Sunday, March 30, 2008
A moment worth to be Proud. juz this short while, ok?
haha, done up with ALL my music files. shifting..renaming..creating new folders etc. took me this whole day. upsize it with my "story"bk's completion! (thou my %absorption aint gd, 20% oni)
Come on, NEXT BK!
btw, nt to forget abt this morning's dream. damn horrifying - my lower left side tooth from shaky-loose till it DROP OFF. OMG, with BLOOD somemore. KNN. erm, the dream plot was during exam time... but den i quite cranky leh, duno frm where borrow cam n took pic of it b4 threwing it away. and the dream continue(i forgot the later part le)
is tat a BIG WARNING SIGN?
P.S: finding my Achilles' heel...
reflected at 11:06:00 PM
Saturday, March 29, 2008
tired... last time took alot of songs frm diff ppl. end up now found out my HDD inside got quite alot of repeated ones. spend half of the days organising the song according to diff singers+languages still cant finish it...think need another full day!
glad tat i'm now at the last chpt last topic of my "story"bk. frm finding it boring, till generating interest on it- the thrill in it.
anyway juz now youtube surfing again. found this vid.
hmm..when one is being serious, focusing on his work, it's full of charisma!
P.S: is there any herb tat can cure a person of his inconfidence? A gemini without 3inches of unrotten tongue aint gemini.
reflected at 5:06:00 PM
Friday, March 28, 2008
juz had my "CREAMY" dream.
long time haben come across this word. rmb last time heard was frm a durian uncle. cos 1 durian he chose was damn BITTER. not sweet de. then we complaint to him, he said "this is the rare one. some ppl wan 0so we very difficult to pick for them. v CREAMY de."
yucks! youngs eat sweet. oldies eat bitter...
anyway. dreams r all seemed like summarizing all events of past few mths and mix tgt. so quite exciting. nonetheless, there's something i cant understand. one of the dreams inside i was experiencing toothache??? duno wad it signify. should go lib search search, cos last time stumbled onto this chinese bk tat describes all abt dreams.
toking abt lib. everytime if i meet ppl at the area, happen if i early, i would 顺路 see if my fav big red bk is there anot. then as always, NO. diao, so i search the com, realize the bk aint on loan.. so with careful "inspection" i found out all the related bks 0so gone...KNN, didnt know the librarian so "hard-working", shift the category here n there...
btw, 1st sis juz called. yup, agree liao. found out 2nd sis had left. 3rd sis had juz render her resignation letter. haix.. heard new ppl coming in... duno i will be anti-social anot...miss mother badly.
P.S: shake no more legs~
reflected at 2:53:00 PM
Thursday, March 27, 2008
I FEEL GREAT!
haha. quite a no. of predictions came true.. well, thu was woke up by the serviceman who made his visit earlier than scheduled.
quite funny uncle. when he used my mouse, i kinda discover one of my v little gd pts.
*i'm a person who can tolerate stuffs with flaws totally, the extend of adapting myself to them.
cos he suddenly asked me "ur mouse spoilt?" "oh? yaya! the right click no longer functions"
here comes the funny part. he dialed up headquarter "hey ????, i gt a serious prob here...(????) no, not the hard disk crash. the mouse's right leg is crippled."
lol. i was being overfocused on the LCD lines...honesty, who can tolerate havin his LCD spolit for several mths? KNS thing was their batt oni got 1yr warranty...
nvm, alot of stuffs r being done. i even reformat my com. finally can msn online! (if oni kaizi can be formatted too)
anyway, after the com recovery. meet up zy @ redhill job interview. kao. total waste of time. after filling form plus the "brief"ing of job description, then the lady said it's 7bucks per hr. (walau, the working hrs r oni 6hrx4 per mth...too little to support my extravagant life)
but the interesting thing was, rmb i wrote "kairong: male-female" b4? ya, when i first met the lady n introduce myself, she exclaimed "wa! i tot u're a gal when i read ur sms" true, "kairong" can be a girl name. but i'm proud of this chinese name thou. unlike those hid it with christian name deliberately.
KNN. my sms oni write "hi, i'm kairong, looking for part-time job. Is there any vacancy?" the most du lan thing was, she oni replied back to zy not me...
meet up yk @ far east to job hunt. damn fun. visited places e.g lucky plaza, paragon and heeren going into most shop n ask for part-time or full time. kinda training the Gut. but the most KNN reply from a male boss was "sorry. we oni wan female" (the shop outside paste "Job Assistant Wanted" LJ, they should have changed to "FEMALE JOB ASSISTANT WANTED"
wonder y most manager so lazy de? cos today i receive not even a single call from them...lanlan.
surprising miss call instead...from nestle. y izzit always those things i work hard for nv come, oni the thing i nv expect came... left with no choice bah.
i even edit this blog template yest till today morning, while installing all necessary softwares. yup, most ppl knew y i reformat my com. thou it "was" a secret.
damn happy. act of idolism perhaps. anyway, even play the video of x japan's art of live concert. damn shiok, as if u bought a bigger inches TV. watching yoshiki's flying hair while beating drum, Toshi straining his vocal cord, hide's funky expression, Pata's bouncy coiled hair and Heath's coolness.
the best music video i seen.
P.S: waiting for new moon. new me. new life.
reflected at 9:40:00 PM
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
ha! finally made the phonecall. thou some things cant be done. lest 1 thing is gonna be solved.
la! slping dragon. when is the time to wake?
na. juz wait for ppl to visit me.
reflected at 5:35:00 PM
Monday, March 24, 2008
some phonecalls still left awaiting me to make. always being the last-minED.
YAWNing all day. muz be s0o lack of O2. i need AIR SUPPLY. lol, they r realy GEMINI sia.
P.S: out of boredom, searched "gemini incompatible zodiac". result? (laugh-cough)
reflected at 6:03:00 PM
Saturday, March 22, 2008
Have u give the full mo0n a glance yet? Under the clear skies. Beneath the translucent scarf.
virus is gettin more adorable. it's like a newborn baby capable of doing things u nv expect. now, it can auto tick on the checkboard of WAVE under volume control. which means, i listen to song halfway then MUTED.
been to lower pierce de "since 1960" prata hse. order its ice-cream prata w/o checking the price. KNS, it costs 6bucks. the prob is, it's really worth 6bucks amt...but i dun find prata compatible. rather i prefer bread. ended with painful gum...anyway, the word "ice-cream" is really since 1960...the fixed trio (strawberry+choco+vanila) lol.
perhaps i'm suffering from insomnia again...whoelse to blame except the playful soul.
this wk, done some stuffs for 2pairs of luvbirds. both wanna give surprise. thus past few days entries r quite secretive. seeing them happy juz felt happy.
hmm, suddenly being "trip-off" to think of qns tat i nv imagine of. e.g how to "celebrate" ur 21th(adulthood supposedly). haiz dun bother me as long as i got my key. anyway, the happiest birthday i celebrated with frenz was the triple6. haha, law-abiding boy really had his first beer on the very day during an awkward time at a strange place.
initially wanna heineken. but blur kid bought carlsberg...from cold storage. then buy beer opener from watson. then GAN BEI~ haha! once in lifetime doing crazy stuffs juz feel gd. once is enough. juz like y rainbow is so beautiful - cos it dun appear freqly.
raindrops fallin on my head...there r 2 kinds of rain. one is refreshing bright white. another is gloomy dark, best for emo kids. these few days always have the white rain.
made me rmb of a song tat last time my pri tutor she luv it alot.
P.S: notice my wardrobe dun have much yellow shirts. it takes certain responsibility to wear the color. perhaps i'm not tat confident yet.
reflected at 10:35:00 PM
Thursday, March 20, 2008
How to live the 'Grass' way? Face the mirror n tell urself daily "no1 can put me down!" Treating others' compliment like moisturising water. of cos, dun forget others' criticism tat are nourishing fertilizer.
there's an old saying: only the kind-hearted and honest ppl can near a bird w/o it flying away.
haha. it's a lie.
P.S: din know Gd Fri coming..oni til baby mentioned abt dun need to go kindergdn tmr. no study no work make a lazy boy.
reflected at 6:03:00 PM
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
restless rain. reckless mood.
Sticking the earpieces to ears is deemed as the act of anti-social. i like to do it often. be it in bus or crowded places.
if every1 was a radio. then the freq needle of mine is often leaning on the extreme left or right, not the middle region. signals released are similar to hidden codes.
left eye had been on rebellion ever since the gahmen was not on enough slp.
anyway, the sun owns me a swim. while i own ppl alot of incompleted tasks. worst still, i own myself a job.
P.S: Pain in Rain. Plain in Train.
reflected at 8:26:00 PM
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
Oo~ gd m0rning! oh well, this time aint cos i woke up early. but in fact didnt slp. for i've been a passable Host.
hmm, always slp at ppl's hse. this time finally invite others to mine. thou it was REALLY SMALL. luckily they dun mind. plus of cos, my parent too.
anyway, was basically big chat abt the past again. haha, it had once again proven tat i always dun heed advice for those who really care for me. but fret not, he had been searching for mistakes too. tat's juz how he learn, the fastest way.
walking out of the past is v easy to be said than done. thou i know of a easiest way, yet i rather not use. cos it juz simply throw ur pain to the next innocent victim.
toking abt past, well we did some pics-showings on our own laptop. rekindle our presant memories, lo0king @ out Holy Innocent Virgin(HIV) faces 3yrs ago, to those fun places we visited n 0so the stupid acts we done.
who says we can oni put pics in frenster for ppl to view u as if u're on auction.
btw, thou some frenz show some dislikes toward 1 buddy. which, i felt the same in d past. but after applying horoscopes, he's born like dat de. so wad we should do, is understand. sometimes, selfish is purely the act to protect him/herself. there's nothing wrong abt it.
oh ya, juz some mrt incidences tat r so funny to blog here. the boy juz laid on the glass shield beside the opening door, playing his highly-"VALUED" PSP. so at this mrt stn of my fav color, there came 2 acjc gals(which i oni blurry glance). so happen duno y they chose to stand so near to me (how come they dun felt strange abt blocking the walkway?) then one of em suddenly said(loud enough for me to hear) "PSP is'nt worth buying"
well, juz simple analysing, we can know tat she's displeased. either her rich dad din bought for her OR the fact my eyes r on my precious instead of her face. so much so to make me lol for the whole day. (actually wanna reply YES to her, cos i've been kena cheated severely)
returning home, i saw a couple. but my eyes were rather on a lady in white. (and i really mean it, from head to toes. from jacket, shirt, pant and shoes. juz except her bag) i stare at her as her phone shone on her face thru the dark tunnel with strong wind blowing her long hair. KNS, she's juz lo0k like female ghost. (my chinese encoding dun function well in this blog. if not i can write "mu dan hua xia si zuo gui ye feng liu")
so wad's the business of the couple? well, the guy taught me something. he hugged his partner, when his head past by her left cheek. the dead angle where she cant see wad he is seeing. he was looking at the "ghost"! haha.
i was keen on learning in the past. but now i realize i aint keen on observation. if not, i wun be a failure till now. observing is the first step of learning? perhaps. otherwise the boy wun get lost in getting way to far east. but thks to the mistake, he learnt tat it juz takes 20mins to walk from orchard mrt to somerset mrt n back.
haiz. i still cant slp yet. cos later got another early appointment. noticed tat i didnt say y i was out yest nor later. 2 separate secrets. 0so watch my 1 of my fav animations, EVANGELION. oh well, 80% of the time, i know the story le. think it's purpose is to add on details on the fighting scenes with modern graphics compare to the past. it 0so reinforce the author's idealism. always quite hard to understand, it's psychology too. ppl new to it muz have hate it since it has sequels...
P.S: i'm a freak who cant understand myself day by day. at 1 time so anti-social while can be suddenly the limelight outta nowhere.
reflected at 7:02:00 AM
Monday, March 17, 2008
made my coffee in the morning. yup, the boy didnt woke late. set a new attitude to change.
coffee? yes, yest nite was flipping bks n learnt tat it can increase reading speed. but the result was poor. it still taste bitter despite the amt of diabetes sugars...
book? yes, digged out some bks tat i bought during childhood nerdish period. haha, the kind of bks i bought, was meant for the future thou. tat's y didnt really read em until when i need them now.
surprise rite? but i'm still kinda useless. need to have 3bks in order to tackle 1 bk.
curious abt wad bks i'm reading? 1 abt chinese medicine, 1 abt convince n 1 abt recognising ppl.
0so surfing net for horoscopes. quite interesting, when after u X-ref to ppl u know.
come to realize y 1 was a maiden while another was a looney bird. did regret for not studying them earlier. for i would have know where the secret place was. anyway, it doesnt matters much now. the most is, i avoid going there by all means.
"A secret makes a woman woman"
haha, the website mentions gemini luv to flip to last page. it's really quite boring when it comes to reading. rolling all over the bed... wake up to find my left eye bloody red!
the bks r useful, if not i wun be forcing myself hard on em. medicine bk says dream can tell ur illness too. no wonder sometimes i found myself running for toilet inside my sweet dream. recognising bk gives me symtoms of my 自卑. it's amazing too tat u can tell a person from the way he smokes.
oh ya, got back my result on fri. haha, ave gpa is 3. frenz said it's ave B n consider it as miracle. the fact on how i study or actually not. there are times i felt, i've worked hard but still ended up with nothing. n often many of the times i've done nothing but something will come up to me. u can use the phrase "happy-go-lucky" but to me, it's juz 踏破铁鞋无觅处,得来全不费工夫 or 有心栽花花不开 无心插柳柳成荫.
ppl always see others as lucky. but they nv figure out wad is the magnet he/she had tat attracts the luck. 当一个人老是自摸时,别人只当他运气好。但他们忽略了他听牌前的舍牌功夫。
ok, there's much more waiting for me to learn. ya, i'm still learning MJ too.
for those sharp eyes, u guys might have guessed out tat i've been watching detective conan. oh well, cos i lack the logic brain.
this is one of my fav epi.
P.S: it's gonna be 3yrs since i blog. intro by stan&cka. i NEVER tot of changing my skin. (notice the word NEVER) but God knows whoever had remove the pic. i NEVER tot of watching movie alone. (i talk it loud when last time mother said she did tat sometimes when her sons or husband r buzy) but God knows the boy watch 2 movies in a row @genting. so, "NEVER" is such a sinful word to be use freqly. purpose of this blog, simply put it this way, in case 1day i lost my memories (or Alzheimer's disease ), i do hope "i" will come across here, get to know the past me. it's 0so a way i jolt down my learning pts. it's NEVER (sry but i've to borrow it) been written to please or entertain any1.
reflected at 10:52:00 AM
Sunday, March 16, 2008
2 ppl. 1 grey topic. misunderstanding occurs.
perhaps one looks at it as dark white. maybe the latter saw it as bright black.
it's juz different perspective views afterall.
a)anyway, recently being mentioned of too native. b)easily trust ppl esp strangers. d)i juz dun like to make frenz with a wall in bet. tat's all. i)i do hope sun comes back for me. c)telling lies doesnt mean cheating. f)still inexperienced in "recognising ppl" g)i'm speaking nowadays rather than talking nor communicating. e)0so was told to read up some horoscopes. h)i will not believe in the word "never" anymore. j)Market. diff meanings for housewives, singers, brokers or drug dealers k)k. mood is distorted. happiness tat juz past shall be postponed to next entry.
reflected at 3:21:00 AM
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
off to genting~bb
P.S: Durians made my nite sweet!
reflected at 6:37:00 AM
Sunday, March 09, 2008
??: ?? ?? ??
such a nice weather. not to be wasted. like a beggar slping whole day. digged out an incomplete bk to finish it. awake for few hrs, slp for few hrs, the pattern repeats.
treat it as charging body batt. after come back frm genting trip next wk, i should be working machine liao.
felt alot of things ard me were left unfinished. such as now as i typing, it's lagging. cant even open 2 windows at a time, cos the previous will auto close itself...the virus damn zai, can even prevent me from login msn. diao. laptop's LCD 0so haben call for repair. even deskcom tio serious prob le. HUAT AR!!!
now eating Nong Shim. for ppl who know me well, ya...it's a diff task...KNN, the boy who cant take spicy food. sweating now. dun worry, i gonna finished it!
haiz, the person haven contact us for work..damn. thinking of juz going to the factory behind my hse ask ask or find back my gd mr agency.
money certainly bring joy. but it definitely wun bring happiness. chim hor?
P.S: i'm not born with a silver spoon. but God didnt deny us of eating with a golden spoon, rite? Plum is a special fruit tat can relieve my nervousness
reflected at 10:52:00 PM
Saturday, March 08, 2008
safe&sound back!
my 1st flight~wee~
thai was a nice place. shopping, they give u calculator. press the price u wan. lol.
of cos, been conned is usual stuff. their schgals was far more than schboi. got fetish over their schuni. cos they wore long dress with BROWN BELT. lol, the tour guide say got boysch where they stayed in wkdays. i tot most boi would be in muay thai camps. some1 tot they had gone for operations...
2 regrets of the trip. didnt visit 4-faced Buddha. didnt went for massage.
oh, we didnt took tutu. cos tour guide say easy to be conned plus alot of CO. i like their cab thou. cheap. plus their driving skill, can dash thru narrow path. kinda wonder how come at junction w/o traffic light, there wun be alot of honking. unlike sg. 1 thing i hate was their "rare" rubbish bin.
on the flight back, i took the window seat. ya, i get to see wad is meant by above the clouds. n i finally understand wad the color "skyblue" was like. when the time reach dusk, i saw a ray of light across the grey sky. BEAUTIFUL. it was the reason y we should keep on living.
很多东西 因为短暂而美丽。
anyway, the blur kid left his 80bucks white shirt among the hotel blanket...KNS.
有些东西 曾经拥有就满足。
ok, i'm still waiting for my buddies to send me the photos...shall upload soon.
fri was a fully completely RESTday.
today morning was dragged out of bed by uncle lee's call. so went lavender buy genting bus tix. HOoo. holiday again sOon.
afternoon went IT fair. i saw an ex-kopitiam colleague at creative. her complexion improved alot sia. last seen her was at amk, when she was bitching with her fren. quite certain it was her, cos after i walk away, i turned n saw her staring at me...
after we left, abt to reach the bustop, saw a gang of ppl infront. then got a gal doing crazy stunt. so i turned n told zy, "xiao charbo"
who know suddenly the gal turned her head. i cant see her face, cos i nv wear specs. juz so coincidentally, she exclaimed, "eh, is tat kairong?" i was kinda chuasai.
damn. i tot i will nv see her for the rest of my life. fate is such a joker. perhaps hurt twiced, i've no guts anymo. maybe it will be one regret i've for not daring to pose the qn.
decided not to stay at the bustop, so walk up to "the concourse". the route i damn familiar de, cos i once walked miles for it to search for mom's day gift-four leaves clovers.
then had our dine at the street opp. chinese resturant. luv the period eating "tze cha" with buddies. all need to do buttock sit, open mouth eat. anyway, i come from poor family. last time, oni can eat such stuffs during special occasions. but now, can earn money liao, wahahaha. my boss's name is stomach, not liver. tat's y i still prefer eating to drinking. well, tonite finally settle my craving for bak kut teh ever since "Golden Path"
tonite is emo nite again. luckily i got my ROYAL HONEY CHOYA as companion. bought frm airport, i 0so asked, it's not selling elsewell. rare precious~
P.S: i still yet to figure out wad is 以红换赤,抛绿引玉。
reflected at 11:29:00 PM
Monday, March 03, 2008
cant get to slp. over excited sia. in abt 18hrs+ time, i will be above the ground finally!
juz now went jp atm. KNS. mood spolit by the long Q. y izzit always atms either down or no more cash? or y wun they set up a new Q for our dear "foreign talents"? du lan to max.
so went to money exchanger with cka. got a little boy damn cute. "papa, y r there so many ppl Q~ing here?" "cos ther alot of foreigners" (lol, wana kick the papa's ass. do we look cheena???)
in case u ppl will have a bad miss for 4D w/o me, let the DIVAs keep u entertain. but pls dun be those childish kia shouting "whoever" is better than "whoever". to each have their own preferences. peace.
didnt know last time the Goddess was actually a hot devil...
1 of d best performance i seen. luv the part "i dun wan2 go home" + her adorable audiences. 1st-yr poly on most sat will be at this particular place, always get to hear it. once tot i was near the heaven's doorstep.
haha, POWER. all i can describe.
well, her singing dun touch my heart. cos she always give it a sqeezeful massage.
if u listen once. it's like rollar coaster. listen twice, u're on ecstasy. listen thrice, u better be jumping off the building.
P.S: m i tat weird for nt bringing luggage? anyway, be sure for 路边的野花“乱乱”踩!
reflected at 3:06:00 AM
Sunday, March 02, 2008
juz had my nitewalk from bl. been quite a while ever since i took niterider. watched ah long Pte Ltd. ok, it had me lol. thou i dun like those "who copy whose ideas" fight.
i mean, if some1 copy u, this show u got the talent tat ppl dun have. so, since u hav the special talent, so wad matters even if ppl copy. cant u use ur talent n do something even better? instead of like a baby crying "mummy!!! he stole my ideas..."
another discovery i made: some1 with solely talent alone can only be "PER" but if he/she has talent with PASSION, tat will surely be "PERFECT!"
ok, i muz be a 一言九鼎 person. i will definitely earn money back after my holiday trips. not to forget, to see olivia ong with benben.
ya, i nv done accountancy b4. next time, my hard-earned money should be used to set up funds. 1) kaizi's entertainment foundation 2) kaizi's learning foundation 3) kaizi's housekeeping foundation 4) kaizi's charity foundation
yes, juz now been tailed by police car. plus at the career fair my encounter with the policeuncle. hmm, think my face is written "贼"(thieve). but today some1 say my beng+boy-ish image dun suit my olden face. lol, i dun wana wear formal cos i dun wana look so serious. v 辛苦的。。。
love should nv be confused with "sympathy", "gratitude" nor "substitution" yup, pls wear safety googles when doing exp. well, i dun bother.
Kk, i go n kun liao. msn cant login. hope u ppl dun miss me too much hor.
P.S: 天将降大任于斯人也。i'm on a mission too & i wun tell any1. so if u're not called "any1", i may consider letting u know only.
if u ask me who is the most beautiful woman (other than my mom), it can only be her. one of her quotes i like: “Pick the day. Enjoy it - to the hilt. The day as it comes. People as they come... The past, I think, has helped me appreciate the present - and I don't want to spoil any of it by fretting about the future.”
reflected at 3:52:00 AM
Saturday, March 01, 2008
living the life of "eating wind"
anyway, i'm nt at home again. watching starhub de "xin yuan" teary eyes again. damn weak. but it's worth rewatching, beside "my sassy gal", another best romance show.
i oso think our eyes r the wickest organ we had. cos only them could lie to us.
if only we can feel with our heart, live everyday to the fullest. cos we live once. to have no regret. be happy.
P.S: recent craze over lee soo young. 0so her MVs. always cant figure them out. complicated.
reflected at 1:56:00 AM
From a Boy to Man
Once a Marist, always an Officer