Thursday, January 04, 2007
1wk feeling...
kinda mixed. yet quite contented.
papers oni got 1 failed...still left one unknown but if he failed me, i gotta make it a hell for him.
recent juz learnt somethings from a trip a friend invited. Unexpected event, eye-opener. dun wish to say anything farther from here.
then next is one body change. face change quite visible to alot of ppl. but i'm more happy due to my acidic stomach. of cos, my hairs still r lingering, perhaps there's something meant to be solved but yet to settle.
recent had a carefree life. go where, till when are nv appeared as qns in my mind. treasure the amt of freedom i am havin now.
satisfied. 3/4 full cup theory.
hmm, some other day i was waiting at JE interchange. first person in queue. yet i leave a space near the front. so suddenly an indian guy appeared and juz cut in n stand infront of me. me abit angry. but didnt said anything. strange thing happened was after bus driver came...he walked away...
have a bigger heart. salt n sea theory.
believe in urself. become fat is my aim. body starts to react...grow hungry easily. feels like gastric. strong enough to pull me up from sweet dreams.
faith-attitude-habit-CHANGE. Mindset n goal setting theory.
in process. not a genius. oni 1% inspiration.
imagination&creative+association&repetition+perservance&perspiration=learning theory
the world. we have 梦想 and 理想. are they both the same?
i am studying chemical engin.
but izzit actually abt chemistry? nope, more of math formula...
will i be a chem engineer? nope, is technician. (when i'm a child, magician is more familiar to me)
yet tech is driving bigger car then engin...
so which is dream which is realistic world?
cannot be understand. this world lies this truth.
nothing can be serious. juz like kaizi's life is never so.
SO, y not be HAPPY-GO-LUCKY?
how would ur hands be not free to reach out for ur dreams when u carry no burden bags?
a beggar is not the poorest. oni those without dreams does.
PS: Deathnote is no longer interesting to me after L's death. juz like wad chess does when kaizi's seniors are gone.
reflected at 10:21:00 PM