Tuesday, August 07, 2007

UOP retest~
think i got 55% to pass...
stoll was encouraging thou, cos during tutorial b4 the retest, he was telling me "hey u know, later the test dun need to finish all. once u know u had wrote enogh to pass u can stop already"

"but sir...i dun even think i can score more than that lor"

"aiyah, u muz have confidence in urself..."
then he 0so helped solve some of my doubts

end up i was the third last to finish the paper. at least still got some flows in my brainjuices when solving the qns...

today chat with "another some1"...haha i know i used alot of some1...juz to protect their identity.

this fren of mine used to like a gal. but gal dun. so he started like another gal. then the another gal 0so like him. but after some while..."feeling lost" he still find himself liking the old gal. so now he duno how to tell the another gal. of cos there's other reasons like "buzy with exams, cca n attachment" "dun wan to make empty promises" but well, all is under "etc"

啊!多么痛的领悟。。。now wad i can help is to advise him how to speak out...short pain is better than long pain.

come to think of it, it's not gd to waste gal's time. cos being boys, our prime time is longer compare to gal, we can last till 30s, sumo i think i will start to lo0k suave when i'm in 30s, then still charming at 40s!!! haha

but gals normally after 30 is like withered flower...so their precious period is like 15yrs? while us is 25yr? (starting from age 15)

see, muz learn to put oneself in other's shoes...but sometimes, i dun...cos wad if the other wear high-heel shoes? toes pain!

oh, went jp eat ljs with stan n ivan...i had been telling them...how much electricity i releasing recently...didnt know my eyes can high-voltage放电 de.
one time we were taking mrt, while they were paired up using the escalator n talk among themselves...i was loner behind listening to mp3, then stared at the ppl opposite going down.

auntie...uncle...mother n kids...businessman...then a GAL.
she saw me then suddenly tilted left abit smiled.
phew! she saw her frenz or something behind me.
then i turned behind see see...no1 smiled.
who was she smiling to juz now...EERIE

then at ljs, was ordering at counter. 2 gals were queuing behind me.
normal rite? but then i saw cashier auntie over at another counter waiting blankly for them......

anyway...tat's not the most impt stuff i wanna mention in this entry. i juz ANGRY and max vexed tat i wanna form a band. muz drink more milk-powder...then collect alot of milk tins, can use chopstick as drumstick. like wad stan said, we can form "Gu Ni Gong" (牛奶罐) band.

all becos of stan who suddenly jio me to play the drummania...then we both noobs played the beginner stage. first time played still not bad...82combos...scored B. so for a single play, got 3 turns...stan, me then stan again. later he told me try the normal stage one, can have 4 turns...end up he played first round, didnt pass so got KICKed out! so i 0so cant contine to play...then we tried again...this time i start first. WORST, within 15secs kena KICKed out!!! WALAU 对我这个天才来说，真是一种耻辱！！！

then went tp to collect my pay which is overdue for a mth...today was suddenly shocked by the receptionist...cos she got dark skin...so i used to talk to her in english...thinking tat she's malay...suddenly she tell me "你等一下" i almost tripped!

i tot $30 so little one, boss confirm will give me cash de...who know i went there, then there's this finance-in charge lady whom i saw b4 told me she called me many times to ask my bank no..she actually wan to help me bank in de...Woah...boss got my acc no. mah...

when she passed me the cheque i almost wanna praise her "you lo0k prettier without specs"(last time i rmb she wore specs, today she didnt) but end up didnt. i scared later she happy until her hands tore the cheque. haha!

one thing i noticed today. perhaps due to tat day i wore my shades out...then influenced the whole world. cos today i saw at least 10ppl wearing sunglasses!

think the sun is back together with the wind!
juz like Spring~

hmm...come to think of it. i muz learn to be expressive. successful ppl always get wad they wan becos they know how to express themselves. To express, doesnt always mean need to use mouth. sometimes, our eyes can do the job too. even better. 我有一双会说话的眼睛！

P.S: this song is abt a cat who always wanna to get to the outside world but yet in d end, it tasted the harsh reality. but i'm still unhaunted. remain optimistic since gemini has gd adaptability. 温室里的花没有野花开的美丽！

reflected at 9:00:00 PM