bulk of d day was finding a batch of "lost" samples. Ex. 34, 35, 36 & 37 was taken out once by lab A. i weigh 37 early b4. then lab B took 35 & 37(frm me) so today i need to do 34, 35 and 36. spent quite a time looking, but 35 was finally found frm B(thou he previously assume being returned) then search for the oddballs 34 or 36. later found out got lab C haven done their analysis. so check it out with them. upon asking, even discover how come lab B got results for 34 & 36(no1 else beside A logout for them) KNN. so it's with A all the while...du lan. somemore almost lost 36 when they didnt seal it properly(maggie sauce)
anw, looking back at this bitter exp, kinda fun for the "detective" part.
last wk father already inform me today will have a lunch treat frm all the labheads. i was like "wad4?" then the reason was damn dumb - "for the ppl who r leaving & those coming in" i mean, is it worth celebrate happily? esp the quitting ones.
then labheads worh. tot their salaries combine surely muz be big feast. KNN, they ask the malay auntie to cook nasi lemak. WTF. (thou auntie really cook nice) lol, so lack of sincerity.
went bought a BIG book frm BIG bookshop. think will need alot of time to digest it.
P.S: the all-time males prob r always circling ard "money", "career" and "woman". it's juz how u priorities them. saying yet is always easy.
reflected at 11:09:00 PM
Sunday, April 27, 2008
max shagged after 3D camp.
fri first time wore short pants to work. (supposedly lower part of body be completely covered in lab) juz heckcare.
1st sis: WAH, ur leg hair so Q! mother: SO sexy arh ur leg! lol.
camp was erm erm. already say too much, not willing to repeat again here.
nitewalk part was sauna for me. boring at first. after his idea of lurking in dark, then much better.
long time nv went bukit timah mkt eat liao. the fishball stall didnt open. miss the food not becos it's taste duno how gd, but the filling~stomach~full days(cost 2 bucks nia)
not much slp. turn in soon.
P.S: when it was neither his fault nor her fault. luv is abt give & take. with in addition of endurance, patience and of cos maturity.
reflected at 9:41:00 PM
Thursday, April 24, 2008
superman day.
weigh 6 sets (with the help frm them of cos)
shuang si le!
reflected at 11:39:00 PM
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
been a long time to have such a happy working day.
morning meeting, father say "kairong, can you weigh 4 sets today?" i gave a face "0.o" "Nono, i'm not forcing u. try ur best****"
actual translation: "u muz weigh 4 sets today but dun go ard say i force u de"
thks to help frm a new colleague n 2nd sis. mother went to learn frm 2nd sis(she will replace her after 2nd quit) mother helped her wash the caps then 2nd sis was like "aiyo, so gd to me, oni wait till i going to leave. haiz, u like tat how i bear to leave" then 2nd sis went returning favor back. so i saw both of them working in harmony.
then when i was in sample rm with new colleague, mayb i'm always siao gina. or mayb see too much digits until she turned siao too. funny to see from a serious-looking person.
lunchtime they all mention i was like eating like a chore. i 0so feel like i'm bathing instead of eating.
back to work. after printing out my weighs, went to another lab collect my paper. the bitch labhead say "wow. u walk very fast"
actual translation: "u better watch out since u're in my lab. u run here run there later accident i will make sure u die horribly."
dun give a damn. anw the lab today u will see A+B, C+D, E+F+G, H(father alone) teamwork was great. then joke joke here & there was fun too. i was weighing a drinking pdt with a name behind attached "industrial" so act sotong "woah! got a special kopi for ppl who work at industry ar?"
if not for them, i wun be able to complete 4 sets b4 5.35pm. haha, first time to leave so early.
lingered at the park again. sour arms.
P.S: read tat bk which covers a topic on how to heal a r/s wound. the recommended solution was the method tat i despised most - "find a new one and move on" i think most ppl tend to make comparison and impose on their new of wad their old used to have. hence, i rather myself forget completely first. it takes time i know, but i can do it and i will make it.
reflected at 11:45:00 PM
Monday, April 21, 2008
HOT humid day.. (easy to rage off temper)
last nite cant get into slp (cos afternoon was heavy doze) play PSP late late till morning almost late badly.
thks God, making the bus stopped b4 i cross the road. kinda surprise to see bus auntie.
finally see 1st sis. v miss her after she chicken pox. she was shocked to hear tat i have temper.
miserably weigh 4 sets. thks to help from a new colleague.
joey was my gym instructor of the nite. i was like, so laughable?
chrysanthemum or sunflower?
P.S: my fav hotspot on bus is the front seat of upperdeck. seldom do gal like to sit thr. perhaps 1%.
reflected at 11:17:00 PM
Sunday, April 20, 2008
Bright Full Moon
fri morning meeting was funny one. 苦中作乐, is most "digestive funny"
perhaps i seldom wear so nice. maybe i rarely make my hair. when they saw me, "wow! got date tonite ar?" even 2nd sis asked. me smile smile. so she exclaimed "hee, give me so shy de laugh." y every1 r so concern abt me going to date? hmm...
weigh 1 set again. a NTU jiejie came past n said "the way u weigh looks v fun" so i asked "tat time u weigh not fun meh?" (she was kind enough to help out weighing in my lab aft i end attachment) she shaked her head...
workend meet ben to compass pt. quite seldom went so far. recently took alot of NEL train. tot it started since like 5yrs liao. still got ppl like "nv took b4" esp the 没骨气 part. damn lol.
slpt at 4am+ woke at 4pm+ going for a senior's "last dinner" b4 he go NS. had some long-time hearty laughing. btw, he gave me a bk on how to date a gal...
watch forbidden kingdom. like the part "empty ur cup"
P.S: my life philosophy is 3/4.
reflected at 3:56:00 AM
Thursday, April 17, 2008
slpy day.
last nite didnt really slp well. so today wet morning is even harder to climb up. almost "late deliberately"
2 sets today. didnt wanna stress the juice outa me. morning was solving the HPA prob. leakage of N2. then i heard the sizzling sound. close my eyes n listen hard. slowly put my hand over the source of sound, it's been discovered.
lesson: sometimes, we have to calm down and close our eyes. perhaps the heart see clearly than the deceiving pair of eyes.
surprise tat mother bought me soapbars from mustafa. "i treat u like my sons." haha, lovely. even mom said aunt bought me duno wad facial wash frm thai. co0l, even others already so concern abt my face. how could i abandon it.
nan de today walk home still got sunset to watch. but the damn park duno under wad construction. so muz walk further up to have a pull or so.
P.S: for ppl who care for me. i wun forget them.
reflected at 10:45:00 PM
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Chomp Chomp nite.
not really in working mood. was helping mother, weighed 1 set oni. then 2nd sis was kping abt how come i not weighing.. pissed.
happy thing was, i do all i can to clear my name.
reflected at 11:44:00 PM
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
4 sets today. punkchey liao. stomachache-d. (almost lost my wallet) think throat is giving me signal of fever... bed is summoning me. pillow is singing "here w/o u" to me...
P.S: let's see wad shall we have in the menu of dream tonite..
reflected at 7:39:00 PM
Monday, April 14, 2008
mild day. stuck wholeself in IQ qns.
enjoying now. watching X Japan concert~ happy to see them again. yet sad to see the slot in of hide vid.
i always yearn for the change in 2yrs. but who know, maybe after 10yrs, my nature still remains.
juz like the Kawai piano.
P.S: another weakness of mine, over-promise.
reflected at 10:48:00 PM
Sunday, April 13, 2008
been listening to rock too often. easily agitated...
the fact tat how random ppl can affect my mood. KNN in MRT, there r ppl with huge bag who slam u as they turned in Bus interchange, there r ginas who dun queue up yet first to board. luckily the bus uncle didnt stop bus when they press bell. of cos, they shouting vulgarity. but this juz make me happy. in PS lift, got a taitai standing rite beside the panal, blankly looking. so got ghost coming in ar? wth she duno how to use lift izzit? if she felt the buttons r too dirty to touch with her "clean" finger, can she go take escalator??? fine, my fingers r dirty. in bowling alley, got "foreign talents" came and juz row our balls!!! of cos, i hugged my green ball everytime i made my throw. in KFC, got kids juz open up the straw container lid. duno digging for gold or wad...later "hand foot and mouth" DIE SIA.
anw, talking abt KFC, walk to shengsiong to buy another LAY'S. for the promotion thingy tat end today...too bad, out of stock. WTH, walk another dist to go NTUC. been many yrs since i entered it. cos always go to 399 de NTUC, so the nearest one was being forgotten.. childhood flashbacks (accompanying mom) anw, so v pitifully walk back to KFC again...quite despo. was surprised to see so crowded. but yet, lucky me. cos i queue in the middle, infront suddenly went to right. then i shortened of 1 queue. then infront again went to left. so i HAPPY LIAO. but nowaday even queue got tactics liao. muz find 2ppl queue diffly.
but today was really a wonderful day. i woke up at a wonderful timing of 4pm. had a dream. dreamt of ppl tat long time nv seen liao. but den in dream ar, i will still rmb the amt of money left in my wallet. KNN. this time, in the dream, aft some1 made an impressive debate, i was thinking hard.
think think think until suddenly got enlightened tat realize i was dreaming. so i told myself it's a dream n woke up automatically. been ages since i done this cool act. if oni i can do it in reality.
anw, life of mine is always so funny. for instant, i wore unmatching socks out. mom came blaming me tat took her hard time looking for another pair. during bowling, i did an amazing stunt. ball flew backward. damn siasuay... of cos, my nail broke...MANICURE PLS!
The time fiannly came when i lost complete control of my temper.
so yest. damn fret up. father came back in midst of his meeting suddenly to tell me kept the ice-cream samples tat i had weighed n digested aside, not to be transfer.
i already can guess the topic of their morning meeting liao. PISSED Off.
so aft lunch when he return back ask us for discussion, i KAOPEI back.
with 2nd sis commenting "哇,平时看你静静的。生气起来这么怕人。。。"
the lesson being taught painfully on me: "helping ppl yet get bitten in return of gratitude."
nite watch a lame bedtime show with joyce.
i need some ice to simmer down.
P.S: when u bump into some1 u know. tendency is, u will bump again onto many more. an observation of increased in "polite" ppl nowadays.
reflected at 6:36:00 PM
Friday, April 11, 2008
Juz dun wanna close my eyes yet. warning: this entry is gonna be boring dry. not compulsory for u readers to read. for my own reference purpose.
Today is quite a day.
天气:忽阴忽晴 颜色:带点灰暗的红
at one time, dishearted. yet later, motivated.
morning meeting, first time heard 3rd sis talk out loud. think if i'm in her shoes, i would do so too. father's new tactic is basically pushing most tasks to her. claiming "i know it's mental stress. i understand de." with extra oil into fire, boss said "no, i dun understand y there should be stress"
KNN, my upper jaw is creating friction with lower ones.
14 more ice-creams samples came in. i'm on the momentum thus not big issue. but was being called down to sample rm to help segregate for my lab with another 2(A&B)
situation was, previously i done it b4 with lab A. lab B didnt send any1 down. i didnt complaint or anything. today lab B came but not A. (A said they too buzy to come do help) i 0so fine with it. (which means i done it twice) i can help them to segregate. doing halfway self-happily, came lab A's head.
here's d FUCKING DULAN part. she down there ###blablablacksheep###: "this kind of ice-cream got 2 flavors with the white choco chip. so muz melt first completely b4 taking it so tat it is homogenous"
prob 1: hello mdm, i dun have much time. i was being taught to do the way i did which dun have any influence on my lab analysis. if u got any fucking special requirement, do it urself.
prob 2: wake up mdm, u didnt send ur ppl down to do. i already nv ask u to say "thank you", wad the fucking prob u hav solve it urself. dun make ur bloody prob my bloody prob pls.
prob 3: excuse me mdm, previously one of ur ppl do it the way i did. so? uhuh?
i shot back "so can u show us the proper way to handle this?" to shut her trap up. even v.manager commented "wah, u sure know how to talk recently."
sry, i really cant control my temper much. u wan complain, ask the boss to sack me. do u understand how hard izzit for me to scoop up the "haven melted" ice-cream..
but i really still haven master the talking skill. if not i could have change father's stubborn mindset. if oni he can fight for his ppl to ask for more manpower, 3rd sis wun cry today..
so purposely do this n tat to stay late behind, if nt she will be left alone validate results..but mother said we should go n leave her some private space to talk to father.
end up mother & i went to my area there. she was recommending this soup stall, so after tat have hrs of chat. enlightened abit. 有些东西开始看得开。 haha, even she noticed my achilles' heel - lack of confidence.
P.S: even the mix-veg stall auntie today say "哦,小弟,你很久没来了。" wad izzit tat makes my impression on others? anw, the most impt thing now is gonna layout my foundation blueprint.
reflected at 1:26:00 AM
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
Health: Badly wounded Luck: Proportional to health...
i rotated my head too fast. ended neck sprain. lactic acid still accumulated in my leg muscle. plus my blackgreen knee cap, i walk like shit. stand too long, kena toe pain..
nv weigh samples today. whole day preparing ice-cream samples.. then got idiot testing the fire detector until it went off.. whole company ppl had to come out suntan 4 nothing! sianz. max. vexed. losing control of my temper recently..
so decided to walk walk aft work.
anw, cut my finger while making honey lemon...
P.S: Twisty + Ice-creams = hatefully sinful
reflected at 11:52:00 PM
Tuesday, April 08, 2008
Casualty Day.
knock onto my knee cap while weighing-rush... i was like.."argh~~~" silently hugging my leg. ren..ren...ren....
anw, yest do some counting b4 leaving. 14 sets. if assume samples stop coming in and i'm in my 3 sets/day speed then i still have 1 wk to finish sia...
happily thinking of my "fast" speed, till i saw behind queuing was 36 ice-cream samples nv handle so many b4. i was abt to traumatise!
who know today heard v.manger said "got 60 more coming in..."
F.A..I...N....T.....
"First Aid. Second Consultation. Third Medication. Fourth Operation. Fifth, Pray to God..."
P.S: Communication is like searching the Key to open the chatterbox.
reflected at 10:36:00 PM
Sunday, April 06, 2008
SweepTomb Day.
pissed off in the morning...
anw, the starry sky @ mt venon is spendid! bishan is so..smokey. teary eyes. so as usual, went for post-breakfast. dim sam. but not cheap, perhaps to make up for the few tables...
damn...my PSP cant switch on...
always got this or that probs pop up. of no reason, so wad i did was nothing. some prob juz disappear themselves as time goes by.
P.S: believe in wad u're doing. (ignoring ppl eyes)
reflected at 11:53:00 PM
Saturday, April 05, 2008
WET BODY DAY (be it rain/sweat)
anw. yest worktime, suddenly 1st sis saying abt her CHICKEN POX outbreak... haha, then i said "gd lor, got 2wks of rest~"
oh well, boss was thinking of relocation of manpower again...tactics... dun work well to me, cos wanna me to learn new stuff is really not logical at the moment.
later on caught three kingdoms. lesson learnt: "from where u have lost it, is where u can find it back."
today bump onto an ex-colleague @ si ma lu. cos yest i was still asking 3rd sis how come i didnt saw this colleague liao. then found out she quit. still rem last time tea-break she will bring alot of snacks e.g biscuits she made for us. juz hope she will succeed aft changing back to her fav line - bakery.
P.S: 绕了一大圈而又回到了原点。
reflected at 9:19:00 PM
Friday, April 04, 2008
juz a quick entry b4 gg work.
yest first day work was quite happy. seeing old familiar faces. even HR joked "so u like the gal? i got her add, u wan? but one live in the east another in the west hor.."
lol. finally know her chinese name. but she had already left.
walking in the rain, listening to rainie's guo min. damn wanna cry.
P.S: "you oni live this life once" the meaning is getting stronger.
reflected at 7:32:00 AM
Wednesday, April 02, 2008
getting weaker to withstand any of God's joke. yest didnt swim becos the sky was too dark... so finally can have long-missed newton's chicken wing with Island Creamery's teh tarik ice-cream
anw. the main pt was - the jec shop disappeared. ya. the damn fact simply - she vanished. alrite...
so today was woke up by damn stan who called me when he already in pool. looking out the window - the SUN was waving brightly at me. so i stormed down quickly.
KNN, "unpredictedly" by the time i reached, dark clouds appeared. perhaps to protect me from the UV rays. in additions, showering extra drops to ensure the pool is filled to the brim.
madly, i swim until ears block...n feeling going to vomit... cool thing was, pool was quite spacious.
so after the "wet blanket", we bathe n head out of lunch. after we came out of toilet, we saw damn hot sun again...WTF. do i really look like a swimming jinx?
then maybe wherever havin drought, do inform me. i juz bring my swimtrunk n wave in the air, the rain will return, MAGIC! diao.
boss called n told me to work tmr immediately n sad news was, he hired enough ppl de...me 0so work for 1 mth...sad-ed.
P.S: i like to swim alone. becos i dun wan misfortune to befall on ppl ard me.
reflected at 10:17:00 PM
Tuesday, April 01, 2008
1st April. Fool Day. Had been fooled by God again. For letting me see the Sun. And taking away my sunshine in a blink of eye.
1st sis missed call me again. so i shall treasure my last few days of relaxation.
anw, during sorting out of music, found this song tat i dl for buddy de fren long time ago. was being hidden deep for such a while tat i accidentally play it. the surge of feeling was so overwhelming. noticeably, the song composer was wu bai. while singer was an all-time beauty.
now i know wad is "get-a-life" meant. haha, attaching to my old speaker n switch it to full blast, listening to "rose of pain" etc. life is worth enjoying!
i damn like the word "ANY". anyway is my fav word to switch subject. anyhow describe the manner i ask qn. anyone is whoever tat wanna be my fren or foe. anywhere is the place u can find me. anything shows the level of my curiosity. anytime is my affection for decision.
P.S: not even the rain can stop me now.
reflected at 2:13:00 PM
From a Boy to Man
Once a Marist, always an Officer