.30, really scared tat d last bus gone...in d end 154 came, non-air double deck, shiok...windy n cloudyless night with beautiful moon, slp...
reflected at 9:46:00 PM
Thursday, January 12, 2006
I like d clouds today, they protect me frm d rays... I oso loved the rain, showering me on d way 2 bustop den to d tutorial too. The sim lift is crowded, so enjoyed the raindrops again. Made a call during d slope up to the sim cant, kinda mixed feeling cos sumtin ganna cancel, dun wish to say anymo...
Sour...the taste that Linger ard me d whole morning...
Yellow...the color tat made up my Lunch today...
sumtime i muz make myself loved Lemon...
ipc, i dunno y, felt abit happy...mayb is Ivan's fault...sumtin funny when we walked up the stair-case from co-op...cos there is a lady in the stair, we turned left n open d door, walked out n the rain attacked us again...then we realised the lady walk behind us along the corridor but different direction...guess wat, there is another door tat will hav shelter...muahahha
157 journey home... boon lay there got pasar malam, shop abit 4 food mainly, then knew sumtin new from cka how to identify clothes bet Sg n Australia from M'sia...ate a burger, forget its name liao...but it is Great.
at home, slack... blank again...when can i c d moon again?
reflected at 9:11:00 PM
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
Today, my heart is filled with sorrow, my body is flowing with cold blood n my eyes r filled with bitter tears... Very moody, felt like a frog in a well...someone being threw down a high-storey building...juz like the surrounding r many times taller then me... i wanna to give up...surrender......I'm suffering frm wat actually? I HATE myself... I will let Kairong go to deep slp... after today there is no more Kairong... Kairong SUX...
Kaizi will replace the body...she killed me with words...another one destroy me with her stare...a man shot me with hatred...the another one squeezed me to death with his background...
I will CHANGE...pls hate me more...i will no longer hate, neither will i love...
reflected at 8:31:00 PM
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
yo...there is a serious problem in my blog, no1 hav noticed it? Hav to seek help liao... Nvm, yesterday too slpy to blog sia... So lets tok abt it -_-"
ytd, woke up late (cos watchin vampire3 n blogging late at nite), forget to pack bag.. then my mom still nag lor..sianZzz...then meet cka n stan in 154...when reach in sim meet with joyce, of cos when we reach late liao, haha. I damn hungry during math lecture (no time eat breakfast)...
bio n ipc paper taken back, abit happy abit sad (dun tell u ^.^). during ipc aft paper taken back, alot of ppl sneaked away...then marie n diyana wanna escape but i done sumtin stupid then mdm tan stared angrily at me, making them angry at me oso...wanna apologise here:(...
on d way home i dunno y laugh until like siao...alot of reasons including the "empty" lift incidence (dun tell u oso) very childish la..stan n i took 174 home, the journey i too tired liao n fell aslp... at boon lay interchange the driver came very soon, i tot i very lucky...but best part of day came...the angels played a funny joke on me lor...i sat in d bus for 5 min. Guess wat was d driver doing? he kept switching off n on the lights, engine...open n close d door...yet the bus still cant move a single step... i was praying down there asking driver to give up...but the driver was like 相信就会走, 不相信就不会走...finally he give up n tell us to go the other bus...he go back to find d another driver..wait...den he came with another purple guy, but he say he couldnt find d driver...wait again...finally he came with the right driver...tat how a pitiful boy safety reach home safe n sound...tired then slp liao...
today...hav tuition in d morning...hav 2 go there now...cya
reflected at 9:34:00 AM
Monday, January 09, 2006
d music is down...troubleshooting now...
reflected at 6:55:00 PM
《我和疆尸有个约会Ⅲ》电视原声歌曲
时空交错 百般爱恨 几多凄美故事
而人间魔界 爱的引力 能突破界限
从没有迷信宿命 却永远难违天意
其实我亦有心事 你不会知
* 如若某天终不禁 深深一吻透心
连成一体血脉 不理种下福祸
来日里齐轮回那境地 彼此变一对
# 总不可吻下去 怕最终不可挽回
梦魇千万年 断送这份情 孽障一再延 避免这孽缘
悲怆的孤星 没法相认 痛苦莫名
时光飞闪 百般爱念 几多心醉片段
人间烟火 最终有限 难越过生死
从没有迷信宿命 却永远难违天意
其实我亦有心事 你可会知
reflected at 2:49:00 AM
Vampire3 ending abit rush...but the song v nice...will try to search then put on here,muahahaha
Juz now oso had watched renci, felt abit sorrow when ming yi fa shi cried, so donate...haiz damn d NKF incident...made the funding so little...
when i got home...the rain haven stop, so i happily 淋雨 back home..wonderful...
tis weekend i enjoy myself totally
but next week...haiz...a load of stuffs to handle liao...but
CheEr uP!
reflected at 1:03:00 AM
Ok..watched vampire3..back to juz now the idol...he started helping us to identify while he continued his game. He damn pro sia, he can identify the diff in his own game within secs while oso helping us...it is like u can hear the sound effects "tink! tink! tink!" continuously frm his machine...he not oni fast...when we r stuck half-way, he will juz point out all the smallest, hardest diff, such a gd eye concentration! He oso had attitude lor..when we game over he juz put his card on the sensor 4 us to play again...OMG...he is our 偶像!
reflected at 12:14:00 AM
Sunday, January 08, 2006
i lik d weather today, super love it. sO raini n cOolin, hope everyday is sunday. muahaha.
today juz went out in d morning with stan n joyce, met in boon lay mac then gone 2 jp with no plan...end up in popular for 1hr...then slack abit decided 2 go arcade. Long time nv step into...saw a grp of ppl gathering ard a gun machine, i tot wat happen, den realise it's a lanuch of new game...then we played a photohunter game, nt too sure abt d name but it is a game which give u two pics to identify differences within limited time. While we played...now come to the CLIMAX of d day...a person came n sat next to us playing d same game...he is our IDOL, 偶像! Let me explain later...
reflected at 10:59:00 PM
Friday, January 06, 2006
start of today is terrible...too slpy 2 wake up, laying on d sofa until my mom nudged me. wat shock me is she ask me to eat lunch...8am??? 2 words: NO WAY. I rushed to bathe den rush 4 sch liao, cos i had d habit of leaving 1hr b4.
Den in d bus, i damn slpy blury...forgot to alight at sim. Later reached lab, Marie asked me y i didnt alight, den i realised i really didnt care abt my surrounding in d bus..duno wat wrong with me...Watmor, none of my frenz came.. So, lunchtime i became a 浪人, muhaha. Went to cant1, alot of ppl, so decided back 2 cant5.
Now my dy/dx of my life=O. Dun understand? i mean my turning pt, hehe.. i think angel jie jie above r watching over me.. they know i hungry, so after i bought my food n settle down, a man n a woman nearby left. Wat left is me n d cant, WHOLE of it...feel like eating with ghost. Den took bus home, after stan n his gf alight at clementi, i saw a empty seat...the angels knew i slpy oso, thus they sent a yawning lady to sit beside me. She can yawn 6 times in abt 10mins. U all might b wantin 2 ask whether she beautiful rite, i rather dun tell u...cos they always say i 没眼光...
Look like i hav 2 recharge my battery...
reflected at 4:40:00 PM
What do you call a deer with no eyes? No idea.
What do you call a deer with no legs and no eyes? Still no idea.
reflected at 12:59:00 AM
A little boy was visiting his grandmother and the young boy asked his grandmother,"grandma, how old are you"? She replied, "you shouldn't ask me questions like that". A few minutes past and the young boy asked his grandmother another question, "how much do you weight"? The grandmother replied, "you shouldn't ask me questions like that"!
The following week when the little boy went back to school he told his friends about the coversation he had with his grandmother and how he was unable to get an answer from her. The little boy's friends advised him to look on her drivers license, all t he information will be there.
The next week when the little boy was visiting his grandmother he told her he knew how much she weighed and how old she was. The grandmother didn't believe him until he told her,"you weight 130lb., and you are 65 years old". Then the little boy in a bashfull way wispered to his grandmother, "I also know you got an F in Sex.
reflected at 12:28:00 AM
Thursday, January 05, 2006
Moody sia, 3 eqns... oni d citric acid passed...still hav d nerve to say order 4 us. y not i buy lemon myself. 气死人. Not fun liao, dun feel like doing...
reflected at 10:21:00 PM
today was a fine day, i like d weather...sOoo cOoolin n windy..
Lucky today ipc was easy, dunno should celebrate or cry, cos got a lot of things i study hard hard one didnt come out such as spdf...
On d way home got shopping abit..haha bought a panda keychain n attach 2 my old bag..toking of the old bag, i juz revive it yesterday nite by sewing it with qi qi si shi jiu zhen muahaha... so happy, look like i will say gdbye 2 the new bag...mcuk....
reflected at 5:31:00 PM
原来不是白就是黑
只不过是天真的以为
要醉得清醒要无辜的犯罪
现实的世界只有灰
坚强得太久好疲惫
想抱爱的人沉沉的睡
卷来的风暴凶猛里有种美
死了心痛就没感觉
灰色空间 我是谁
记不得幸福是什么滋味
无路可退你是谁
怎么为我流泪
梦见发着光的草原
一身伤回到很久以前
我选择不恨带着平静走远
醒来后夜还是长夜紧
抱着我流泪
reflected at 4:22:00 AM
Humorous n Happygolucky r wat i aim 4...
reflected at 1:19:00 AM
yoYoYO, so Happy....cos first time...cya!
reflected at 12:12:00 AM