Thursday, March 30, 2006
hmm...received some gd news...e.g. np, sp challenge...
er...yesterday training learn abt my previous mistakes of car, haiz still got long way to go
then today woke up late cos past few days oni few hrs slp (even coach say i very sianZzz during training...furthermore morning ice-skate, whole body SOUR next day...my right leg now bruise like
leopard spot, red n purple...skate like penguin...felt so useless on ice)
today i went tuition...pupil attitude me...nvm...den at 6pm stupid cka say he not buying le...went to buy 4 at 7-eleven...
in d bus interchange..(one reason for blogging today)...i saw a old uncle...seem to be malay...blind man to be precise...he carried a walking stick...then after some effort manage to alight the bus...then he struggled toward us by touching iron railing...the first person who was waiting didnt even help him when the old man realised he had enter into the queue...then he continue another direction...i DIDNT come out of the queue 0so to help him...cos for a selfish reason, i wanna go back home to maple...another lame excuse i gave myself is tat if he is really blind...he should had some frenz to help him...even the bus driver 0so nv help...so i tell myself he is faking...
but the realistic truth is, i am juz a selfish boy...i hate myself, an useless guy....in d end a guy came out of the queue to help him, but juz oni asking him where he going n giving direction...two pretty saint nic girls queuing behind actually 0so wanna help...but they r slower than the guy...it is quite a long queue...yet the old man receive help oni after several mins...look like the girls r beautiful not oni outside n
there r more n more selfish ppl living in d world...i remember wat my senior had done in d bus few days ago when we pass thru bishan...alot of old ppl juz finish praying cemetery, so he wan me to stand up with him...recalling now makes me more aware of myself...long time nv do any charity liao...look like the environment i in now is much dirtier than last time...need to clean myself soon...
went back home then realise tat the suit is gone from shop...emily says yesterday still had...cka i hate u!!! in d end not enough cash...rush out to 7-eleven buy another one...back home wanting to top up then the website says under maintainence!!! i hate asiasoft!!!in d end waited until 11+ bought chinese wedding suit, muhahahahaha, dun tok to cka le!!! dun trust u le!!!
then after some invitation cards problems...finally can WEDDING!!! i married le, they say maybe she is a boy..then gay marriage...i wanna vomit blood...hungry le....now then can eat dinner...
need to wake up soon, knock out my sense...even a wood that is softer than metal can float.
i had eyes...
but y did i chose not to see...to see an old blind man infront of me...
dkr is nothing but a shame...
reflected at 11:29:00 PM