morning was bad. dun even had mo0d to eat. red bean, if ice-cream nt bad. but the combination with bread juz...wth
halfway work, mother asked me to print our sample reports out then go the another side to collect frm printer. then there was tis obasan (supervisor frm another dept) came n ordered me to go back tell my dept ppl "cannot use this printer" reason? cos she in midst of printing her own report.
come on la, same lab one need so selfish mah. u think big ar. felt pity for ur husband (if applicable..i doubt so) u think i newcomer nv saw ur face izzit. muz bow infront of u tat kind ar. u blackface me n ur employees(they dun talk to each other while oni bother abt their own stuffs), while at another moment when some bigshots angmohs came then u smile+laugh as if they know u. u think u funny izzit? 2-faced.
actually i already know abt how our dept were being treat when 2nd sis always complaint. we do all the hard labour works...other dept's result ok, we always got daichi...redo n redo, while new samples are on their invasion trip everyday. how stressful, then other's dept put their own stuffs in our area..as if our place is their storerm.
mother warned me "u're newcomer. ppl say things u dun talk back can liao. the rest leave to me" anyway, mother today said 3 powerful words which kept recurring on my mind. "life's like tat"...all the flashbacks reappear
ya, i skipped my teabreak juz to grind finish 15 packs of green coffee bean. 2nd sis lol when i asked for earplugs...the damn grinder is S0o noisey. i think next time i invent a noise-proof griner confirm + chop sell out. btw, she took a tissue split half. then tear her part into two n squeeze into her ears. "see lidat can liao" funny...green coffee bean dun have the aroma!
all for the work. btw, i sicked of being cried wolf again. shake it off me. didnt know my training today became so crowded. ah lians so many.
come to think of it. i know i'm being weird(unique) tat y often attracted certain ppl to copy me. actually, most of my styles i 0so pick up from others. but thks anyway to these ppl. thks for letting me discover tat i actually had much more rms for improvement.
ever since i read frm a book tat "a learner is a humble listener", i talk less n listen more. tat's y often ppl r willing to teach me.
perhaps i'm t0o optimistic to think tat for every problem has its own solution. if it dun have, then it is not considered as a problem liao. thus, i always spend alot of time to resolve when i'm stuck at sumtin. mother saw my bad habit...then say "手脚要快，不然（吃不到饭）in hokkien" asked me to turn, dun let the thing get over me. think so much in d end 0so did nothing.
slowly realise...juz like when a singer lost her high-pitch vocal. she changed her singing style. salute.
P.S: a change is for the better.
reflected at 11:13:00 PM
From a Boy to Man
Once a Marist, always an Officer
