Tuesday, October 23, 2007
left the home n was greeted by rain.
oni to find myself being fetch back in rain again.
nov rain came earlier than i expected. nonetheless, mo0d is back. the killing scent is lingering in the air.
today is so "armageddon" @ work. cos since i tot i can relax after backlog was cleared finally. by applying the theory of "今天的功课今天做" into "今天的samples今天weigh" but God gave me a new challenge. abt 58 samples came. i saw DHL van immediately got phobia. i think add up to crisis samples go to abt 71!
luckily got the help of mother, 1st sis n 3rd sis. i managed to complete 3 sets! but still left abt 20 incompleted.
lol stuff was when they need to have a meeting to decide on their coming leaves to claim. wth, i dun need to attend. cos ATTACHMENT STUDENT HAD NO ANNUAL LEAVES...
unpreparedly went back sch train. back home had a DRAMATIC BUS JOURNEY.
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ok, my hands wun tremble le.
i have confidence in myself.
u juz have to have faith in me.
u know who u r.
i believe in u so u muz 0so trust me ok?
used to rmb i luv the jacket v much. but after the c*********n, i rarely wore it again. i even started to wear the own jacket i bought. cos i feel tat when i wore it, wad my whole body feel is humiliation. everything is juz my fault.
perhaps it's fate who made it juz tat there is no new jacket this yr. mayb it wanna give me the chance to be able to rewear it with another feeling. i certainly hope so.
T.E.A.M. is abt training hard tgt. abt doing the punishments tgt. abt learning tgt in humble (i dun look down on others, cos i knew if i did tat, i can nv look up again to appreciate the blue sky high up.) abt looking after 1 another.
the keyword now is FOCUS. juz like how we scared contamination in lab, i will try to eliminates any external factors tat seems hazardous. (ya, i shan be bl0gging until it ends when i can flip over to a new chapter of my life.)
P.S: to huiyan, i know 99% u might nt be here. but the promise i made 3yrs ago, i will make it, for the 3 nites.
reflected at 1:58:00 AM
