以前的生气，可以怪别人。
现在的生气，那种怪不得别人，只能气自己的感觉。。。最痛苦！
regret regretful regretfully!!!!
tell u something, my bank oni left 10bucks. from 7 hundreds. within 3days.
ok, let's start from the happy sat.
morning went redhill.
did newspaper collection 4 charity.
tat's really enjoyable n fun.
cool, found a place for me to kill time in future.
anyway, other than sweat, the thing i hate was the doggy barks!
damn it, kinda wanna eat dogmeat. but i went to this hse, door was opened, so the golden hair dog came n bark at me behind the doorgate. then the granny came. so later she went back in to search for old newspaper. the dog suddenly kept silent n STARE at me. SO CUTE! ya, so discipline, unlike some1's dog..
went ntu openhse. kena abit suan. suan le. at least i MADE UP MY MIND NOW. wun change anymore.
God has always give me alot of choices to pick. diff paths diff routes. i believe there's no right/wrong. but juz the diff of regret or no.
well. did regret abit for past few yrs. i juz 对不起 my teachers, the academic kaizi, the athletic kaizi. juz solely for the all-times happy kaizi bah.
today woke up juz went for haircut then shopping.
found myself 心軟。 dun dare to ask for more. or should i say, DEMAND..plus the PSP part, i damn SAD-ed. long story, dun wish to talk abt it liao.
anyway, the shirt will be full of uses to me. anyway, few mths ago already laid my eyes on it. didnt know it still there. can say, it's my instinct tat lead me back to the same place same spot. but mom, was like "how come of all shirts u buy this kind..." fine.
oh well. Part-time shall be part-time bah. i can be part-time lover too. if she need some1 to acc, i can be there. but if i need some1 to acc, she need not be there. tat's part-time lover.
tonite dinner was a bowl of porridge. well, the best porridge i had eaten this yr. yest juz finally clear my sudden-desire of 茶叶蛋。 now got a new craving for bah ku teh.
P.S: i scared one day i will be like ayumi...
reflected at 11:18:00 PM