Saturday, October 28, 2006
DREAM r over.
Back to reality.
wad's my future i duno.
recently win nyp, lose to sp. 2nd i think. very dui bu qi to huiyan. the whole team r simply great. the oni thing to blame is my Wildfuliness. y did i go n "qi zi"...
first match with nyp. the one who i played last yr. same person. both of us very defensive. so end up we both draw last yr. but in d end we lose to nyp. juz cos my childish "tian zhen" thinking that draw is a gd ending. so tis yr, after he made his first move, i spent mins even b4 i made my first move. cos i was stoning down there recalling sad memories. wad more i saw huiyan so tired... so decided not to play "wen wen". wanting to gain point for the team, lost my patience ends up horse kept followed by ghost. worst me who lost...
2nd day vs sp. decide to "shu zhui" atone for my team. but amazingly, my sp opponent who i last time 0so wanting to fight with, played opening with me...up to 10+ moves... in d end he one change i haywired liao...in d end "qi zi"... tat situation...got three tables finished liao. 1 win, 1 draw n 1 lose. neutral. left me n jingsheng. jingsheng opponent very disturbing...smashed our clock sia... in d end jingsheng lose liao. mine 0so cmi. if oni i winthen it will be a overall draw. my fault sia...
3rd day vs ite. didnt played due to my off form. Ben win, very happy for him. jetson draw but i 0so quite contended. chin kiong n huiyan win very early followed by jingsheng. tis yr ite got some strong players.
think mon is rp. last match. wad can i do?
my life seems like ending. miserable.
reflected at 4:08:00 PM
