Monday, December 31, 2007
dad&mom wedding aniver sis'treat @ the square. the buffet juz seem avg to me. but the price juz dun seem avg to me. n due to some reason, the price in d end juz became below avg.
champagne is not my cup of "alcohol"
nite watched "i am legend" ok, i did dreamt of inventing a cure for cancer. confirm strike rich!(can u tell me a better way of saving lives while earning money?)
but t0o bad, i'm a gemini.
i 0so dreamt of keeping a dog as a pet. (of cos not one tat will bite u!) but, i definitely wun say hello to a model.
P.S: i tot i'm the oni silly one who will take a bus from eunos to boon lay. she swayed her head from L to R n vice versa. same slping pattern as me. SWEET DREAM!(haven slp, tonite still got long way to go. better charge my batt now.)
reflected at 10:25:00 AM
Saturday, December 29, 2007
P.S: more sugar pls
reflected at 11:45:00 PM
Friday, December 28, 2007
free lunch today. @jp's 3F crystal jade was father's treat...alot of la mian with fried rice. plus xiaolongbao n guo tie.
1 mdm was saying him abt havin alot Cs. yet not concubine.
anyway, received a meaningful Xmas gift. a schedule planner with calendar. came at the rightful moment juz b4 the new yr starts.
I'm going to be successful! time to sketch out my own future. let it beholds n shan nt be disturbed by any1.
already got a short-term goal in mind. needa prove myself in 2yrs.
well, let me be more arrogant. I WANABE A MILLIONAIRE by the age of 30. of cos, tat's to meet the superficial demands of me! to eat well.(my stomach is definitely my boss) to clothes well.(any brand i named it) to live well.(i wana hav a roof of my own, nt to be shared among)
but first. i needa kick off those sticky bad habits. even if it takes to be a spotless leopard.
2nd sis:"u can take wadever vehicles' licsense. but NOT MOTORBIKE"
lesson of the day: "do things for others w/o any expectation usually does make the God rewards u back"
btw. the 11-pool matches was really a stressful one. bankai me. the winning/losing line is so tie...
P.S: updated on "me" pages.
reflected at 11:28:00 PM
Thursday, December 27, 2007
sherlock holmes
today shouldnt be a day for me to happy.
anyway, these few days had been fun. a short game of bowling. ^skill sux still^ ate at many makan places. serene ctr with a walk to newton circus. her beehive hair was tied with diff color pens...
muz admit i'm sort of optimistic. "走直直就到了嘛"
so much for the blues @ work this morning. her green shirt was a turnon for me. omg. time ran so slow. so slowly. esp i wasnt doing work. whole of d time listening n learning frm 2nd sis. t0o many thing to attach on my mind. she's kept suspecting me "i tot some1 already taught u this? izzit u really duno or pretending?" 半真半假,假假真真。y do we need to make it so clear? not everyday is clear sky dun it?
the way father wanna gv us end-of-yr treat so damn lol. juz becos all of us cant sqeeze into his car...he tried to invite another MDM(to borrow her car) omg...2nd sis was like agitated "u dun go and tell her u wanna invite her juz becos of her car!!! see la, study so much EQ still so low.."
dine at old airport rd. ok, by the time we reach, really famished. ordered alot of food...
sorted out or not, we are going to stick tgt! if i'm a soy bean, u can try mix me with alot of others...be it mocha, oreo or even peach...end up? i still destined with my 油条。
P.S: morning the bad news juz came knocking my head. 白发人送黑发人... felt sry for secretary. for a silly fellow doing silly stunt at the expense of a 28yo's life. since young it's been too my dream to ride on 1. cherish the ppl ard u.
reflected at 1:23:00 AM
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
haPpy eVE
lonely Xmas.
she was attached...b4 tat she noticed my T-shirt was a band name.
finding more ppl to buy psp tgt...already abt 3...who can help me find the cheapest bargain? or even better, give it to me as Xmas present? i will luv the person to hell.
shopping, found an ADORABLE earpiece. guess u guys knew the col0r already.
wallet...of all the days...the recipt slipped out. remind me of the sweetNsour memories. some ppl choose to forget them. well, i juz kept them with me, until the time by then i forgotten them. 1 fren told me love should be selfish. but i beg to diff. yet i know tat true love rarely comes true. saw too much of 悲欢离合...the boats tat i nv expect to sink, one by one sinks along the rocky shores. lighthouse juz aint doing their jobs.
ANYWAY, last nite i slpt at my living rm and was BITTEN TO WAKE by mozzie. today i was BITTEN by some1's doggy. ya, i'm juz unresistable. (that dog is female)
P.S: 她有了幸福,我得到自由。 i'm a last min person. i do things last min. if u wanna find me at the last min, u probably found the right person. last min means 60secs left. still not bad.
reflected at 12:58:00 AM
Sunday, December 23, 2007
sun was so attractive today tat made the boy left his home sweet home but God seem to be unpleased abt the boy being accompanying his own shadow. thus, OLDSKY purposely make the dark clouds come, followed by cozy rain.
he sat there, while the waves continously hit on him.
his thoughts: in life, there's countless times of waves hitting on us. BUt, we shou learn how to tread them through.
nite, the chihonkia is out on town. PSP hunt...okok, we r honest n frank. or CANDID? lol
lesson learnt: nv let ppl see ur 底牌。
P.S: always i believe there will be a ship tat nv sink. nt titanic.. but FRIENDSHIP. cherish n treasure. well, i 0so believe tat some boats may accidentally sink...esp RELATIONSHIP. haha, tat's y i separate lover n fren very distinctively.
--- sun
INSURANCE? haha, u muz be joking with me.
i'm a dangerous+risky stunboy.
gone for "wave party" again. with a young cute malay boy, we lol like dumb... luv their desire @ curbing the waves
ya, i'm not sunshine boy...born to be de RAINboy... everytime the sun damn bright, once it see me, LAU DUA HO hehe, swimming pool jinx...
being jihon quite bad recently. eyes juz aint under my control... but at least i know i'm still a normal guy who will pheo charbo
P.S: life dun have a restart button. live it to the fullest. tat's mean, eat till u bloat. can any1 tell me how come all chicken rice stalls r racist? they oni got white one, black one always in the herbalsoup stalls there!
reflected at 12:56:00 AM
Saturday, December 22, 2007
heartbroken day? or freedom day again?
today big boss going to fly away for holiday liao. morning meeting he 0so did mention abt us being the male-team.
anyway...the samples juz shoot up n back to 3D outstanding... well, who cares? even father asked us to stop weighing after he "saw" the reality! sort of some tiny bit of achievement
teabreak. saw a bunch of jiejie gang sitting down there.. bo bian cant anti-social...so sit next to 师姐。ya, the one opposite is her". duno how to escape.
then out of sudden, jiejie started the unexpected matchmaking. y do ppl often luv to help me matchmake? me 绝种好男人? nono.
guess wad. she's CANDID! str in the face replied "我不喜欢!" haha, can i consider it as being rejected indirectly?
abit happy abit sad. mixed feeling.
but afterall i got my old buddies meetup. console console...no drink, juz a mcflurry can do the cure.
P.S: read up a bk in lib. wad i gain much of it wasnt much abt the skills..tat superifical i think. the most impt sentence author kept highlighting was, CONFIDENCE. in d end, today i really enjoyed myself after the game. i did wad the usual self normally cant do. "DEADSTROKE" with a double kiss. thou it didnt succeed, but it was close.
reflected at 12:56:00 AM
Thursday, December 20, 2007
nice resting day more than 12hr slp
wah...saw carrot cake gal. duno if she reco me.
tmr is the all-males team!
P.S: if my life is a tree, then a branch is growing out reaching for ocs.
reflected at 11:27:00 PM
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
FEELing dun CHEAT?
haha, wad if one day u found out a lady u had been smitten with for past few mths had already got a husband who will fetch her from workplace with a car?
hehe...wad if one day u found out a gal u had been sensitive with for pass few weeks suddenly disappeared from her workbench..instead another gal working down rite...if ur heart turns sour...wad does it imply? then simply u dashed up the staircase n bump onto her again...if ur heart beats faster...wad does it prove?
enough of the scribble
chi0ng working. after teabreak, the leaving supervisor n i shook hands tgt. u know, i actually said "i will miss u" to her. haha, bet she t0o cant believe. cos i felt seldom we can find ppl who was so decisive. this was 1 weak pt of mine...
father suddenly commented this while we both sat down n do stuffs at the fumehood. "haha! now u can believe y i told u there's many samples tat time during interview"
and i was "cheated" to stay back for No$OT...haha, he gone liao so i waited for 3rd sis...ya, think we are the last of the whole block...
agree with one auntie..."the most terrible time to be sick is during holiday" haiz i always got such luck!
maybe i'm healed. or perhaps i become cheerful again. tat 2nd sis, and even MOM...asked me if i'm PAK TOR ing...
P.S: Life's abt MULTI-TASKing. Be a gd son, a gd husband and a gd father. izzit tiring? (frm mother, who still holidaying)
reflected at 11:01:00 PM
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
Terrible state. but thou n then, i realised i'm really a FORTUNATE GUY!
flu...pls go away... fever...pls dun approach me any further...
nose is like a havin a cork inside but with a hole tat dun seem to be able to hold the fluid.
worn a pair of jean w/o belt...omg it juz trying to motivate me to become a flasher worn a pair of sock tat juz seem to like my toes so much tat it breakups with my heels
some other day ago, secretary juz suddenly commented during our teabreak tat my T-shirt was ironed. "wow, ur mom's so hardworking. i dun even do it for my sons"
lol, a ring in the bell. often, we took many things for granted. today noticed my jean was ironed t0o...
and wad further make me realised i'm such a lucky boy was due to the WATERFALL...
i turn on the water for the condenser...then went to another side do my stuffs..then the outlet tubing juz splash out...got the bathing sounds...i was still continuing my stuffs thinking it was ppl at other lab washing stuffs...
omg...then realised it was really waterfall...y ppl got windfall i oni got waterfall! cleaning aunties already knock off... so i ACTUALLY TOOK THE "TOOLS" and go for the war...
ya...the little 大少爷 nv do such chores at all... so i think next time reincarnation will be tissue; ppl used liao then threw away.
P.S: 请带走那蓝色忧郁的灯。你会发现你原本看到的绿,其实是快乐开朗的黄。
reflected at 7:02:00 PM
Monday, December 17, 2007
part-timer came. haha, still i'm the youngest.
old buddies reunion again'
wad a great joy. "but joy is different from happiness" (frm a EMO bk)
Crazy abt 抢钱,抢粮,抢娘们!!!
reflected at 11:58:00 PM
Sunday, December 16, 2007
:havin' t0o much fun can be as tiring as w0rking t0o stress:
sun should be a day for church. but i've stopped going anymo. i'm nt those insincere despo going there for gals.
Xmas..duno where i will be. duno wad i will be doing. God...can u make the snow fall on my palm?
tmr can be a war bah. well, i agree with the NUS 大哥..working moment is best when we share lunch as a grp tgt.
P.S: my first 贡贡
reflected at 10:20:00 PM
Saturday, December 15, 2007
w0Oo back h0me sweetfully!
ok, fri was quite a day again. manage to put back the outstanding samples no. from 3digits to 2digits. lunchtime g0t uncle drive to my mkt there daopao. tis time chose duck rice...abit mafun to remove the bones. STILL THEIR 叉烧烧肉 BEST! yummy~
sadly, our NUS 大哥 finished his attachment...it was his last day... plus, mother will be away for holiday.."cya next yr" as she bid me gdbye... come to it, mother was s0o w0rried abt me...as if her son will starve to death so teach me "cook"...kept on remind me this n tat...
end work find ppl shop shop again. yup, landed in yishun. kinda DAYTONA trip...some1 still say he tot he can use single hand to defeat me...hahaha
then thks to the "HELPFUL SOULS" i found myself happily in 171 frm yishun interchange. at first* cos i enjoy the non-stopping ride...thru the forest..the trees n the ride was so smooth...
then i received a call from nature. KNN, plus i found myself back to bukit timah to bukit panjang...OMG...not to further mention more abt the countless no. of 小强!!!
moral of story: i'm seem to be a risky person. got mrt dun take...go n take bus...
reached cathay hse, but again...disappoint as all the tickets r selling fast... so decided go geylang eat eat again. kena touched few times...
today went to some ulu places...u can guess.
那是 自信的风采 还是 骄傲的态度
一线的差别
found myself in a cantonese gang. the uncle was the boss of 天天steamboat. lol funny was he treated us in other ppl de steamboat...guess his place was t0o crowded
ordered a 楚香鸡 too.
ok, he was so kind to even send each of us home... stoning n pondering some mature n immature qns... the distance is really too far for me to reach...
P.S: should i reserve it? or anyhow give it away since nowaday ppl dun kinda treasure it liao.
reflected at 10:19:00 PM
Thursday, December 13, 2007
Status: Low Batt (even the 静电sparks with surrounding ppl stops)
these few days, esp tue, wore v smart. until even 1st sis n mother creep quietly n asked "going out later ar?"..."pak tall izzit?" KNS, i 0so duno y i blushed.
new shoes juz aint comfortable...now gradually understand My Sassy Girl's 男主角的痛苦 when he wore the high heels...
shopping @ kallang. (b4 tat, we l0st our way...walk frm kallang to geylang. feet damn pain...) nothing much. the max LOL thing was there aint any ATM...can u believe it?
rewarding thing was, we found ourselves in pasta mania. somehow as if we have it wholefully bo0ked...(cos from the moment we came in, till we eat n left..it was juz the only 2 of us)
then we went bedok each took bus home. with or w/o any special reason. haha, 爽! l0ng time nv took damn l0ng busride. sat down there 发呆...with ah beng's sitting posture...luv the moment on the highway...where u can see the Sky Scraping...
weird thing was came a lady who sat behind me, despite my ah beng posture of facing the right...she slping directly...so i was staring at her slping face...can see tat her dream was sweet...
today. found out i got 110+ samples outstanding. damn chuasai. even the uni student wun be coming...which angel will the agency send down??
some things lo0k cheap to me. but they really cost like bomb. agree with mother statement: empower w/o cash is bullshit. unknowingly, realized, thru 1st sis's "你今天已经很快了。干嘛对自己那么刻薄。。" tat i raised up my expectation.
but honestly, today woke up late end up super late. hit me!
went catch a show...i'm juz very shuibian. unexpectedly they bought a R21 movie. anyway, it's really loling comedy. muz admit i do get inspired on certain stuffs.
P.S: 想到什么,就做。别想太多。
reflected at 2:41:00 AM
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
GREEN FETISH day^ but i wore a MIB suit.
father was quite fedup abt boss who rejected a part-timer's resume by pushing the paper aside. but of cos, luckily father fought for it. if not, i no need learn new stuffs liao.
boss's rejection was becos the part-timer study psychology degree nt sci. but she scored A for her 0-lvl leh. haiz, juz felt abit unfair abt her being needless to be interviewed. still rmb last time ti0ed father's interview damn frightening. mother still commented abt me being a lucky guy.
lunchtime was the supervisor(who was leaving)'s treat. such an ironic to see boss with the new supervisor eating the meal at our tables(mother n me)
knew tat boss ran 10k regularly abt 1hr. damn...i 0so wanna train liao. going for marathon? haha, wait till i go for sg tour.
toward end of day...every1 left early. so left father waiting for me to closing...b4 tat i got 2 explosions...
and 1 pilot asked us to buy air tickets. in d end we bought liao he flew the plane away w/o us...
so it's the F.I.R outing! haha, not the regular fantastic4. dine...haiz, kinda du lan. l0ng st0ry...the noodle inside noodle...ordering was a hassle
anyway, saw alot of CHIO BU IN GREEN!!! wahseh, world's so BEAUTIFUL, juz S0ooo not my hair..KNN.
but..the close-shop+armpit incident was really LOL. juz me very guailan.
--------------------- i think abt 1 yr ago. i fall in luv@ first sight. with this green shoes at tampiness. i go back home think n think of it. since it was over hundred bucks. u may think i mad. but i went to the place again n bought it.
luv it. but the soles wear n tear quite fast. seem like it was bald... but thks to it, always reminding me to be more careful. by laying alot of traps to make me slip! haha, up to now, oni 1 record!
more terrible during this rainy season. today walk with extra care at the reception area. u know la, they POLISHED it until like mirror.. KNN, i still perform a dangerous dance...miraculously ended safe with a hand HOLDING to the desk...
well then...i 变心...so 旧的不去,新的不来... went bought a new pair of shoes... broke like hell now..but quite haPpy~
the shoe uncle 0so very funny..."ours we used real leather. oni from the cow's stomach. not pig ones." "haha, u got the halal sign?" lol... i asked "do u accept nets?" "haha, u wanna use CPF 0so can"...during payment, got some problems, so ask him..."dun worry, i will help u solve. give me ur no. can le" KNS~
P.S: letting go of it is easier to be said than done. anyway, killed a bunch of ants...tmr muz eat veggie...
i'm happy with the ending thou.
reflected at 12:24:00 AM
Sunday, December 09, 2007
emptiness 满脑子p0ol~ went 2 somewhere HIGHclass play. haha, PINKb@ll. then HIGHtea @ tcc.
back 2 jp. wanna withdrew money. KNN, the atm queue was FUCKING long.....damnit. so many "foreign talent" queuing. pls dun say i racist, i meant "how come they suddenly all need so much money?" KNS 3 atms down. kinda got the feeling to rob the bank beside.
during dine. talk abt qualification vs age. reality is really reality. i still lived in my fairytale w0rld. haiz
after dine actually wanna catch a show. but the choices left r cmi. so POOL again. finished the day by going je mac for 宵夜。ya, we're crazy~
P.S: i like singing i like dancing i like sharing
but truth fact was
i cant sing i cant dance i cant be shared
juz like (analogue)
i like a gal
however
i cant be with her
reflected at 12:31:00 AM
Saturday, December 08, 2007
co0l day~ nothing much abt w0rk. since half-day PARTY~ juz to say sadly tat the "angel" decided she cant bear to leave heaven...OMG..so now how? anyone wanna work?
the story of "meeting the right person at the wrong time"
nvm, quite alot of stuffs to eat. 1st ever ate TURKEY. plus swensen's durian cake. not forgetting the games. some r being lame. nonetheless, sang Xmas s0ng.
nv celebrate xmas lidat.
and 4.30pm i left! haha. fantastic
went "see" xingguangpang b4 dine at bugis cafe.
receive a free cup of coffee since they made a mistake.
then we wander to chinatown sing cheap sing b4 home sweet home.
tmr will be p0ol day!
P.S: sacrifice without a worthy cause is stupidity.
reflected at 3:06:00 AM
Thursday, December 06, 2007
i stand tall before the wall.
i'm being sl0w and remain bel0w.
but one day i will fly high overcoming the obstacles with triumph.
nv nv will give up. on any1. on anything. not even on my dead body. let's chiong finished the damn backlogs.
n guess wad..father said boss sort of approved new temp staff! hope she gets thru the interview...i think she'll be my angel!
while i'm VERY BUZY...father still ask me go down help in setup of the Xmas tree. tmr g0t the Xmas Party(kinda funny to have so early) sian...halfday work.
freq toilet visits recently. duno y. yay, i found a new oldsch goggles~
P.S: shopping spree!!! but on contrast, bought nothing...making a decison of buying gadget...
reflected at 9:24:00 PM
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
FRIENDLY days"
work gettin stress n more.. of cos human aint made of iron. but machines r... yet they themselves died on us t0o.. izzit now clearer for u to hav an idea on my job scope?
first was the HNO3 leak.. ya...i discover the human nature of LYING TO THEMSELVES... lol, i max 面对现实..if not whole l0ts of tissues got to be wasted by father... another human nature was i found out was..they very 怕死... always rmb acid2water not water2acid. he mention way too conc so muz dilute... end up he "spray" drops on water...BEEP BEEP his sms came. so i takeover. 趁he buzy...i SQUEEZED THE DI BOTTLE... end up found out the big glass "tank" was too heavy to be lifted since it contain 1 bottle of acid + water...how? dun worry, he got 功夫。 used the fish-tank method. magic sia.
TOOK up my whole afternoon..in d end weighed oni 1 set. damn, the feeling of backlog was coming. bloody moody.
so called mr 重色轻友 play po0l to 发泄!!! omg...i took it heavily on him...
today was N2 leak... omg...sianZed half. wah more "thrilling" was found out 170+ samples of backlog. CHUASAI TO Atlantic Ocean came another gal from another lab. so where's the gal whose gona help me? boss dun seem to approve...KNN, other labs one is like cow eating grass...OURS LIKE BUFFALO PLOUGHING FARM
but kinda sad t0o...since 1 supervisor was quitting. at least she aint those bitchy one...
mother: "can u(the technician) arrange them in a nicer way. if not later our boss comes will CRY FATHER CRY MOTHER" lol...we are the "civilised" one.
0so quite mo0dy for work..so went acc ben to shopping @imm. saw chen shu cheng...... lay my eyes on LE-MON. deciding...
P.S: Once Bitten. Twice Shy.
reflected at 11:13:00 PM
Monday, December 03, 2007
being~LOLed~@ day...
time at work juz seemed quickly passed. kinda feel i did nothing. sort of accomplished something... juz overall seemed i new at work. WAHAHAHA
ok the break became the same senario again. i came. she came. i sit. but she stood instead. juz down there standing. so mother came. then the cycle repeat. after tat, mother scolded.."你真没用。没有eye contact的。弄到人家不好意思。"(nah, dun wan to give unnecessary misleading body language)"hao cai 我们女人脸皮厚的所以胡须长不出来" wad an ancient joke..
somehow will miss some1 whom juz know for few mth. knowing tat his nus attachment will end earlier than us. nvm, we will have a gd farewell!
actually the main dish of today was...i cut...my hair... damn sad-ed. abit regret... i sat down and told the auntie "我要换发型" she lifted the scissor cruelty n cut them away mercilessly... my mths of efforts...drop to the floor. my heart shatters to pieces t0o..
so after tat i "cried" to the toilet...then i saw a door closed one with pink signboard...so i turned very quickly to another opened door de...then i saw pink again..SHIT...i already half-leg into the ladies...KNN...behind got a grp of malay gals loling like hell...wad the hell they design the males with a pink color...
then go to the CC. the auntie was like...wtf. "你是不是认真的? 跳舞不是一朝一夕的"
so 瞧不起人...ya la, i 0so think the same as her...dancing was juz an afternoon piece of cake. damn...
fruitless trip...mistake a dancing ctr for the studio...went in ask...then found out sort of like young gals ballet lesson. SIASUAY...the mother n daughter was loling loudly...
plus i hate another receptionist...the ji hon kia..."how come u chose dancing? so weird"
another auntie receptionist: "hey u duno. they(us) are the badly needed..cos they have alot of women, so lack of the males" then the ji hon kia:"so u come here to look for women?" wth. i felt like punching him. cos firstly, if i wana see woman, i can go better places to find YOUNGER ones...
omg...can some1 recommend me a new interest?
dec comes. wind is blowing. morning is cold. a preparation mth. gonna in for a damn change. kick off the bad habits...dec is a gd mth to train. i dun wan my memory to become my vestige. i dun juz wan to be mentally strong, but physically.
P.S: 一日之计在于晨,一年之计在于春。thou my plan for new rm got to be amended for my 爷爷 who was up on ages..but haha, it will be 老顽童 with 小顽童~
reflected at 10:44:00 PM
Sunday, December 02, 2007
L.O.V.Ely day.
bought a CD of L'Arc~en~Ciel, 初回限量版。 actuallly wana buy some concert-type dvd...
hate shopping in J8. get lost easily. always.
geylang nite again. ate mongkok. luv the egg tarts. finally tasted the 田鸡(饭).
watch ENCHANTED. thou i dun believe in fairy tales. not the happily-ever-after thingy.
can human really measure distance? juz like we cant take temperature by our hands.
socloseyet so f a r. o r s o f a r yetsonear.
P.S: 喝够酒后,来杯鸳鸯。
reflected at 3:34:00 AM
Saturday, December 01, 2007
haha, here to blog again..(since i wun be blogging tmr) emo abit.
juz for those pondering abt the nice bgd song. it's from my fav movie. damn fav.
luv the cat&mouse game of andy lau n lau ching wan. esp the car trips to police stn
since @ the topic of movie. yea, last mth really watched alot of movies. but looking at tis mth dec, seem not much movies tat interest me. maybe "300" can be safety concluded as the best movie i watched this yr.
up on my current list: 1)mad detective (softspot 4 the actor n directors) 2)enchanted (doubt there will be another childish person to acc me) 3)beowulf 4)the warlords (haha, andy lau + brotherhood plot) 5)长江7号 (OMG, i've been waiting...and will be waiting!!!)
shall see how tmr.
Sammi Cheung. if u ask me when/how come i like. then perhaps is becos of my sec1&2 fren. she was his idol. they both share the same 眼神。esp when they stare into blank. haha, i 0so sometimes, usually in bus, will 发呆。 think is inherit frm mom. still rmb the times when we hummed the song 灰姑娘 tgt~
but sec1&2 was 0so the lowest pt of my life. 自闭 plus being like a easily-bullied rabbit. and ya, being labelled as "gay" in a boy sch. haha, tat's becos i hang out with tis fren plus another fellow. who know one day both of them say they admired a senior. God...i wasnt at the murder scene, dun sentenced me...
anyway, nvm. now u say i gay i more merrier. and sec 3&4 was my highest pt of life. after watching a documentary abt a tiger eating a rabbit. i realised the truth. the way of nature. so, i changed. sumo, thks to my best buddy, who they deem fit as ah beng, one day suddenly in front of whole class "我罩他" and of cos, it was my peakest stage of humor to the extend tat they wun dare come near me fearing being froze.
poly yr1 was hmm, still very happy-go-lucky. juz abit irritating-inquisitive boy. almost the same as pri, the God-Bless-You boy.
poly yr2. started quiet down again. watching ppl taking over me as the clown position. turning into slpy-slacking boy.
poly yr 3. consider the cytoplasm or the pupa stage. alot of reactions taking place. alot of reversible n irreversible changes been made. "No Venture No Gain"
OVER the yrs..grew up with a face tat is ever-changing. from a "wind-blow-no-mess" left-parking hair...nerdish specs mushroom head no-park hair...waxy spiky everywhere-park hair...botak fully-parked hair...golden hikaru middle-park hair...long j-pop right-parking hair...gothic lo0k of eyelinear and black fingernails with red ah-beng-ly hair...until now the emo hair. SO, if u happen to see a familiar face yet seem different on the road...pls dun hesitate to forget saying hi to me.
这世界没有十全十美的人。只有独一无二的我。
juz now visited xinying's bl0g. then linked to a 5min of fun website. as frm her comment, say until so zhun... in my case, i was LOLing all the way. u guys shall be the witness, u can go visit the website after u felt it really accurate on me.
You are Blue Sheep type, who is gentle to others and have calm attitude and a quiet atmosphere around you. You can make other people feel good, and yet at the same time you have a natural instinct to see people's insight. You can turn things into your own pace as well. You are a person of knowledge, and can provide wide range of information. You are very quick on trends. Unlike your outlooks, you have guts to fight. You can build relationships based on each other's interests. You have a will power to achieve your set objective by carefully planning your schedules. Although you have bright brains and clear mind to analyze things, you tend to leave the decision on lapse of time. Your weakness is you can be slow on decision making and putting into action. You are good at competition and have great ambition. Your success lies in cooperating with others and trying to be helpful to others. You put priority in economics, and try to stable the household budget.
http://world.doubutsu-uranai.com/index.html
muahahaha...i oni know tat last fourth statement is really my weakness AND 2nd last sentence is my destiny liao. "cant escape fate de"...rmb once an old neighbour granny suddenly took my palm for reading..."你有很多朋友呢。。。"(dun understand well tat time, nt very believing...esp when u heard frm some1 who wore thick-specs and cant even recognise u once u are faraway) plus the fortune-teller who gave me this name of the special chinese characters...
P.S: haha, 没有朋友的凯嵘就不是凯嵘了。
some songs worth listening again n again despite the current of time. some songs juz dun seem satifying unless u see the singer live. i like this song of TM revolution. give me the feel of `flying`
reflected at 1:18:00 AM
From a Boy to Man
Once a Marist, always an Officer