A New Chapter.
Kk, let's first recount abt previous days.
tue morning, max tired. (refer to my previous entry)
as usual, we had our daily morning meeting. very short while, abt half n hr.
every1 sat down, i dun wanna sit beside the angmoh director, so i chose the seat infront of him. i kept on tahan n bear with the boredom. who know later father extend meeting to find vice-director to discuss stuffs. end up i turn right see father talk, turn left see vice-dir speak with director in between..they nv came to an agreement...so i went into "nodding mode" liao. 2nd sis was kicking my legs under the table...
after the l0o..ng meeting ended, we went for break. father came "kairong, 你真行！ steady, 敢在boss前面睡！" then every1 lol. luckily boss didnt sack me. muz be he know after i weighed so many samples very shagged bah.
wed afternoon hana came n find me first. then sat down talk cock with her. after tat father came. so we went to meeting room talk. then she told me muz rmb do report. so father mentioned will view my report first, sort of check for grammer mistakes etc. then she continue, "the report is very simple n short, min 2000 words....." then i peek at his face...i almost wanna laugh~
well, God lo0ks after me. all day went well. samples are still ok. luckily i finished work liao rushed out to the bustop. LUCKILY the bus juz came. reached bl n LUCKILY AGAIN the mrt came. end up abt 15mins b4 the competition starts. we got to draw lots to see who pk who. b4 tat the arbitor was still saying in A,B,C&D if who got A or B is gd, cos both will have 2 red 1 black. C n D will have 2 black 1 red. so i let the rest chose n picked my one last. b4 i opened i turn n tell them i very luckily de. LUCKILY, "A" was written of the paper. MORE LUCKILY, sp got "B". which means tonite will be showhand liao, sumo we red they black. kinda of telling God, "thk, the rest can leave it to us le"
carefully made my team players pairing. ended up as i predicted, didnt go wrong. perhaps juz a tiny mistake which is juz solely my fault, i dun wana say or wadasoever. the moment we sat down on our battlefield, i smiled tgt with my sp fren/foe. cos i expected 2 ppl winning n 2 ppl losing. so the match between him n me will be the deciding one.
first step he made, centre cannon. i replied with horse. such a typical scenario.
2nd moves he made, was 3rd soldier. he looked at me. and we knew both of us r laughing "quietly". normally red will move horse, but he knew i confirm will move 7 soldier. this opening is "good for red, good for black. see who better win", which i used frequently. he purposedly 为我量身定做 this opening to see if i 0so know how handle anot. since this opening will be "bad for red, bad for black, see who worst die", we are basically blocking each other in a sticky environment.
initially, i find some opening moves he made ain't the "best". so certainly there will be abit, or very tiny advantages i can gain. i saw it, but the most i earned his elephant, yet his horse will jump v fast to my area. sort of the fighting had started. guess wad, i made additional moves to defend. cos both of us know this will be a match to pit in term of, of cos include skill, greatly on patience. the one first to rush will be the one first to die. while both of us r stuck, the results of other four tables will eventually pops up. finally, will based on the overall MORAL of the team.
i predicted tat my member will win first. but i'm wrong. instead, 2 tables r down. and the stress had became visible. of cos, i'm adapted to it, since everyday i worked in stress. i was 0so much confident tat my game is still under control, cos time is better for me. who know stress had found my junior as his target.
haha, there goes for my broken n nv can be completed promise.
"i could spent my life, in this sweet...surrender"
2nd nite. vs RP. already tot up of my team pairing. but was shocked upon hearing they drew with NYP. so made quick change of manpower. when the comp started, the rest was surprised to see tat i wasnt playing. some think i'm mad or over-confident. but i think the gamble is worth since the juniors had a happy nite bah.
3rd nite. vs NYP. frankly speaking, the nite b4 i'm already spotted my most "steady"(in term of chess) junior abit sicked. n as predicted, luckily i already told another junior tat he muz be present again in case some1 down. i knew my 2yrs nyp opponent will be taking black. so i 0so switch from black to red juz to pray if i can fight him again. but too bad, almost got it. if we drew with nyp, we will get 2nd again. haha, twist of fate happened again. oni jingsheng n i won.
i told a junior. sometimes, when a player lose, it doesnt really means it's his fault. so much so for winning, it doesnt not means he dun have any fault. well needless to say for draw.
3rd placing. actually to me, doesnt really matters since after 1st nite. juz hope this served as a lesson to the junior. of cos, the one who should take up the whole blame, should be the captain himself.
i could still rmb the first time i joined ivp. the strongest team tat time was NYP. me being the weakest in the team, natively thinking of juz playing my game carefully n dun lose to pull down the team. end up i drew happily. but then, i turned n saw huiyan his ears were red. i realised i shouldnt have draw so early without searching further for chances, basically i had done nothing for the team. lost n ended up 2nd. that nite, i hid in blanket n wept quietly as the club president was comforting me on phone. at least this time, i didnt shed any drop.
人生难免有低潮。
可是， 因为低潮，
我们才能看见埋在沙子里
那些美丽的贝壳。
thks for all the shells who acc me when i'm down.
well, time has once again, made me mature abit again.
P.S: mother asked me if i wanna learn dancing. juz as i was pondering wad is my next chpt~ i guess my mom will be shock if i tell her this.
reflected at 12:48:00 AM