oh my bl0g! so unbearable for refrain myself from bl0ggin...
oh my God, thk for giving such a GREAT DAY!
didnt slp yest n i will be awake for a full day after few hrs so0n~
actually i had already gone thru reading finished icp. but juz duno y everything juz cant get into my brain... cant link them well so dun even mentioned abt retrieving them during exam...
since mom said she was t0o tired to wake me up (dun think she would have enough power) after being a 风雨无阻 fan...so might as well dun slp...
wasnt lonely for the l0ng nite...since msn was kinda active esp when cka told me abt sun ho going into billboard! wahseh, cant believe a counsellor changed into a geisha for her "china wine" mv...then asked cka to help me find Dht's "someone"...
luckily i had found a trance to keep my brain cell active thru the b0ring nite!
dad bought me an early breakfast. mee hoon @5am, with oni an egg, sumo tat kind i hate...nvm, juz was shocked when he suddenly asked me if i need to drink 鸡精? uber touched sia...
end up i left hse b4 6am...God, SUPER LOVE U! gave me a double-deck WINDY journey...the effect is better than drinking coffee, mind is so clear!
ever after sec life, l0ng time nv see the dawn breaking, nv hear the cicada song, taste the crisp of new day, nv breathe in the fresh air n nv been caressed by the co0ling breeze~ okok, i stop being so poetic...
alight at sim to take stationery escalator~ found out LSCT whole building is DARK! wth...wad the use of motion detector since power is already shut off!!! so eerie~, end up studying with aHmad at underpass until we intend to be exact time for the exam...
on the way saw this cute little fellow^^
uber touched again...when ivan n stan called me..i already off my hp since we r going to exam venue liao...so they tot i still SLPING...end up they called my hse n worried my parent...mom tot i fell aslp somewhere sia!
exam should be fine. cos the hr b4 i used my potential, think 70% in mind shouldnt be a problem. cant let my loves one down mah...
but haha, one qn i do with the formula (a-2b)/a...yet the value for b is DAMN small compare to a...wth, i think i really dun trust myself...went to alter into (a-b)/a...correct ans BECAME WRONG ans...
lesson learnt: if i dun even trust myself, how can i trust others... perhaps i dun share my secrets with others...such tat seldom got ppl confide with me though i'm a loyal listener...
went shopping with them @orchard...
my idol...
finally g0t 收获! after so many places, finally found a necklace i like. it's simple, yet is 30+...but the shop de auntie v gd, kept on showing us the interesting stuff the shop had. they g0t lava lamp...yet kinda costly. haha
who know later walk walk sumo, found a stall with the same necklace! found out it's made of stainless n even provide engraving (realise today the diff with encraving)..most imptly CHEAPER~ but still out of my budget...at least i got a image liao...
already tot of the first word to engrave....2nd word quite hard...cos i wan a word with "L" in middle...best is symmetrical..eg XX"L"XX...still thinking in progress
was kinda vexed when got sabo! cos i tot some1 174 was at the bustop...but we still at traffic light. i kept telling them, "can de can de" then rite after the cars r gone, i estimated that even when all the ppl had boarded the bus, 174 still wun leave the bustop since there r alot of cars stopping infront of it since traffic light red.
so i ran. the ppl waiting at bustop saw me. the bus driver saw me n stopped, with door opened. the ppl in bus saw me. i turned behind...dots they r still walking far behind! wtf
haha, ahmad was slping soundly in bus with me listening to mp3....then g0t this irritating boy came up the double-deck. we were sitting at the front. he was 2 seat beind. ahmad was woke by his banging of umbrella against the ground. think even the busdriver below was shouting up! ahmad wanna whack him, i wanna bash him. we turned behind diao him...saw his face (wtf, seems like the whole world ppl owned him money sia!) he sumo came sit even neaer to us, think is directly above the driver head, then continued his performance specially for ahmad...but ahmad didnt appreciated (he dozed off anyway) lol
day ended.
today wanna discuss something which i happened to read in Donald J. Trump's bk. he mentioned PERFECTIONISM is one of the keys to success.
rmb during lower sec, g0t one pt of time, in the middle of nite being faced by a sea of homework...then started staring into the window. gradually feeling i cant meet my own standards...cant finished all the homewks! suddenly wanna let go of all these shits! window is infront. n i almost JUMPED.
luckily, duno y suddenly came a thought...parent gave me a healthy body. if i jump, all my useful organs like my heart, liver kidney will be squashed...such a waste, i can donate to needy ppl.
so, i switched off the light tat nite, think of no more n slp! since then, after certain time, no matter can finish my work anot, i will slp then settle the rest next day (supposedly borrow from frenz n "use as references")
but luckily sec4 buck up abit n i became one of the class suppliers. haha
sec4 earned the name of 冷王 becos of the lame jokes, it did cure myself t0o.
come to think of it, perfectionism can be such a horrible thing if not handle well...esp it can lead to depression. sometimes, ppl often oni see the problem as "a tip of iceberg"
we have to understand, not everyone is perfect. every1 do have their own flaws. it oni depend if u can turn ur flaws into ur trademark or how u hid them.
nonetheless, i'm going to challenge perfectionism again.
P.S: Leslie taught me how to be a Gentleman
reflected at 6:34:00 PM