Friday, June 09, 2006
back...finally got time le
this five days gone elike wind n i study none at all...as expected i buang all...guess at least two papers will fail. nvm, i juz heard today abt one of my senior's story...i will target it!!!
recently very happy and very down 0so.
today raining very happy...but buzy 0so.
meet them at jp cos i dun wan walk in d rain, so took bus to boon lay.
slp on bus nv study...so test time forget the most impt formula...sianZzz
then played ichess...until i do some stuff then meeting...collecting money...then saw a senior i hated. jingsheng call him down, so ask me play with him. oso got play some weiqi.
first match...in few moves i mobilise all my pieces to attack him, even when he tried to hit me on my left i still feel no pressure...in d end i use a material advantage n shaped killing position...yet as usual he gave comment like "aiyo, so simple killing move u 0so cannot see, move this horse is more direct, u still go move ur cannon... this kind of stuff u cant c how u go competition?" after being soured...my another senior came n said actually my move 0so got effect...cos my position is too good liao, every pieces surround him, alot of angles n ways to kill...nvm i 0so long time nv being soured liao...motivate me on my 2nd match with him to kill him...he tested my opening n say "aiyo ur opening so watery, i oni trick u one lo" but i feel i didnt move anything too bad, so in d end i won him again. feel like it's coming back liao. i will train using this two week...cos all the things that matters most to me is coming!!! i am very happy when my another good senior ask me during holi to play with him for the whole day!!! looking forwards...i will become the strongest 18yrs old in sg!
hope one day my pair of hands can bring me into the world of chess...fly me to other countries to play withh their players...hope one day i will shed tears if i lose, so tat i will know i hav tried my best.
reflected at 11:45:00 PM
