Sunday, October 08, 2006
I am happy. I am sad.
Yest, i was training alone...then got a very strong player invite me for a game at clubxinagqi. due to our huge diff in score...the web dun allow us to play...so he said played on msn. first time like tat. he is very helpful, let me learn alot of stuffs n the mentor game last from 2+ to 5+...so tiring...but god know...next day i woke up in morning very happy, got lively spirit. even all buses i travelled to tuition 0so dun need to wait...like i am so luckily...very very happy. nv been like tat b4...plus the day b4 spent with my old frenz. thinking of it again, my life is so wonderful.
tuition, got confessed with her mom tat i quitting next yr. then settled her stuffs with half an hr more...then set off to np.
then duno done wad... my luck suddenly drastically change...bus waited like nobody business. dun like the weather...haze...thou not my eyes but lungs felt kinda strange like something inside. went dapao at mkt n went to np. immediately i played with the catholic junior. lose one piece initially liao...followed by left one car vs one car one cannon n three pawns... managed to eat back cannon but still hav to surrender. everything lies on one opening move...stupid me. dun deserved myself the 最佳后手... huiyan had been shaking head. then very moody me went toilet...went go out walk walk liao... went back find jetson... played with him as promised. opening still ok, but moody me went into rush...then lose one piece again...later lose till death. felt like crying over wad i hav done. foolish mistakes here n there. wad am i thinking?
went harbor meet frenz for dine. then nv tot 61 still damn long...made them waited cos i no phone...in d end i walked in the new shopping ctr looking for toilets or lobby. SURPRISINGLY, there is NO PHONE BOOTH...in d end gave up n went back mrt for phone call... then took us a long time to sit down n eat cos there overcrowding no places to eat... there got nice scenery but juz the air not fresh... went back hav supper n hav a long chat with my fren abt time management, piority...plus tuition work...
now i hav change my msn nick. it will stay there till i improve...
reflected at 2:04:00 AM