Monday, January 28, 2008

i wish tat i could turn back time.

there's 3 kinds of feeling tat i hated.
1) being maligned. (at least the truth will see its light one day)
2) being backstabbed/doublecross. (at least u got wad worth to be made used of. N u now know who to trust, who not to)
3) being regretful. (nothing to say. no1 to blame except urself.)

well. work today seem too alrite. thou 80+samples came, to me still feel no kick.
was informed tat mother taking half-day leave, 2nd sis already on leave, boss going to leave earlier to view his apartment again, 1st sis n 3rd sis will 0so be leaving earlier. so can i stay in the lab. NO WAY. haha, today was so special tat the whole lab no1 left late, plus even b4 5.30pm. okok, thou i was late in the morning.

one of the dialogues with mother "u muz spend more time with ur parent ma. oni their love is unconditional. later next time ur wife 0so muz have conditions de. if u dun love her, she will love u meh? but u can dun love ur parent, yet they will still love u. SEE WAD I MEAN?" FINE...

ya, they 0so commented on my new hairstyle. one 师姐 mentioned i do look like bad egg. haha, wad a great change. then later she further add-on "for those who dun know u la. last time u so silent de...like very dao. tat's y me n ****** talk abt u...."

i dun listen any further n make myself scarce. dun wanna another history to happen again.

went to find the shop again. DU LAN to the max at the attitude. KNN, not going there anymore. nvm abt being chopped cabbage's head, since i'm already KAIZI. wad a great painful lesson. this 0so show how 随便 i was. bad habit. how i spend money w/o brain. bad habit. how easily i trust ppl. bad habit. how 自作孽 i was for saving the few bucks. bad habit.

another classic "长话短说" beside the "跳舞不是一朝一夕的"

P.S: God gives us a 3D world. y? izzit becos he wanna us to see things from diff angles? is Him trying to say "u can buy PSP, but didnt say u can play PSP" juz like u cant have the cake n eat it. i shouldnt be too depressed, at least i got it.

reflected at 10:22:00 PM