Tuesday, November 06, 2007
if i can turn back time. i wanna go back to 6yo.
there's alot of stuffs i wanna learn.
drawing (luv putting color on a plain paper, do juz sketch out a face i luv) singing (luv duet with ppl instead of solo singing esp 配音, unless emo) dancing (luv tap dancing. d sounds when 1 joining after another. where's loneliness?) cycling cooking sewing magic martial arts communication skills diff languages (at least 10, dialects, malay, tamil, cn, jap, kor, frn, grn, thai, latin) telling lies (the most beautiful human nature communication tool) hair cutting & styling driving (bike or car, but wait till i passed my daytona) flying (plane or chopper) publishing (my novel or comics) computering (able to handle applications like flash & html) interior design (for my dream room) farming (grow crop so i can eat my own veggie) repairing self hypnotism chinese medicine bowling gambling bartending calligraphy wood carving stealing (at least earn better cops, more PH 0so) lock picking gardening bagpacking iceskating snowboarding surfing sailing yachting diving shooting archery tennis badminton astrology astronomy feng shui (actually most is very logical. dun need to think superblahblah...) mountain climbing playing muscial instruments (guitar, drum, guzheng, erhu or flute) massaging dating drinking thanking sorrying forgiving
there's whole lot to learn. but first, i need to learn how to be myself.
very moody today. kinda got the feeling of losing grip of time...end up i sinking into the bottomless dark pit..
thkfully for 2nd sis funny remark today. "glassware is meant to be broken de mah." mother added on "ya lor, better is use plastic kind." actually i wanna add on "if can change i 0so wan for my heart..."
P.S: if i walk too fast. if ppl u cant catch up with my pace. then i'm deeply sry.
reflected at 8:55:00 PM
From a Boy to Man
Once a Marist, always an Officer
