Saturday, January 27, 2007
finally managed to have some time n space.
hair problem is currently one of my issues.
recently damn tired n slpy. so got some occasions of skipping class.
felt abit bad...
1 big thing happened was lost of practical result. so went back lab to do.
saw d cleaner mopping floor. then found vincent n asked for his permission.
nv tot i even told cka he was a gd guy when cka was saying tis TSO know nothing.
then he mumbled abt cleaner using...floor later dirty...y give him so much trouble...
come to think of it,
mr tang is the nicest. another is brendon who looks co0l with bike.
frenz entered ns. last day i felt really bad cos they was havin dinner yet i cant join due to test.
previously bought a bk to cheer me up. mayb it can accompany me during tis lonely period.
fri. as for the test mentioned. got chp 6 till 10. yet i oni studied 6. actually wanna ask frenz for help on the actual day. but gotta do env project.
yeah, dun forgot abt the paint which cost me to threw away my shirt. cos the tin cannot open so asked mom for help...she did open. n oPps, splash on me. it's some sealer...to hold the paint...and our "gui ren" gave us tis kinda thing to open. he 0so instructed us to buy a piece of zinc. after we searched high n low for it, we told him we couldnt find it. so he simply replied us telling he will get for us. dots...
then so on fri, we met him, do some painting while he explained some extra knowledge to us. cka was telling me, woah, he rich leh got car. me saying yes, yet was thinking abt
a bird shit lying at his car rear... 0.o
"gui ren" 0so explained to us wad our skin is made of. i tot is rubber. but ans is silicon. cos he say wad got pores...can breathe...nothing can stain on it like paint or permanent marker. i was thinking abt...tattoo? but didnt actually spill it out.
there goes his speech while i was eyeing on his watch. not tat it is expensive or wadsoever..cos i was feeling the time is flowing away...cant study for my test le la. then he said something abt drink his "adgreencoat" a kinda of eco paint coat...n i was imagining abt
his shit turning white...
here goes to the test when my mind is clear n white as the wood i juz painted. B.L.A.N.Kvivian is so upset with me...dun wanna to see her again next sem...hope i will pass.
was rather disappointed with somebody "recommendation" to me. nv mind. at least it rekindle my spirit n interest.
was almost awake for more than 24hr. sure my mind went haywired when playing childish games with mervyn. then jieren leads me to shock when we saw some malays using weiqi seeds to play dumb...LOL. jieren said"i tot of oni juz chinese chess or int chess to play dumb. they really reach another higher lvl."
woO...nv tot of entering mac twice on single day.
really lonely nite. imagining wad would it be for CPTC to come. should b one fortunate guy to enter JI which not many can enter..
here's a story to provoke ur thought.
once upon a time. U, yeah tat rite, was so luckly enough to pick up a wallet. n U juz rmb u haven paid ur tax+electricity+water ultiliy+phone bill. n so u calculated tat u oni had 10 bucks left after using the money in the wallet. how's u feeling?
still happy or contended mah?
i shall ans u guys my thought some another time. cya!
reflected at 11:35:00 PM
Monday, January 22, 2007
In memory of U;nee.
she is sexy.
she is confident.
she is strong, to endure criticism.
yet Depression, the silent killer.
fucker killer..
0so being very sad when an familiar 91 old actor died.
a true gambler. a faithful lover. look forwards in him.
recent mood damn bad. had quite a big fight with my sis.
had been sometime for a volcano to wake again.
unbearable. wun speak out d details. juz wish to forget it.
thks for the listening ears u frenz had given me. really appeciate it.
thu openhse damn no mood. hope to get a chance here to say a big sry to frenz ard me when i moody yelled at. esp to cka n benjamin.
fri was a day for me to unwind. went for a swim. nv expect world to have change. oni went to tat pool twice. first time is young tat time went with a neighbour. then due to some accident, he got cuts at both knees which scared me out. since tat day we nv went out. then nv met. then now seem stranger. tat y i dun like to go swim with fren. now i went pool. i saw 2ppl in pool. but abt 10 ppl was out there suntan. so ppl now go pool for? i really duno the ans.
sat, forgot abt my duty. then the waterhose broke. me repairing wet whole body including socks. damn yucky. realised one lecturer is really fucked. she is still teaching us, yet she juz chosed to ignore us at our booth n stay quietly at her yr1 student booth beside. so when her students came to our booth borrow waterhose n it breaks, did she even stood up and come for our help? nope. cos none of her business? or dun recognise us? thks to our lab TSO, manage to help us fixed the metal part. learn new thing. some man thing. 0so know mr ong had a third child. he was using his son toy to test the reaction...
sun was whole day slping. mind really tired out. then rushed I&E presentation. abit sry to my teamates for staying up n waited for me. as a whole, i really loved this team. very enjoyable working together.
then had a mid-nite chat till 4am. wake me up abit. i mean mentally. esp know my mistakes.
got alot of fun jokes tis fren. didnt know some1 will red face n going to cry when losing chess...
today was passable. God has taken care of me. then went orchard met my frenz unexpectedly. learn more places le. cos rite now i still unfamiliar of orchard. i tell others they 0so wun believe. then fun thing is met this retired tailor. they were shopping when i was behind. then something caught my right eye. so my body stopped. while i shouted to them to stop an old man appeared behind me excused me n open the shop. inside is full of all of his works. very nice. i bought a green kawasaki shirt. he shared with us abt his work, his life n i can see his passion though he is old. very fun. then took bus alone home. forgotten abt my white shirt in stan bag.
i hope to rid off my moodyness soon. hope to recover soon. ate chocolate to +ve myself. too negative-thinking will lead to depression... i hate it. had been listening to nakashima mika's song. her tone is so comfortable. and 0so wu ke qun's wo you zui. very similar to my situation now...
reflected at 10:38:00 PM
Thursday, January 11, 2007
whao...
all i can recall is slp during lecture.
then today oni saw two lecturers.
BOTH PLAYED VIDEO.
so nice, juz tat abit paiseh for my dear ah pei.
his plastic video i was already running out of batt le.
THANKFULLY, belinda's vid is d best!
Global DIMMING. a new disaster.
with enforced
Global WARMMING.
wad had our mother nature...our earth would become.
dear frenz, go sun bath more often, if not next time no more sunlight le.
galileo. our ladyboss auntie no more be seen le. left d act cute white hair auntie...
sim atm no cash sia...me so poor le.
after ah pei vid, we went to lvl6 settle our unfinished thing. me more like copying.
then suddenly heard other ppl playing familiar song.
CAPTAIN PLANET! haha, LOL. can use for ENV!
all i could rmb tat was d period i had the greatest laugh for duno how long le. crappy abt our childhood cartoon...
went to support emily for the sake for stanley.
perfume. green tea scent? not nice? or later ppl smell liao become more thirsty n went to drink green tea? but the "salegal" not willing to sell me her last bottle of green tea. cos it's for female. me cannot use? hmm, mayb can gay abit?
had a pleasant bustrip home. then went nap b4 project superstar. kinda not very touched by he male performance as compared to yest ladies. but later the result will once again. show no mercy...
juz surfed quite alot of blogs yest. then find out a da jie which i used to admire her exciting life, haven even tried mahjong or food stuffs which i had tried b4. mayb my life may not be tat dull afterall. even xiaxue blog is more naggy then mine for abt an essay for a subject...then found out abt
mensa, n chua sai, membership is oni for those whose IQ is top 2%. think is some kinda guinea pigs for some scientists to experiment their lifestyle... i dun need to spend $55 for some shit to know tat i am clever anot. cos if i am clever, i will in d first hand donate away to NKF.
PS: hmm...wad if everyday like today so peaceful? then there will be no day after tmr. i hate tis. wanna a more exciting life. if oni i pick up the notebk by chance. then i will leave those names down who
cheated kind ppl money + rob needy ppl money. at least bank robbery sometimes is cos he need to support his family. but these Hypocrites are d worst. plus those shit lawyers who still got the heart to defend them.
where is justice. words dun speak. oni actions shout.
reflected at 9:15:00 PM
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
pleasant day.
woke up damn early, 3+am???
dun like to slp at nite. cos always tio haunt by nitemare.
luv to stay awake all time. cos can always daydream!
so today took at 7am bus. it's oni 30mins journey to np.
usually dun y always 1hr...
today pract with my dear swe swe damn sweet. so anyhow anytime juz shoot her with "private conversation" esp when she asked me to call john doe...
she asked us abt procedures we done n we know. "so u guys use 8ml####minus####4ml equal?" so we EXCITIedly ans "4ml"...
tot she finally understood...but she suddenly asked another "how abt tis? 8.1ml?"
FAINTED...
lunchtime was seeing cka like small kid burning paper... then damn "short-lived"...the table full of ashes n floor dirty...ah pei came by i very paiseh... ash turns the black table white... so where's pikachu? LOL.
OHS..finally returned paper...damn proud. 2hr b4 exam studied paper still can score 68. luckily he passed me, if not i kick his ASS.
cka damn du (poison), wrote his SET like ppl killed his whole family...but LOL. i luv it man. haha, even i 0so wrote "pls dun be late again" for his comment.
then got tis crappy shit CPTC talk by swe swe again. as expected, nag...one slide i was counting..7min...then saw her click her mouse...damn happy. but she went back previous slide.
told us 4-6pm... in d end...it ends at oni 5pm...
haiz i have to delay my tuition by half an hr...like tat hai my student half an hr late slp... chua sai lor, cka n joyce still said if they r my student they would be more happier...
long time nv tuition...very happy! haha, lol recently spending money like rich ppl... muz save money le. CPTC transport fee is $100...so cheap leh.
啄木鸟——两个女生
我小心翼翼默背
每句你的话语
寻找一丝爱的证据
多么疲惫的游戏
只想讨你欢心
忘了照顾我自己
第一次看的电影
记得是个悲剧
你没看见我的眼泪
大步走在我前面
我没有怪你粗心
那一夜就该体会
你不懂女人的心
为你我变成啄木鸟
啃蚀这冷漠我刻画寂寥 伤痕累累的梦 多么需要
你温暖拥抱
在爱情的牢我飞不高
宁愿我是只啄木鸟
在你心中不停敲呀敲
为何你听不见我的呼号
轻易的走掉
也连根拔走
我的依靠 music
悲伤啄木鸟
寂寞在温柔边缘燃烧
认真的寻找
不在乎冬天将来到
爱情的树已倒
我却无力逃跑
只有在孤独之中变老
reflected at 10:30:00 PM
Thursday, January 04, 2007
1wk feeling...
kinda mixed. yet quite contented.
papers oni got 1 failed...still left one unknown but if he failed me, i gotta make it a hell for him.
recent juz learnt somethings from a trip a friend invited. Unexpected event, eye-opener. dun wish to say anything farther from here.
then next is one body change. face change quite visible to alot of ppl. but i'm more happy due to my acidic stomach. of cos, my hairs still r lingering, perhaps there's something meant to be solved but yet to settle.
recent had a carefree life. go where, till when are nv appeared as qns in my mind. treasure the amt of freedom i am havin now.
satisfied. 3/4 full cup theory.
hmm, some other day i was waiting at JE interchange. first person in queue. yet i leave a space near the front. so suddenly an indian guy appeared and juz cut in n stand infront of me. me abit angry. but didnt said anything. strange thing happened was after bus driver came...he walked away...
have a bigger heart. salt n sea theory.
believe in urself. become fat is my aim. body starts to react...grow hungry easily. feels like gastric. strong enough to pull me up from sweet dreams.
faith-attitude-habit-CHANGE. Mindset n goal setting theory.
in process. not a genius. oni 1% inspiration.
imagination&creative+association&repetition+perservance&perspiration=learning theory
the world. we have 梦想 and 理想. are they both the same?
i am studying chemical engin.
but izzit actually abt chemistry? nope, more of math formula...
will i be a chem engineer? nope, is technician. (when i'm a child, magician is more familiar to me)
yet tech is driving bigger car then engin...
so which is dream which is realistic world?
cannot be understand. this world lies this truth.
nothing can be serious. juz like kaizi's life is never so.
SO, y not be HAPPY-GO-LUCKY?
how would ur hands be not free to reach out for ur dreams when u carry no burden bags?
a beggar is not the poorest. oni those without dreams does.
PS: Deathnote is no longer interesting to me after L's death. juz like wad chess does when kaizi's seniors are gone.
reflected at 10:21:00 PM
Monday, January 01, 2007
07! BrandNew Yr
co0l things done.
erm...ard xmas got one day spent with ivan. forgot to blog.
ate at sakae sushi
n got tis mushroom stick damn memorable...melted in my mouth...
then went esplanade there saw alot of balloons...(i got wrote my wish down os0) very nice with lightings^^
hmm...then yest was on joel's dad lorry. LONG TIME NV GET TO SIT BEHIND WITH WIND BLOWING! shiok. nv tot of ever going to fortunate resturant twice in a day...breakfast n dine...somemore is damn far...
on the last day of 06...finally manage to exercise...bball rusty le...cos finally saw my SUN! hope my plant turns healthy too. let it suntan with music to accompany it while i go out play bball! LOL...recently digged of one of my CDs then saw NOCTURNE, kept on listening~~~
at 7pm was down there at cityhall alone...then while at MPH saw a great bk. n i even managed to finished it. quite interesting to read. learn new thing like TEFCAS. after they came then ate at Thai express. then all of a sudden got a burst of crowd pass by...the glass door somemore got steam...they were trapped at the mrt...sweat...
then we went settle our bill...a guy came with the bill "$10.XX" we were like "LOL got so cheap meh" of cos he himself saw our table 0so know...went back to check again. then this time a gal came with bill. juz as going to pay she announced again "$10.XX" AGAIN! i SWAYED...almost cant bear...then she was like looking up...ren...ren...
after dine we went alot of "road"...some exits r close...duno where to go...the ladies is like queuing for some prizes....damn long...then met up with ben n his gf... went route...along suntec...then back to square again..cka fell down spiral staircase!!!
countdown last min we were still searching...then suddenly heard them cheer n got "BANG" we quickly ran n finally caught the glimpse...
a moment of XXX...long time nv saw le...
there's they goes... got one is so nice...like gold dusts pouring down frm the sky... then all tat had a damn long bus journey...2hrs+ on NR...we quickly enter the bus b4 it reached the stop...luckily if not we will be standing...oni one bustop journey nv tot it's took 1hr...think even tortoise is faster. then ends up at cka's fren hse...mahjong den...got 3tables...oni tot of going there play play...NEVER EVER TOT OF THEY R ACTUALLY GAMBLING...cow, kinda silly of me to be playing for 13 Waist at the first round...cos i oni waiting for two tiles "fa" and one tong...diao.
then after emily's fainting came some1 quite li hai...but haha, in d end cos of my luck they didnt gamble money!!! hmm...actually wanna to play with cka's frenz but hai...dun really wanna gamble...
but phew...it's kinda torturing to my stomach...hunger...nonetheless it's not a boring new yr!
reflected at 10:02:00 PM