Monday, January 22, 2007
In memory of U;nee.
she is sexy.
she is confident.
she is strong, to endure criticism.
yet Depression, the silent killer.
fucker killer..
0so being very sad when an familiar 91 old actor died.
a true gambler. a faithful lover. look forwards in him.
recent mood damn bad. had quite a big fight with my sis.
had been sometime for a volcano to wake again.
unbearable. wun speak out d details. juz wish to forget it.
thks for the listening ears u frenz had given me. really appeciate it.
thu openhse damn no mood. hope to get a chance here to say a big sry to frenz ard me when i moody yelled at. esp to cka n benjamin.
fri was a day for me to unwind. went for a swim. nv expect world to have change. oni went to tat pool twice. first time is young tat time went with a neighbour. then due to some accident, he got cuts at both knees which scared me out. since tat day we nv went out. then nv met. then now seem stranger. tat y i dun like to go swim with fren. now i went pool. i saw 2ppl in pool. but abt 10 ppl was out there suntan. so ppl now go pool for? i really duno the ans.
sat, forgot abt my duty. then the waterhose broke. me repairing wet whole body including socks. damn yucky. realised one lecturer is really fucked. she is still teaching us, yet she juz chosed to ignore us at our booth n stay quietly at her yr1 student booth beside. so when her students came to our booth borrow waterhose n it breaks, did she even stood up and come for our help? nope. cos none of her business? or dun recognise us? thks to our lab TSO, manage to help us fixed the metal part. learn new thing. some man thing. 0so know mr ong had a third child. he was using his son toy to test the reaction...
sun was whole day slping. mind really tired out. then rushed I&E presentation. abit sry to my teamates for staying up n waited for me. as a whole, i really loved this team. very enjoyable working together.
then had a mid-nite chat till 4am. wake me up abit. i mean mentally. esp know my mistakes.
got alot of fun jokes tis fren. didnt know some1 will red face n going to cry when losing chess...
today was passable. God has taken care of me. then went orchard met my frenz unexpectedly. learn more places le. cos rite now i still unfamiliar of orchard. i tell others they 0so wun believe. then fun thing is met this retired tailor. they were shopping when i was behind. then something caught my right eye. so my body stopped. while i shouted to them to stop an old man appeared behind me excused me n open the shop. inside is full of all of his works. very nice. i bought a green kawasaki shirt. he shared with us abt his work, his life n i can see his passion though he is old. very fun. then took bus alone home. forgotten abt my white shirt in stan bag.
i hope to rid off my moodyness soon. hope to recover soon. ate chocolate to +ve myself. too negative-thinking will lead to depression... i hate it. had been listening to nakashima mika's song. her tone is so comfortable. and 0so wu ke qun's wo you zui. very similar to my situation now...
reflected at 10:38:00 PM
