Wednesday, March 28, 2007
sry readers, wanna say b4hand tat tis entry may be boring cos being lengthy.
today woke at 4.30am. kinda shocked. but then was stoneing in bathrm with one hand holding the water sprinkle rushing water down my head. in d end still late for breakfast so two youtiao n dao huai shui curse again...cant last my stomach today, jelly legs tat didnt climb a tower...
breaktime rmb slack until playing ludo, dumb n reversi. then switch to shooting Bball.
saw a gal with greenclip. then was asking them. in d end being shot like hell...they said nerdy...then sumo said their frenz 0so same name, even more chio...even trainer know tat...yet now i still duno how to spell her christian name. LOL. think is only a few days magic effect again. mayb remove any green can already...
then released tat time got a handover procedure. kinda letting the next batch coming to take over to know the current plant situation. but we tot is sp grp do one so every1 chiong to toilet to change or bathe. i took out clothes then saw Dr Hu already changed finished...i tot i fast sia...he even said "i dun bathe er so change very quickly" in d end suddenly ppl outside shouted cannot change yet, we muz be present 0so...in d end went back control rm with our hse clothes while d rest still in ppe...so where's our sabo king, Dr Hu? he already went for d shuttle bus n was topping up water bottle...damn diao....
in d bus heard our VERY ON trainer wanna dine with us. so went jp's kfc. omg, it's being a long time ever since i ate a LOUSY kfc meal...think we were eating new "favor" crispy chicken call "BBQ crispy Chicken" cos their skin suck...like eating charcoal...cant believe my kfc n swimming pool there one is so much nicer. even got a cleaner auntie asked us "好吃吗?" i nodded...actually wanna said "sucks"...but auntie v friendly...we 13 ppl sat at one row...imagine how many tables...
after meal went play pool. kinda excited so went to d counter n said to d miss "三个桌子粘在一起"(3 tables sticked together) actually talk too fast, wanna said give me 3 tables near to each other...then d ANGRY thing is there is 2 kia, those ah beng type...yet oni shirt wear like got siay...like juz like small kids to me was down there talking loudly, directly aiming at my speech juz now. saying things like "woa, put tables together wanna eat dinner izzit" "wanna grab some chairs too" actually i kinda FUCKed off. they think they ah beng so wa? juz two kia, we duno like abt 9 ppl. actually one on one on pool table 0so can. if not for my tight saving i would definitely asked for dan tiao. gamble a $50 dollar pool game 0so no problem. now my current state they confirm not my match, i saw nowadays all those ah beng played pool like noob! oni know how to wear those show off shirts n their 马子 would juz clap there. i cant bear laughing when i saw them miss cue.
anyway. i wanna talk something abt one of d basic human rights.
Freedom.
seriously i luv my parents v much for they had given me right now all d freedom tat i wan. juz like after PSLE i can chose my sec sch myself...ended up in maris stella! then after o-lvl didnt force me into jc, can go any poly n chose any course i like. oh n 0so, some of u might had seem my "hikaru no go" hairstyle haha, i'm sure most parent dun allow their children to dye their hair like tat. anyway being a typical gemini, i always wanna try something new. a new hairstyle n image so0n, though i already told my parent which they r in dismay. another thing is abt midnite curfews which some ppl around me have. actually recent sat i usually dun return home, i go coach hse slp...haha.
So i thk God for being their child!
On d other hand...i think i nv make gd use of it...mayb i should use it to learn new things like guitar...actually last time kindergdn tat time i rmb i got art class...pri sch time got swimming, got taekwando n 0so wushu! being hyperactive, i luv wushu alot. but everything juz change after entered sec sch...i duno wad would happen if i will to ever being exposed to music such as piano...will i b more sassy? LOL. until now a lifelong interest is still chess. haha.
mayb too much freedom makes me spolit kid. but actually i nv really uses it to expose myself to my surrounding entirely. i rmb shutting myself for two yrs during first part of sec sch days. but being a lucky kid, there is always a batch of fun-luvin frenz who cares abt me!
so i think i may protect my freedom to a very great extend. think even if i enter into a r/s. i would give her own space, hoping she wun strangle me tight. wun comment abt the frenz she mix with n vice versa. would definite support her interest, talent etc. sometimes seeing frenz ard me with "insecure gf" who dun hav faith in her bf or "selfish bf" who dun allow her to go out with her frenz, surely makes me freaked out. but seeing trainer's marriage still so sweet-luving, y there's so much worries? now being single, enjoying privileges like can freely look at gals, can freely like any gals...but able to say "hello" yet is another thing.
reflected at 1:18:00 AM
