全家福。frm left: father, 2nd sis, 3rd sis, 1st sis, me & mother!!!
Miss me?
last fri was my last day of attachment.
the day b4, valentine day, didnt slp.
all juz becos to study all the stuffs tat i haven been taught.
cos i know there will be a "shooting" presentation awaiting me.
praying to God, to become 算死草. indeed, i was 刀枪不入.
their politics had surfaced onto my presentation...
first is the supervisor frm another lab.
once she heard any thing not right coming from my mouth, she BANG!!!
luckily, (my mother, 1st,2nd&3rd sis seemed to relieve) after i surprisingly ans her doubts.
2nd, father was like giving opinion of me. he said "during the interview, i told all of them tat this job is v stress. he was the oni1 not shock. actually, the rest have all have gd results. but i didnt chose them." KNN, i max du lan n fired back "ya, my results aint gd" lol, all the management laugh..
3rd, as father was praising me. Boss suddenly chopped him, look at me said "kairong, it's gd tat u work hard...BLA* BLA*...but need not sweettalk to ur boss(he refering to father)" it was really a gd fuck to me, they luv using 隔山打牛 style to shoot at one another. seem like i was being the mountain...
4th, the same supervisor asked y did u had to do the project of method validation? (actually i wanna say, "how would i know, ask my boss la") but since she wana shot at me, plus i carry the reputation of my lab n the expectation of my colleagues, i ansed her with the "model ans". i see the nodding face of another bigshot behind her n i know i did it! ya, father 0so stepped in, not wanna me to say "extra" words tat may cost my life.
5th, another bigshot, being too lame. ask me y did i put pics of the company as background. aiyah, anyhow say 0so can shot him back.
6th, secretary, being the most fair. she commented me saying 250 times of "YA" then after tat she straway say "ya" (it's contagious they say..")
then after tat boss wanna all my colleagues to give opinion of me.
all the words they said, it's moving me n touch me.
i feel my cheek abit red.
cos even 1st sis said until cry...
u know, woman's tears r v heavy de. always make me duno wad to do.
GOLDEN LESSON: sometimes, every little things tat u did for others. they really rmb it. being rmb is really a fortunate thing. nonetheless, being forgotten, is 0so another lucky one.
end of the day. went ard took memories into timeless period. guess oni abt 4 ppl in the whole dept i didnt take. 1 of them is her. well, since thu i saw her with heavy makeup, i know wad 3rd sis mentioned aint lying.
nite was absolutely young. catch jumper with ben n cka. if oni i can jump, i wanna jump to vienna now. but the show really like no plot...jump here jump there... muz admit it's advertising skill is gd.
sat went KBOX!!!
kaichuan is the best male singer i ever met...
me high
today went shop shop. oh God, i ate beef...not tat i cant eat...but i dun like the smell. nite went support xinying's CO concert. heard a mama behind telling her kids "看，一个人弹不响。 要很多人才会大声。"
lesson: some statements sound easy. but the meaning behind it, is deep.
esp the first op, sounds so familiar. Matsuri. memories of sec flow out. always feel tat time my CO frenz they played the pieces, no matter how skilful, wun touch me. cos they always 勾心斗角, how could them play in harmony to make the meaning of the pieces sound out?
a wedding couple. ppl always tell me "true love takes patience" haiz.
a nite juz being to gd to have a dream
黄昏再美 终要黑夜。
i like their fusion of CO n choir.
after tat, went to my S11 there to eat pancake. badly miss it. well, it did make my day complete.
SPENDING: ~60bucks over the wkends. well, it worth!
P.S: but it's time to face the truth. i will nv be with u. "ALL THE BEST" as they say, well move on.
reflected at 11:36:00 PM