first time i drank so much. in a complicated pub. with alot of thai women, 2 poles, pool table, live band, soccer show and noisey remix. absolute vodka. martell. tequila shots. hennessy.(i dun rmb seeing it, mayb i already cmi le)
first time see pole-dance live. awfully disappointed. the dancers seemed not friendly to the pole. repel like same polarity magnets.
got several phrases thru the nite.
1) didnt bother chatting much. 1 cup followed the next. being early doesnt mean got worm to eat. 2) the place became crowded. i tot it wasnt wulu afterall. yet, later found out i was wrong since they're all the ladies for the nite. 3) first visit to toilet. the very honest guy already told his frenz he's gettin drunk. LOVE THE FEELING. stared into the mirror at the redden cheek. KAWAII~ even walking 0so hav the floating feeling. uber happy, like no more burden to carry. 4) over-estimate. the small glass of tequila is really powerful. clever boy went to the toilet 2nd time into hiding. the rxn time became slower. played 3 songs as i rest on the 马桶。。tot i had suppressed it, stood up n giddy. turned back n VOMIT... 5) return back to table. kinda scolding myself for wasting those gd stuffs. nvm, i sat still n blankly watched the 3 thai gals singing weird stuffs on stage. a china waitress came. i duno wad she said. rmb sumtin like, "你喜欢哪一个？" i laughed,"全部!" she duno y looked at me shocked. then continues "bahbah哪一个？" so i laughed, "随便啦！" then she turned back...look at the stage, pick a gal n gave her 花圈。 then realised i blurrly gave her 10bucks for tat. luckily she really didnt 全部，if nt i died! 6)since the table got 2 old bird n 2 newbies. we finished the bottles fast, attracted more women to came. then i saw them all turned into werewolves. up down hands. big bear hug. no style kissing. i down there kena being scolded 木头人, waste their money...pushed a woman to me to bua. luckily i preserved my kiss. 7)end up in motel. uber siasuay. cos first nite there with a guy. how gay.
那里没有我要的幸福。touching a woman is not happy at all. touching a woman i love then i considered happy.
first time seen geylang during daytime. v peaceful. juz abit restless.
been a long time seen i visited the guanyin temple. last time quite occasionally, when i sec3/4 got Amath tutoring there. even went up to the centre, juz trying to say hello to the teacher who taught me how to hang a smile on the face no matter wad time. too bad. time flies, things changes, place changes. who ever wonder lasalle will be opposite?
today work, no more emo. even director would wink at me after i asked him to sign on my timesheet. 1st sis was saying me abt when i wrote '8.30-5.30pm', "你那里有每天五点半的。。" plus mother 心痛 me for doing all the maid stuffs tat my 1st sis gave me...
even the malay cleaning auntie 0so...during break gave us something to bite. she gave mother some. gave me 1. then laughed "you can oni eat one. see ur pimples?" wth///
went to nyp support them. then first time visited AMK hub. nothing much.
mrt home. after i tapped out, realised there's a gal who had the same fast walking pace as me. @bustop, i stared at the cloudless reddish sky. duno y i suddenly turned n caught her staring at me. who is copying who? on bus, same bus, she alighted very soon. i let my eyes send her off.
the most horrible thing was, i did another i-cant-explain act. luckily, time didnt allow me. for she juz had that thing common in me. we shared the same walking pace.
P.S: the tint feeling of regretful. i've completely matured.
reflected at 11:27:00 PM
From a Boy to Man
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