Thursday, February 02, 2006
got up at 11 n rush 2 np...hope stan gets well soon...
bus...met d
freak again...saw sumone familiar...but oni wave a hand...
hunger is makin riot in my stomach...
on d way saw a old frenz...he nv c me..im nt sure...mayb he cant recognise me...or mayb other reason...nvm...tat d reason i dun like to make too many frenz...when long time no see...u dun say hi i dun say hi...haix...
library...doing project with cheng xun...then 2+ he doing his things i went off to eat...
went to meet gin...on d way saw elias...commented abt my missing specs, trying to act handsome...haha, waiting 4 my
green specs...then saw our open hse thing...marie they all in charge...
co-op...doing project with gin...discussion...0so abt
COPYING n
ASKING...both oni hav
A LINE OF DIFF...0so got discuss abt chemEcar...do i look as if i care? for ppl concern:
DUN WORRY, i can make it in an hr...the rest of calculation i leave it to u all...cos i
NO INTEREST...when went home...
i am not sure abt myself...who am i? wat kind of person am i? do i always do d wrong things? do i always say unnecessary sorry? y am i so tired? tired of living? haix...forget to make new wishes...God, giv me
SPEED...enough slp..let me learn guitar...hav my new specs n shoes...n a girl too...

Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain
Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time
As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man
Go easy on my conscience
'Cos it's not my fault
I know I've been taught
To take the blame
Rest assured my angels
Will catch my tears
Walk me out of here
I'm in pain
As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man
Once you've found that lover
You're homeward bound
Love is all around
Love is all around
I know some have fallen
On stony ground
But love is all around
Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain
Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time
As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doin' all I can
To be a better man
31 jan, i meet joyce to go stan hse...helplessly wandering in circles...due to my
unusual frequency tat i misunderstand...my fault...then at stan hse...no CONNECTION...cos he dunno his password...then played card games...later
TAROT CARDs!!! interpreted for joyce...den my TURN...when stan fell aslp...his method really very complicated...first time played d minor arcana...for me...mainly minor arcana, oni got

Ok..three men...two good one bad...tok abt business...no love...in d end i got alot of swords...10...happy ending? i muz not be
SELFISH...
mayb i will buy a deck 0so...but i wanna another design...
then joyce tired liao...left me...doing d presentation slides...until morning stan woke...then i play tarot with him...he damn gd sia...all
POSITIVE...like sun and strength...but he got a card on love problem...can solve out lah...den i fell aslp for one hr...woke up abt 8+...found out they slp 0so...
took taxi to opp beauty world eat (forget its spelling)...think its curry got problem...then there is a stupid lion dance tat kept making noise behind us...they sux man...no standard one...oni act act...went library do OP...i too tired...
Commt..i still cannot defeat myself...kept on shaking...once again being soured...used to it liao...ivan kept sighing...think he very upset abt his performance...me too...when i presents, there is a
HOLY assHOLE eating nuts...fuck him...no respect...still complaint abt me using d army logo got copyright thing...him leh...still use secondary geography world map...shame on him...luckily almost last lesson, no need to look at his bastard face again...how i wonder still got ppl flirt with him...faint...(i miss my CATS tat
big sister...if she was there...her art of speech definitely will make him *&%^%...too bad she gone liao...a successful blogger i nv forget)
after commt went library do thermo...i muz sincerely admit i am
USELESS...cant even do a thing for d project...rushing the lab report...den went printing...too helpless again...i cant even open d com...got password...den went to seek help...he say dun need password, juz press cancel...i went back tried...den seek help again...really need password...den d com lab oni got me...cannot print...d printer cannot function...seek help again...until then he finally find out there is a paper jam...i really felt so
HELPLESS...i juz wan to be a
BETTER MAN...the time had passed 5pm...i was so panick...den at ground floor suddenly bump into another hlm
FREAK...my day is gone completely...took bus n went home...
after i bathe...slp...now eating dinner...the food dun seem edible...
WAD d HELL with ME!!!!!!
reflected at 6:02:00 PM