Wednesday, April 18, 2007
today to0k a less crowded bus.
then tutorial, new lecturer. a Np grad.
she mentioned abt guys if doing shift wk, wun hav time to acc gf. so most of the gf leave them.
i recalled abt wad dennis's wife said, as their gf, muz be considerate.
so muz find interdependant one...
Dr Hu's tutorial, more power, made us do math which we long nv touch. got limits, differential n sumo LAPLACE...his lecture more funny. saw a video abt bush's Secretary tellin him abt china new president, Hu. then bush ask her back, "so who(hu) is the new president of china?" LOL.
after the lecture ended, i stepped out normally yet saw some1 unexpectedly. ivan was there kept on askin whether izzit the person.
moodlessly went down to booth. moodlessly watch freshie playing "terrorist attack" stances.
was thinking: it is miserable being rejected. yet rejecting ppl 0so cause much pain.
juniors was complaining abt Hi Club opposite kept on playing repeated s0ng. i was waiting for "Becos of U" n when finally the music came, some ass went skip it. Y the hell i'm so suay.
there's a saying, "You cannot have your cake and eat it too." now i'm in my chess peak, cant expect to still hav weiqi's feeling touch. lost 3 matches to Alex today. actually the proverb is 0so hinting me to conc. on my work while giving up on other stuffs esp. romance.
on bus home, was thinking to myself, how i miss HuiYan, Chin Kiong n Eric. they were the wonderful seniors who trained me in d club. without them now, i felt so lonely. the feeling of being interdependant is so tough.
anyway, hoping to start work so0n. can save up n perhaps buy an electric guitar. hoping to hav a new interest.
P.S: i hate ppl commenting abt my hairstyle n appearance. i know i'm not perfect.
reflected at 8:24:00 PM
