Sunday, October 22, 2006
Moody all over me.
Got alot things occurred ard me.
I realized tat i am the strange type of ppl who will say sry when it is not even my fault.
I realized tat i am the weird type of person who will become angry with things tat doesnt concern me.
Things can change my appearance, my feeling n my chess os0. cant let it happen again. muz control myself. Anger management is poor for me, my senior said. he asked "y r u getting angry? for wad?" but i juz felt helpless. if u had a fren who had been hospitalized, tat oni one blow. but wad if during tis period like A-lvl? i blaming myself, with alot of Ys... y am i not a doctor? N when the photocopy machine juz cant work by giving u paper jam or wrong paper dimension? or when ur fren forgot some things that u had been hoping for? Even when ur fren's fren doing foolish thing by not treasuring the most precious thing? Things juz got me frustrated.
stop wondering liao...slping mode thruout my day. few days left for my major stuff. i wun give up till the last moment. the final showdown...
trying to make myself happier, tat all.
reflected at 12:23:00 AM