Tuesday, June 03, 2008

vacation over.

there's alot of stuffs filled up in my mind now.
becos of this, i really duno how to start with
and how to convert my feelings 100% into words.

last wkends most prob is happy mood.
been to places like seoul gdn & han's to eat

topics ppl discussed with me were abt stuffs like
finding influential backup
money management

but i know to me, if i can have full control of my time
i will be everything i can be.

mon went for induction
quite unhappy abt the boss's earlier on de arrangements
i should admit partially my fault for not receiving phonecalls

yet i DO get seriously angry if ppl anyhow
accuse ppl
based on his/her assumptions w/o evidence

我喜欢一种白色。它的名字叫清白。

so the boss actually give another 3 new ppl induction on fri le.
(supposedly tgt, plus i did told her to give me asap so i can work asap too)

nvm, mon. timing change here n there.
even if i reach on time, wait here n there, walk here n there.
her time is impt. mine juz seems insignificant arh?

so after her "detailed" explaination
(by kept repeating "do u understand?" and "ok?",
making me feel i'm retarded thou i 0so kept returning her nods and "um"s)

since she had told me start work can oni be after induction,
i really dun have the damn clue it will be tmr.
sure, i can make it, but being considerate and cooperative worker
i have to tell her tat in the mth of june, i hav 2 days tat muz be off.
8th for i have a run, 14th in case of some treats dines.

guess wad. she asked me for reason in a strict manner
tat in the 1st place, i shouldnt have the rights.

"if u wan ur offdays to be in wkends, it's unfair to the rest"
i understand. then off she blah blah came this sentence:

"since u're a newcomer, it's most advisable not to be so calculative."

how will u feel if u're me? i was thinking, hmm my math aint tat super.
izzit really too much to ask for 2days out of 30days to be special for me?

another punching statement was added on:

"smiling is part of ur uniform. this is the expectation of us on u"

certainly i know tat. i wish to do tat and be proud of it.
yet, how could i force out a smile tat aint genuine if the working env dun permit.
it sounds like i shouldnt be asking for credits if i make the visitors happy.

overall, i felt tat words she used dun sounds "harmonical" and "comfortable".
personal comment, perhaps others who read this beg to diff.

later on the induction, watch the birdshow alone, walk ard ard then see ppl frowning bored.
kinda imagine tat they aint wearing their "uniforms"

thou this was wad happen. it didnt hinder me to generate
a hyperactive drive in the morning of 1st day work.
woke up early, even have time to eat mac hotcakes.
found out colleagues mostly not chinese.
abit of diffculty handling walkie-talkie.
handling crowd was still ok, (they always say those indias r most problematic)

then try on to checking for tickets.
here comes the SICKENing part.
a TourGuide (speaks fluent Arabic-Angmoh)
BARGE in with a big grp of indias
i tried slow him down n stop him by asking him
"How many ppl do u have?" (wanna proceed on by asking him to show out their tix)

KNN him, by replying "Do u have the correct attitude?
U cannot ask me "how many ppl do u have?" without using the word "PLS",
while he continue entering and further on KPKB to my supervisor upstairs.

then supervisor send a colleague down telling me "Mr XXX wan me to tell u tat u cant ask the tour guide how many ppl they have. juz let them in."

still i dun find any faults i made tat turn me into a poor-mannered guy.
or rather, ppl who barged in w/o showing proper authorisation is a polite guy.

if oni i can be "calculative" enough to be able to count the visitors juz by my eyes within secs.
how irony.

anyway, things do cork up. esp like the black sportshoes i bought were being rejected to work.
so i put on the not-so comfortable leather shoes whole day (standing+walking)
ended up with feet abrasion tat the pain can be describe as being bitten by thousands ants.
plus i even bought a black jeans (partially due to the excellence service received) for the unsatisfatory job...

furthermore, the bicycle was strongly BANNED by parents..

since the boss she wan me to come early in the morning of 0815, which i couldnt enjoy the privilege of taking the first 0800 air-con bus. Instead, a non air-con bus with a big crowd of passengers at 0745... tat lame thing was, i reached liao oni a few ppl came...

i dun wanna call it a quit.

P.S: it's romantic to see two slping heads in MRT swinging here and there, waiting for the right moment to knock tgt. luckily he woke up and gave up his seat to others somehow or rather. Guess he wun see her again. For he finally understands wad is being called "Service Line" tat is,
accept wadever Blames ppl Donated to u and claim Good Ownership of them.

reflected at 11:56:00 PM