Wednesday, January 11, 2006
Today, my heart is filled with sorrow, my body is flowing with cold blood n my eyes r filled with bitter tears... Very moody, felt like a frog in a well...someone being threw down a high-storey building...juz like the surrounding r many times taller then me... i wanna to give up...surrender......I'm suffering frm wat actually? I HATE myself... I will let Kairong go to deep slp... after today there is no more Kairong... Kairong SUX...
Kaizi will replace the body...she killed me with words...another one destroy me with her stare...a man shot me with hatred...the another one squeezed me to death with his background...
I will CHANGE...pls hate me more...i will no longer hate, neither will i love...
reflected at 8:31:00 PM