Friday, April 11, 2008

Juz dun wanna close my eyes yet.
warning: this entry is gonna be boring dry. not compulsory for u readers to read. for my own reference purpose.

Today is quite a day.

天气：忽阴忽晴
颜色：带点灰暗的红

at one time, dishearted. yet later, motivated.

morning meeting, first time heard 3rd sis talk out loud.
think if i'm in her shoes, i would do so too.
father's new tactic is basically pushing most tasks to her.
claiming "i know it's mental stress. i understand de."
with extra oil into fire, boss said "no, i dun understand y there should be stress"

KNN, my upper jaw is creating friction with lower ones.

14 more ice-creams samples came in. i'm on the momentum thus not big issue.
but was being called down to sample rm to help segregate for my lab with another 2(A&B)

situation was, previously i done it b4 with lab A. lab B didnt send any1 down. i didnt complaint or anything. today lab B came but not A. (A said they too buzy to come do help) i 0so fine with it. (which means i done it twice) i can help them to segregate. doing halfway self-happily, came lab A's head.

here's d FUCKING DULAN part. she down there ###blablablacksheep###: "this kind of ice-cream got 2 flavors with the white choco chip. so muz melt first completely b4 taking it so tat it is homogenous"

prob 1: hello mdm, i dun have much time. i was being taught to do the way i did which dun have any influence on my lab analysis. if u got any fucking special requirement, do it urself.

prob 2: wake up mdm, u didnt send ur ppl down to do. i already nv ask u to say "thank you", wad the fucking prob u hav solve it urself. dun make ur bloody prob my bloody prob pls.

prob 3: excuse me mdm, previously one of ur ppl do it the way i did. so? uhuh?

i shot back "so can u show us the proper way to handle this?" to shut her trap up.
even v.manager commented "wah, u sure know how to talk recently."

sry, i really cant control my temper much. u wan complain, ask the boss to sack me.
do u understand how hard izzit for me to scoop up the "haven melted" ice-cream..

but i really still haven master the talking skill. if not i could have change father's stubborn mindset. if oni he can fight for his ppl to ask for more manpower, 3rd sis wun cry today..

so purposely do this n tat to stay late behind, if nt she will be left alone validate results..but mother said we should go n leave her some private space to talk to father.

end up mother & i went to my area there. she was recommending this soup stall, so after tat have hrs of chat. enlightened abit. 有些东西开始看得开。 haha, even she noticed my achilles' heel - lack of confidence.

P.S: even the mix-veg stall auntie today say "哦，小弟，你很久没来了。" wad izzit tat makes my impression on others? anw, the most impt thing now is gonna layout my foundation blueprint.

reflected at 1:26:00 AM