Saturday, May 26, 2007
laziness is eating my body.
another bad habit of mine is hard to overcome.
let me recount first. recent me juz had d habit of being late.
perhaps i'm really on purpose. no mood. attitude. irresponsible.
i am bad.
had the shrek meal in mac. no connection so went back np.
atrium no sear so lib. after stan'aem, yk left, ivan 0so went chase yk for his paper, i was stayed to defend the table for stan.
after ages of loneliness, 3 chio gals came. they crack some jokes to shorten my time. not long i found myself being so extra to be listening to their tutoring lesson. was clear that two young gals pon their lesson so much tat another sis had to teach them. they sounded so serious, as if for me, when occasionally they will glance me. wad am i doing? staring at my laptop which the distillation pages ivan ordered me.
stan came n he (not us) rushed for the assignment to be handed b4 5pm. he wanna looked at the green gal infront of him thou, cos she kept shaking the table which he quite du lan at. U might be nodding ur head, thinking my eyes were os0 on the GREEN gal rite? but yet surprising, it used to be. reason? young, slim n most imptly GREEN.
sadly, I didnt understand myself well. i cant help myself, cant explain y i juz choose their tutoring sis. perhsps her voice, v calming.
the time was 5pm. by default, we supposed to leave. then the gals 0so discover it's 5pm. yet yk's email cant login with his password so we called him to confirm again.
in d end they left first. so sad, no chance to ask sia. both of us went kap eat the lime sundae. he kept saying teddy bear. i was wtf.
fri, went for swim. so many sec sch gal sia. didnt like to b at the wave pool. so went to the Olympic size po0l. the side was under construction. so cannot touch the other side of the pool wall. anyway, oni a man swimming. so i wilfully swim zigzag, up n down, backswim, sideswim, anyhow swim. seems like whole pool mine. then swim like running in stadium, non-stop in circle. LOL. until almost fainting i went up n rest at the sunbath chair. FALL INTO SLP sia...woke up with burned body liao. GG
then went eat kfc alone, took bus alone. noticed duno y recently kept on got gals glanced me. my face got shit meh...went back np for chess.
so grateful tat jingsheng had passed me my $50. can buy mom's mp3 liao! then hosted a mini comp for them to see their standard. after tat coach came since he nearby so we went vivo see got movie anot. in d end went PS cathay. didnt have his credit card privilege so went orchard. in d end 0so didnt have actually. wtf. rot the time till 2.30 with poker card. ti0ed shop tender chased out. LOL.
watch the pirate. 2hrs++++++++show. LOL tat coach fallen aslp in the beginning. i was so confused since didnt watched their 1 n 2. but show wasnt bored, cos alot of funny stuff.
came out it was already 5.20am then we waited infront of the ctrl stn for mrt while playing poker again. haha, daring act since got many cctv.
slp in mrt whole journey, woke up saw the door opened. then had a glimpse b4 flying out!!! haha, slp whole day.
had really a nice time.
lo0king into mirror to find another side of me. wanna a butterfly change. wanna to fly out. wanna a new image.
reflected at 9:53:00 PM
