Thursday, March 30, 2006
hmm...received some gd news...e.g. np, sp challenge...
er...yesterday training learn abt my previous mistakes of car, haiz still got long way to go
then today woke up late cos past few days oni few hrs slp (even coach say i very sianZzz during training...furthermore morning ice-skate, whole body SOUR next day...my right leg now bruise like
leopard spot, red n purple...skate like penguin...felt so useless on ice)
today i went tuition...pupil attitude me...nvm...den at 6pm stupid cka say he not buying le...went to buy 4 at 7-eleven...
in d bus interchange..(one reason for blogging today)...i saw a old uncle...seem to be malay...blind man to be precise...he carried a walking stick...then after some effort manage to alight the bus...then he struggled toward us by touching iron railing...the first person who was waiting didnt even help him when the old man realised he had enter into the queue...then he continue another direction...i DIDNT come out of the queue 0so to help him...cos for a selfish reason, i wanna go back home to maple...another lame excuse i gave myself is tat if he is really blind...he should had some frenz to help him...even the bus driver 0so nv help...so i tell myself he is faking...
but the realistic truth is, i am juz a selfish boy...i hate myself, an useless guy....in d end a guy came out of the queue to help him, but juz oni asking him where he going n giving direction...two pretty saint nic girls queuing behind actually 0so wanna help...but they r slower than the guy...it is quite a long queue...yet the old man receive help oni after several mins...look like the girls r beautiful not oni outside n
there r more n more selfish ppl living in d world...i remember wat my senior had done in d bus few days ago when we pass thru bishan...alot of old ppl juz finish praying cemetery, so he wan me to stand up with him...recalling now makes me more aware of myself...long time nv do any charity liao...look like the environment i in now is much dirtier than last time...need to clean myself soon...
went back home then realise tat the suit is gone from shop...emily says yesterday still had...cka i hate u!!! in d end not enough cash...rush out to 7-eleven buy another one...back home wanting to top up then the website says under maintainence!!! i hate asiasoft!!!in d end waited until 11+ bought chinese wedding suit, muhahahahaha, dun tok to cka le!!! dun trust u le!!!
then after some invitation cards problems...finally can WEDDING!!! i married le, they say maybe she is a boy..then gay marriage...i wanna vomit blood...hungry le....now then can eat dinner...
need to wake up soon, knock out my sense...even a wood that is softer than metal can float.
i had eyes...
but y did i chose not to see...to see an old blind man infront of me...
dkr is nothing but a shame...
reflected at 11:29:00 PM
Friday, March 24, 2006
first 0f all...a big BiG s0ory for putting up a rusty blog...
ok...all becos of MaplE AdDicTi0N
vERy SAd for mY resUlt...cos there is stIll C!!! buT i deserve it lah...haha
no A+ 0so...luckily can pass one of my module...thk to my stomachache!!!
today went out with edmund n stan...cka n joyce still slping...
stupid me...all my fault...made them cannot watch M18...should not had took out IC...
hate tat malay auntie...
in d eNd watch "cry_wolf"....d whole cinema oni had 3 of us plus a malay woman (i guess she didnt buy ticket...the malay auntie let her in...they know one another lor)
cold...n their conversation some dun understand...but at least not bad (cos i guess wrongly the murderer...if so easy guess correct then hmm...)
then went JE play pool at Kbox...i lost my feeling n skill liao...since mths tat i last play.
Stan kept hitting in balls for us=) but he is still d winner=(
in d end left edmund...he 0so need to meet his dad s0...home (reluctant to go back to c result...)
thk to d encouragement of maple=)
days ago juz finish competition...sad...13th place...no money...lose one match...if oni god has gave me had one more minute...juz a few steps to kill him...haiz...4/7, oni some of d 4.5 scorer can get top eight...
nvm...aiming for june, my june, my dream n my drink!!!
reflected at 4:13:00 PM
Saturday, March 11, 2006
Omg...sry again...yesterday was t0o tired to blog after tuition liao...
ok, tok abt thu, two days ago...
after i left hse, walk all d way to jp...on d way pass by d industries n saw buses like 252 to be very crowded...i am sry tat i always said these buses r always empty...thk to my ignorance...
so i realised tat they r meant for those workers who took it at morning...
reached jp...nothing to do...cos every shop open at 10+....when i reached at 8+...
found out my bag is too heavy for me to carry...so decided to gave my things to edmund first b4 bbq...then found out d sercurity became tight...luckily managed to enter with a group of grandpa, grandma n a couple...look like 3 generations....muahhaha...
informed tat edmund's frenz is meetin him...so i dun wan to b so LIANG...left to go cck, tot i can buy bus pass...but it open oni at 11...oh mine...it is still 9+...library 0so haven open...tot tat woodland one is open...so decided to go there...but as usual...not open yet...have to wait till 10...
nowhere to go...wanderer...drifting like a leaf in d middle of the rushing river...luckily i brought myself along a weiqi booklet...but have to find seats....called stan...he told me to go mac eat first...but i suddenly find myself infront of a bank...i saw a lot of seats!!! n TANTA, i stepped inside...of cos i am not robbing it....sat there chat with him...until 10am...find myself with a grp of ppl waiting at d entrance gate...amazing...first time standing outside...minutes later i find myself reading a weiqi bk on an ah pei, a biography...later stomachache...rushed for toilet...then wore another clothes cos it is freezing cold...after hrs planning to go to popular at causeway pt, cos i wanna search for my old green earpiece....but failed again...realise it is 3 soon, so rushed back to je entertainment ctr mac...tok abt maple again, then go meet cka...how muddlehead tat i told him to come...instead of me going...no brain again...then go shop at giant...ask alot of ppl for things...haha, problematic child...then went to d taxi stand...remind me for a nightmare few mths ago...found out d shuttle bus 0so changed...d driver is quite gd cos he drove quite fast...but they complaint abt him tellin us to stop at wrong place making us hav to carry those stuff n walked miles...reach our pit, quite remote...very windy...at first tot quite gd...but later when those trees tiny sticks fell on our tables n we couldnt lit our fire starter...i knew i am wrong...our hand got blacken...then i started to regret choosing at pit which is faraway from d water source...we started bbq ourselves first, correct decision finally made, y? becos later we were treated like maid...stan i know, cka 0so, walao...plus a bangkok call to chunseng, y d fuck do guo jun had to shout dirty things to ppl? is tis wat singaporean r? who treat ppl tat way? caste system? where can i find peace? there is a lyric i liked, it say "can we ignore our diff status, our skin color? cos diff color makes up rainbow tat giv off colorful lights" nvm...mdm tan came, together with 12 of us... i am sry to edmund for a few food...but there is still leftover...guess next time had to buy beehoon 0so...the whole bbq is quite well done..except for d stupid attitude some gave...u dun wan to do can, but can u shut ur fucking mouth? food tat r juz cooked were like snatched away, do u know mdm tan is still sitting there? N if not for d "mac" u all were toking abt, me n cka would not had gone d wrong direction...still sat down there n laugh at us...my foot r soak previous with seawater...suck man, n cka foot 0so injured...we walk like more than 4 bustop distance...i am very sry to Mr Gerald...i think he overshot n reach marina, i told him to take taxi to our pit..but he landed at mac...so both of us, after walking like hell...thks to my helpful classmates...reached there...but he said he had to rush off...i know...it took hrs to come here by himself cos he already had told us he had things to do n can oni come in d middle...haiz...i juz hated myself..we took taxi back...mdm tan pass me over d money...can save for next outing...but there is a fucking bastard snatched it away...did he know wat manners r? he can be clever, he can be proud...but i wun allow it happen again next sem...i tired of tis...after mdm tan went off...they started dirty talks...sex talk...omg..my class outing, turn into tis ugly sight...fuck them...
when they tok abt those holes tat a girl had n a boy had...i almost fainted...after a d food r cooked...we left...but d taxi r hard to hailed...we cross over to those HDB areas n finally got a cab...the driver is awesome!!! friendly 0so, helpful 0so...he told me abt a marina library...us abt a haunted hse n when we caught in a jam...a car cut infront of us, he juz said" hello where did u get license?" he is so humorous..haha..then at night there is still road work tat caused d jam...we complainted together...when we reach je entertainment ctr Kbox...we had our drinks...then cka complained abt his ice lemon tea...we sang...then stan suddenly say i so quiet...cos i am thinking abt a sensitive problem, juz hope it wun happen. Forget it, then i became mad again...i muz thk u guys, for accompanying me thru d nite...thkthk, u all r so wonderful!!! i think i muz had sang poorly...haiz...but cka 0so mad liao...so bitchy act!!! muahaha...then when returned home, there is a 5 ppl taxi problem....i ask the two taxi infront...they smoked....like a gang...rejected...so we took d taxi behind...haha how bad we r...but funny stuff happen again...cka wanna went home, so he took d cab alone first...we behind...at nite few cars...his stopped at d traffic light...we stopped beside...then the two drivers tok side by side....we r trying to signal to cka...but he is juz staring blankly...haha...oni after the two drivers open their windows...then he turn...muhahahaha
when reached stan hse...i kept feeling abt d bbq smell...haiz...then i was d first one to fall aslp...haha...then 10+ woke up n ate at d mac...long time nv eat d hotcakes liao...then i still dun feel like returning home...heard joyce going novena...then i wanna search for popular again...so went with her...departed with her since she going hospital, she pointed to me d exit to take...so i go shop liao...but no popular...then i saw d entrance said "hawker ctr at basement, united sq"...blur boyboy wandered back to d mrt to view d exit....there is two exit...it say right goes united sq...then i took d right one...it pointed up is to novena sq....i now became more confused...called stan....then ask d lady at information counter...she say united sq had to cross a road...they r so near...but y novena sq had to advertise for united sq?????nvm...there is popular at united sq...but dun hav mine earpiece...went bugis...bras basah! woW!!! there is a book exhibition!!! i though oni at expo...know wat??? both of them start at d same date!!! 10 of March....first day oni...wat more students r still studying, so i manage to buy a chess book on tis popular player...luckily, if not sold out soon...later went back to d big popular....but still dun hav mine....haix...but i manage to finish a half-read bk...a big discovery...i surely agree...hungry le cos it is 3+ liao...so rush for lunch...but they renovating...haiz...i rushed back to my mkt there too eat fried kway tiao...but aunite taking nap...so his son cook...i be frank...he still had to practise more...then rush back to bath b4 tuition...then slp even without dinner....
today...nothing much..had a more than 12hr slp...had two longest dreams...maple abit...then had to practise chess again....
reflected at 8:45:00 PM
Friday, March 10, 2006
haiz...sry guys to disappoint u all for one week...
let tok abt 3 days ago...on wed.
i returned home after chess training...haha, not exactly cos coach was observing a competiton of secondary lvl until he 4got...
then there is tis bitch who was older than me than two yrs old...she is totally irresponsible...
is there any person who is stupid enough to stop a turning fan at other direction if she dun wan it? y dun she off it?? waste electricity...damn it...n if ppl is going to eat his dinner, will sumone be stupid enough to leave her bag on d dine table if she was going off??? shit her for still watching TV...she went, left me a FUCKING sentence tat i quarrelled with my mom until we fought...making me unfilial...y should i be responsible for tis kind of stuff, ppl who know me should 0so know i like to say sorry, cos i feel tat if everyone coud say sorry, will there be war? but i am not going to be sry for tis...a long time since i cried...bad mood n i went to slp...
next day, woke up early n left d stupid house...dun wish to ever step in again...so i was planning not going to return tat day...same day as my bbq...later then i continue...tuition now...
reflected at 6:10:00 PM
Friday, March 03, 2006
yoYoyO!!!
i finish exam liao!!!
yiPee!!!
can go Pee liao, dun Peep hor!!!
muhahahaha!!!
neXt biG evEnt iS
BBQya, looking forwad kite
be a GrEaT Co0k, juz dun steal my ChIcKen WinG!!!
then hav2 start training liao....hope maple dun kill my interest...juz like it did to my study...xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
reflected at 1:17:00 PM
Thursday, March 02, 2006
okok...finally i blog...
was
MaPling these few days...
nv study....
now faced my retribution....
i am dead meat tis time...
all flunk...
left bio....
sianZzz...felt like crying...
my brain cant think now...
cant even solve
PRIMARY sch qns...
careless reading...careless sign...omg...i cant smell my em2 result liao...
nvm...MaPling...i dun care...
by
stubborn cum mapling freak
reflected at 7:15:00 PM