Monday, December 22, 2008
sudden urge to create this entry - last entry of 2008 so sudden tat this will be messy. anyhow write so readers dun anyhow think. anyway, Meri Kuri in advance.
i'll b confined for 3wks, luckily Xmas'eve still can bkout 1 day. cant go for a lunch w/ my USA aunt. amazing i oni seen her once in lifetime. surprizing i knew her existence oni few yrs ago...
btw, i'm been posted to OCS. ya, Miracle happens again... duno y miracle always happen on me... (this is y ppl always say heaven is unfair) well, u have to feel lucky to be lucky. i nv expected it too, tot SISPEC liao cos failed SOC and aint the top 5 God knows...even my buddy make it (mths ago he suddenly told me, "kr, let's go OCS tgt!" "cant leh, i cant even climb the stupid wall..*emo* " aft FC, he told me, "haiz FC sux...i dun wana go OCS liao..") some of my frenz dropped their jaws whn they knew it some mentioned "as expected"
in conclusion, the silly boy in future will hav more cash to kill. 置之死地 而后生。 路要怎么走 是自己选的。 -------------------------------------------------------------------
recently no more money so have been a filial son at home... sumo more need to babysit 2 naughty small fellow... kept pestering me for my PSP.. "korkor, 可以借我你的game吗?" wapiangeh...
sumo grandpa moved into our new house then few days ago hospitalised
it was then i realised..u know wad is modern definition of Filial piety?
it's shifting the whole responsibility to the eldest son while the rest of the children can have their earth rotate as normal.
luckily my grandpa is ok liao aft operation.
yest then i heard frm mom, old neighbour her grandpa left... i rmb him always wander ard the block, cos 老人痴呆 then always disturb by malay kids...sometime he will fight back most wun near him...v pitiful...
then i go out nowaday 0so sometime paiseh, cos nobody at hm beside grandpa. TV u may ask? but duno how, the TV dad bought sibei complicated sia open the main switch, the side switch, then remote button, then switch frm AV back to TV again...dun even hav mood liao.
haha, tat's my sentimental CD player with my fav Two-Mix CD! u see a TV rite...every rm has a TV...tat's wad my uncle said. "ur dad so rich ar?" it's puzzled me too. but so far i oni used it for watching X japan concert. will be buying mika's DVD so0n.
sign-on? if there's a single reason, it could on b further study. i found the reason to study again yet i still cant find wad to study for now.. global financial crisis...will it last even aft i ORD? hide for 6yrs or brave thru the storm with juz a diploma at hand? i dun hav the ans now...
trust? who to trust and who not to? even a weird name like madoff can earn billion of trust... thy muz b mad too. luckily my trust is oni few hundreds. well, it will certainly b harder for me to trust again.
love? no time. no exposure. can oni say men r frm mars women r frm venus. a fren asked me "how do u deal with 空虚" haha, this qn is like a sudden reminder i somehow hav fewer encounter of such all i did was the Chinese Medication: find other stuffs do. keeping myself buzy, or DIY etc... well, i recommend the Western Medication: find a new gf. haha, it may hav side effects thou. but it's fast cure. but sometimes images of her and her' and her" would appear. miss miss awhile then juz quickly move on lor.
(u may due to many reasons cant find a partner, then try make new frenz. in the process know of new gal, go back to western medi. still fail, try new hobbies. in the procees again if possible, go back to western medi. still still fail, try new jobs. in the...okok western medi. still still....fail, try agency. if nt, change urself damnit.)
年华虚度...Xmas is always and has been a lonely Xmas... "a gal like u is impossible to find..impossible to find..." "lonely...i'm so lonely..." "keep bleeding kee..(ch0i, touch wood!)
seem like this blog is offically going to be 3yrs liao
3yrs change of face... any1 say i undergo plastic surg? yest meet my sec classmate in mrt. i went up to him, stand infront of him... he nv recognise me! "u changed so much!" haha...
sometimes i feel..is thr really any reader?...but nvm. this blog was created under "peer pressure" well, it's intention is simply, in any case i lost memory, i open my website, i see this blog, i can try to know who is DKr. (btw, i'm nt havin stuffs like frenzter,facebk etc. dun feel safe to hav too much info exposed online) so whoever it is reading this, thks for ur support.
the actual blog title is "B Happy n Pursue ur Dream" well, it's for all of u. take care.
reflected at 12:10:00 AM
Saturday, December 13, 2008
heyo folks! .back home for a wk of "vacation" .finish my 24km directly b4 ending BMT with POP! (original portion hav been del due to blablabla...) throw jockey cap!
haha, ah chew desserts is my fav. my craving hav been unrest.. baked rice mui fan oyster egg teh tarik ice-cream carrot cake satay chicken rice bbq pork rice wanton mee century egg porridge frog leg porridge bandung yuanyang . . . much more
but pocket tight liao, aft making foolish gamble mths ago 是我看错了人,我服输。
LLST for this wk liao tmr i wanna go out for a run or walk but it'll b special one...
P.S: btw, i gotta blog today cos it's 13dec
H for happyBday I for insanity D for drunk E for3ver in remembrance
let's hit the electric guitar!
reflected at 11:45:00 PM
From a Boy to Man
Once a Marist, always an Officer