woke up early, 9plus instead of regular 4pm or even 8pm (15hrs slp)
gosh, is there any slping competition?
and so! i took my old toothbrush n clean my dirty shoes thou not sparkling, did feel nice wearing them out
anw, i finally shaved too btw, i went to have a haircut 0so
curious y the sudden urge? cos, i went to find job liao!
too bad. didnt succeed. rejected twice by "no vancancy"
so end up went to settle my troubling issues
M1 shop. the guy told me "sir, u can call the hotline to clarify with them. i think they didnt followup. but our system already has it."
sometimes later...
"actually there is this negative sign on ur bill."
i'm too blur liao to understand the negative sign... but he gave me the reassurance nod, tat my prob is settled.
Game shop. the lady asked me "have u drop ur PSP before"
i nodded.
sometimes later...
"真的没有掉?"
guess i cant really copied well the M1 guy's nod.
she loaded some data. then returned to me "na! all fixed. juz ur some of ur files corrupted."
i was like WOW. how come my troubles seem so 小-case de!
but i was wrong.
she found out my "home" "vol" to "select" "start" tat buttons panal NON RESPONSIVE!
"ARH!! muz be water seep in rite?
i nodded (sHh, i didnt told her i bathe with it)
"i'm afraid ur motherboard got damaged by water..u sure can cry liao"
the feeling was like a balloon tat bring u up to heaven then suddenly burst!
thks God, turn out to be juz the metal strip wet oni.
so grateful to her. well, if u start to picture her as some ah lians in those gameshop, my apology. but seem like i guessed correctly the reason for a mkting degree-holder to stay thr.
gosh!!! cost me 20 bucks to learn my funny lesson. u muz be disappointed by the 20. but it's huge when one turning bankrupt liao!
who was the one i'm dreaming all these while?
P.S: i'm getting the old feeling back again. the feeling of being lucky. maybe this time, DKr is really returning back.
reflected at 11:54:00 PM
Sunday, July 20, 2008
Devastated
oh my Darling, do u know u're already part of my life? i'm at loss now...y did u die on me?
tat's was wad happened whn i bathed with my precious psp tgt.
water somehw seep in. the software ended kisiao no response to any button. in the reboot system, msg out some games cant load
omg. how do i live~ w/o u... no music life.
diedie muz find job to have it repaired!
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yest nite 6+ enter SP's hall. as expected, me being the few chinese... but wad i din expect was, i came out at 11.30 wow i tell u, nv had i left my seat. stuck down with a heavy bladder yet an empty stomach...
well, it did pay off. her team took 3rd outta 17 teams. amazing somehow, the cheers of her team aint louder than those teams behind.
conclusion: the softness of cheers aint proportional to the actual strength!
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today woke up by senior's call. walau, the team (in my opinion) cmi... cos i ask n ask n ask, way very early for the time n venue of meeting on the actual day morning, then he smsed
pissed off. i mean, yest i dun even know wad time muz i wake today...du lan
sumo it's at pasir ris. as js commented "arh? u go so far oni 1 match?"
lol.
opponent was in his forties, those 中年人士。 he see me like those 小混混, not v bothered.
opening was standard, frm de bk. he nv really spend much time thinking. guess i haben gave him the mature-serious impression guess he haben really estimate me correctly
one thing for sure, he pays his price.
but it's too late for him le. things were already gd for me, esp i got 2 extra soldiers
but the most fatal part is still being careless. he gave up after losing his cannon
during our review game, he said: "走到这里的时候,才知道你有料的。"
ok, let me be a proud ass once a blue moon. this time, i really dun have much stress or nervous like last time during sch days
this is wad i read frm a bk, quite useful "to be confident, u have to be confident"
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joey smsed "how come ur weekends so weird de" frm an indian dance comp, to pasir ris chess comp most imptly, i enjoyed myself!
P.S: weekend - the All Time Favourite, be it schooling or working life
reflected at 11:18:00 PM
Saturday, July 19, 2008
i asked my mom to reconfirm the date for the new hse cos previously she said august(八月)
guess wad. turn out to be OCT. "i tot u said 八月?" "ya i did. lunar mah" ... nvm, which means i still can use my precious toilet for 3 more mths.
some time later...
sis asked my mom abt new hse again then updated abt the furnishing and painting
mom: "i going to hire painter" sis: "show me the colors. OMGGG this (paintbook) already outdated!!! dun touch my room ok. i'll paint myself. then ur son de leh?" mom: ...(looking at me) sis: "he not painting GREEN ar?" mom: ...(continue looking at me)
i nodded. (seem like whole world knows my fav color)
sis: "SEE? so his bed how?" mom: "dark-color. close to brown."
sis: "OMG!!! (森林) FOREST LIAO"
mom: "hahaha. but the bed i chosen with papa can suit the deskcom de" me(DULAN face): "decades ago i already said i dun wan a bed"
sis: "he using laptop de mah. deskcom not ur one meh?"
moral of story: within this period, i muz read up interior design bk. hook up some painting skill. along with tat, more shopping (furniture shop for glass) cos i already hav some concepts in mind le.
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juz back home from movie. dying to watch batman, bo bian some1 heard review -ve so we catch hancock instead.
领悟:很难被看穿的人 也是很容易被误会的。
conclusion: the feeling of unable to be with some1 u love is Miserable.
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luckily with a pickup, gone mustafa to buy soap.
hmm thru Time, some changes of mine r: 1) able to open can drink with single hand 2) using soapbar instead of liq type 3) forgetting some1 4) meeting the passing citeria of napfa *soon* 5) more "experienced" (资深)
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hanging out with ppl older than me, notice they already somehw have a plan for future i'm still struggling to sort out my direction...
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these few days while the kids havin dinner i will play X-japan DVD. so mom will ask them "男的还是女的?" well, they aint stupid.
starting to like this song, sharing their band name.
aft comparing all their live concert versions toshi always hav a part to intro themselves then he will repeatively shout "we are.." fans will jump up with a X followed by hide saying crazy stuffs (but this version yoshiki did) well, i luv the guitar part towards the ending part.
they are, how i understand the meaning of the word, legend.
P.S: gg to hav a short nap b4 gg play chess with senior. nite still gonna watch dance concert to support my ex-colleague.
reflected at 4:30:00 AM
Thursday, July 17, 2008
你做了决定了吗?
如果你选的是 一个快死的人,
那么占卜师就会在一旁叹息道:
“为什么你会去救命中注定活不久的人 而放弃了万万不能死的皇帝?”
如果你选的是 不可以死的人,
那么小孩子就会愁眉不展地问:
“奇怪了。 不可以死的人不就是神仙吗? 快死的人你却见死不救。。”
终结:我们是永远无法满足每个人或得到大家的认同。 重要的是,我们要做回我们自己。
You can never have everyone praise you, nor will everyone condemn you. but most imptly, we juz have to BE OURSELVES.
P.S: shopping did regenerate my drive to work again. today another lesson i learnt - too much specifications will oni make life diff.
reflected at 11:17:00 PM
Monday, July 14, 2008
Who will U save?
你会救谁?
一个快死的人?
或是。。。
不可以死的人?
reflected at 10:34:00 PM
Saturday, July 12, 2008
as the shaking legs days continued...
staying at home. lo0king aft kids. practising endgames. tired liao, play psp. bored already, read book. if not, watch X-japan's concert.
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watch superhero tat lame show. one part when the song "all by myself" comes in, EMO. (esp u played it whn nobody ard) but overall, it did cheer me up!
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found out sadly tat more couples ended breaking up. it's a pity. being outsider, there's nt much i can say. juz dun regret the decision.
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well, i finished ard 1/8 of the bk. actually cant say learnt much, cos much to surprise, most of them i already understand. perhaps 当局者迷, they're either thrown aside or left forgotten.
1) Irrespectful (大男人), More Demanding (compared to stranger) Nagging(women kpkb) main reasons of unsuccessful r/s
2) Money is often the troubling factor one advice given was to keep a spending recordbk & budget planning
i know for my case, mainly movies ba. 0so, i muz go & find a job soon!
3) Friendship. (here admitting quite a failure i'm) today as we chat abt old days a fren told me how stuck up emo i was due to some women's issues..
another bad habits i havin walking either too fast or "cut-lane"
earlier on, i developed a "hating" towards a gd fren i had for yrs. i know the person wasnt bad. but sensing the person didnt feel proud to have me as fren
havin own circle of frenz i can nv enter or the person ownself not wanting to come out
slowly i begin to distinguish the dist of our frenzship bet buddies, close frenz or juz frenz. esp tat kind of juz saying hello, followed by byebye.
well, i 0so hav my own circle. diff part was how to "split-body" always in dilemma whn A and B called u out separately. often very paiseh to reject them
here to say sry to a buddy nose-bleeding commando, do tc. u make me scared of going NS liao.
Criticism, an lethal weapon to sink a Frenzship.
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early morning went collect new keys yest gotta slp sooner than usual time ended insomnia...
lately very healthy digestive system poo-poo daily. (y?) cos i think i will miss most my SQUAT-STYLE TOILET aft shifting hse. (i didnt use "moving hse" cos oni shift 2 streets sia...)
abit crazy. always worry this and tat e.g. wad if next time
1. wife oni use SIT-STYLE toilet?
2. wife's 娘家 use ricebowl chopsticks but i use plate with fork & spoon?
3. wife muz slp in air-con yet i cant
haha, aft brainstorming solutions
1. have a hse with 2 kinds of toilets
2. buy all utensils, kids use hand lo
3. summer slp tgt, winter slp sofa lo
lol
afternoon watch hellboy2. funniest part - "i cant smile w/o u"
P.S: whn buying balloon for kids, rmb to tie tightly to their hands!
reflected at 11:26:00 PM
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
quick blog.
finally went back np collect my cert. with ann.
7yrs classmating. didnt really wunder we actually passed.
holy godly.
finally had my 鸡扒面。say 10mths?
finally played pool. say 2mths?
finally re-visit the clubhouse and play chess inside. say 8mths?
finally had my fishball noodle. say 9mths? (thou the old uncle took quite awhile. didnt saw the old auntie..)
as i eat, behind was playing Beyond's 光辉岁月。 power.
P.S: it's nv been better to have all the old feelings back in 1 day. i hope today will nv left so soon and autumn wun come so early.
reflected at 11:51:00 PM
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
funny pic i took in zoo. well, yest i was reading a bk on how to be happy. guess if it was 5yrs ago, i think i wun even give it a damn.
it's hard to be ppl's papa.
P.S: the author is Dale Carnegie.
reflected at 11:47:00 PM
Sunday, July 06, 2008
the easily-get-l0st boy on the ram...
tat time few days back, didnt know while waiting for bus, will have a lesson on the weather..the sunlight...the trees.. anw, due to buzy working tempo, we hardly slow down to observe our surroundings.
fall sick badly on the last day work. experience another Firm-handshake. pain...
someday later, visited zoo. then gt a ALL-PUT-PLANES steambt.
anw, bought a watch. didnt know it makes me luffing esp in timberland. (alot of ppl said it's nice. 难得眼光没贴STAMP!) finally found the shirt i've been lo0king for mths... in the shop i once visited 2yrs ago. the auntie no more thr. then the ppl's service is SO CMI...
btw, received a comp invitation. wow, long time nv touch them le.
P.S: a period. to rest. to relax. to rejuvenate. hopefully dun hibernate.
reflected at 10:41:00 PM
Tuesday, July 01, 2008
flu days. released days. more to come...
reflected at 11:32:00 PM
From a Boy to Man
Once a Marist, always an Officer