Saturday, July 12, 2008

as the shaking legs days continued...

staying at home.
lo0king aft kids.
practising endgames.
tired liao, play psp.
bored already, read book.
if not, watch X-japan's concert.

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watch superhero tat lame show.
one part when the song
"all by myself" comes in,
EMO. (esp u played it whn nobody ard)
but overall, it did cheer me up!

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found out sadly tat
more couples ended breaking up.
it's a pity. being outsider,
there's nt much i can say.
juz dun regret the decision.

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well, i finished ard 1/8 of the bk.
actually cant say learnt much,
cos much to surprise,
most of them i already understand.
perhaps 当局者迷, they're either
thrown aside or left forgotten.

1)
Irrespectful (大男人),
More Demanding (compared to stranger)
Nagging(women kpkb)
main reasons of unsuccessful r/s

2)
Money is often the troubling factor
one advice given was to keep a
spending recordbk & budget planning

i know for my case, mainly movies ba.
0so, i muz go & find a job soon!

3)
Friendship.
(here admitting quite a failure i'm)
today as we chat abt old days
a fren told me how stuck up emo
i was due to some women's issues..

another bad habits i havin
walking either too fast or "cut-lane"

earlier on, i developed a "hating"
towards a gd fren i had for yrs.
i know the person wasnt bad.
but sensing the person didnt feel
proud to have me as fren

havin own circle of frenz
i can nv enter or the person ownself
not wanting to come out

slowly i begin to distinguish
the dist of our frenzship bet
buddies, close frenz or juz frenz.
esp tat kind of juz
saying hello, followed by byebye.

well, i 0so hav my own circle.
diff part was how to "split-body"
always in dilemma whn
A and B called u out separately.
often very paiseh to reject them

here to say sry to a buddy
nose-bleeding commando, do tc.
u make me scared of going NS liao.

Criticism, an lethal weapon to
sink a Frenzship.

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early morning went collect new keys
yest gotta slp sooner than usual time
ended insomnia...

lately very healthy digestive system
poo-poo daily. (y?)
cos i think i will miss most my
SQUAT-STYLE TOILET
aft shifting hse.
(i didnt use "moving hse"
cos oni shift 2 streets sia...)

abit crazy. always worry this and tat
e.g. wad if next time

1. wife oni use SIT-STYLE　toilet?

2. wife's 娘家 use ricebowl chopsticks
but i use plate with fork & spoon?

3. wife muz slp in air-con yet i cant

haha, aft brainstorming solutions

1. have a hse with 2 kinds of toilets

2. buy all utensils, kids use hand lo

3. summer slp tgt, winter slp sofa lo

lol

afternoon watch hellboy2.
funniest part - "i cant smile w/o u"

P.S: whn buying balloon for kids,
rmb to tie tightly to their hands!

reflected at 11:26:00 PM