Monday, September 24, 2007

noticed tat recently, i started to make new dreams.
tis morning is even funny, i dream of going out with frenz...then while planning go eat lunch...i bumped onto mother coincidentally...then gosh, i woke up automatic n found out almost late for work...guess her appearance in my dream is to save me...

big rain, defer me into first time taking 246 to work. fast n sweet, no sweat.

during work being asked to collect samples which required 4 condensed milk..oni collected 1. found out pesticide dept using, so went to ask ask. ask an india guy...he refer me to a lady. "u can go find the whowhowho...u know whowhowho?" wad d hell i know ppl name...then the whowhowho 0so duno where, she asked back the usual gal who i often asked. then she told me another dept got ppl borrow. "whowhowho has taken it..u can ask from her." she continued further upon seeing my blurred lo0k. the one with duno wad ponytail...duno wad de wad...then i try my luck ard.

finally found it. realised it was with the malaysian gal...took the milks back to mother. then she said something vomit blo0d. "see, i ask u go take is to give u chance. now u get to know the gal rite?" wth, do i lo0k like i freaking care...

while retrieving samples from hpa, suddenly the angmoh bigboss of our whole dept nothing better to do, so came "spot-check"(stroll). saw me n asked me if i'm doing well. of cos la, if not i already been laying in hospital...but when i open the hpa, the poisonous gas emit out, he was helping to use his hand to help me close the fumehood. now i understand y he was the bigboss liao lor(thou i heard he's v fuzzy, esp with our samples result) respect.

yup, today i was the person late to end work...all becos of father lor. finally got to know the mysterious project of mine. hplc. chim, i skim thru research juz now, headache.

对于无能为力的事，我只剩下愤怒。
For things beyond my control, i can oni express my anger.

P.S: i scream and yell. i yearn to return to the old self. the boy who can think juz of chess n nothing else really bother him. nothing else can matter, n he can dun give a damn by freaking dun care. 太过在乎输赢而忘了原来的快乐。。。是我没胆再挑战他们。

reflected at 7:55:00 PM